Fanwaipian 2
Since the last time, I have been permanently sealed in the sky. Fanmei is infected with a heavy layer of loneliness. My eyes can't be opened, my body hangs in mid-air, but my heart still feels it. I can't see if she's okay. All I know is that she has been losing her direction at the bottom.
Sometimes, I will unconsciously think: If I still don't give up against Jiang Tian, will I draw a beautiful dawn? But that is my fantasy after all, I am above the sky, consciousness is still there, ginger days can not completely eliminate me. Therefore, consciousness and body are protected. Life is just like that, I am so lonely, and so lonely. I know I will live for a long time, life is infinite, and I will endure loneliness.
Thinking of the first time I met her, I hope time can go back. I guarded that promise and came over with torment step by step. I never thought that because we didn't say anything to each other, we missed the road without turning back. I regretted it at that time.
Summer is coming, accompanied by wind and sand, cherry blossoms are in bud. My name is Yongxia, and the summer of 2014 is the hottest summer I have ever spent. The sun burned the wounds of Yongxia and Jiuyin. I know that our love will not be recognized. But I'm still desperate to get stuck.
In life, in the world, in time. I am a creature they have forgotten. Life doesn't limit me, the world doesn't look at me, and time makes me carefree and indulge me. Maybe some people will envy me, infinite life and permanent youth. But who has thought of those so-called infinite life permanent youth I would rather not. I want to be the most ordinary junior high school students, but God doesn't seem to like me very much, so I didn't fulfill it.
Yongxia! Nine-tone mouth: the annoying summer is so annoying. Oh! I hated hearing this sentence at that time, knowing that I was not hated by her. She just hates summer, but I still frown when I hear this sentence. However, Jiuyin still turns a blind eye. At that time, I didn't feel anything. I only knew that Jiuyin was boring. She came from the mountains. I investigated the information. I secretly investigated and didn't tell her: I investigated you.
Days like this little bit of the past, my unrequited love from the beginning of summer to the beginning of autumn has been going on. I ruined her memory and made her start from scratch. From beginning to end, I was just a person in unrequited love. In my dream, I always dream that when my left hand is about to brush over the face of nine tones, nine tones always turn into foam and disappear completely in the sunset. I was alone, kneeling there crying in pain.
In the air, her smell flows. I sniffed slowly, sniffed, and my tears would fall uncontrollably.
When I know, she has always hated vampires, dreamy and horrible vampires, but I don't know, she has always hated, a person deeply hated, don't say it. I inexplicably sad up, heart pain, her hate like a dagger! There is a life-like stroke in the heart, and I can hardly suffocate.
In the sky, my consciousness can detect the existence of nine tones. She smiled like an angel. She often cries at night, and I want to comfort her. However, I can no longer be qualified to appear in front of her. My heart is uncertain. I live, and I feel worse than I die. And I don't know that I lost my right (to die) in the dark.
My life is so sad, so sad, so sad that it reminds me of the nine-tone face, and I will be sad to cry.
"Do you like me?"
A very simple words, I flattered in front of the nine tones said many times, but nine tones have never answered me. When I was sealed, I wanted to ask her: Do you like me? Love me or not? Do you hate vampires?
Yes! Ask her this! Unfortunately, I didn't have a chance! I am the only vampire left in the blood clan, father, mother and starry night, and their departure makes me more heartbroken.
Father, from an early age, strictly asked me to do what he told me to do. I always do well every time, because I never want to disappoint my father. In the blood clan, my father is a vampire with great status, which was sealed by the royal family. I am proud of having such a father. Similarly, I also want to make my father proud of me in the future. Since then, I have tried my best to complete the tasks given by Master, the problems given by my father and the assessment given by the Emperor. My accomplishment is even better than other vampires of the same age. Master will praise me and the emperor will reward me, but only my father has never said a word to me. My father stood in his place all the time, watching everything with his eyes, without any expression, as if I were as small as dust. I cried and went to my mother and asked her: Why did my best father not even look at me? Why? My mother just touched my hair intimately and looked at me with beautiful eyes and said: Xiao Xia's mother leads you to be proud!
Mother, a conscientious mother. She is a vampire, her hands are stained with blood, but she gives her maternal love no less than human beings. After that, when I stopped working hard for my father, my mother was my motivation. I try to achieve results just want to listen to my mother repeatedly that sentence: Xiao Xia, my mother makes you proud. Mother is a very simple woman, but her beautiful face is not coated with a layer of cosmetics, with a white skirt and long blond hair. If mother is not a vampire, then she is an angel. Because the vampire's hands are almost covered with blood and bright red. Angels must not have evil thoughts and kill. If there is, then she is a devil. My mother, a vampire who did her duty to make human beings unable to compare, died under the gun of vampires because of me. I vaguely remember the days when I fled. My mother went to the hospital to steal blood for me to drink in order that I could not be hungry. That's expired. It tastes bad. And my mother tried to drink it for me. When I saw tears falling from her eyes, I stopped rejecting that the blood was expired. My mother worked very hard, her husband died, all her people died, and she shouldered the burden of continuing my last vampire. Protect me, flee to the human world, adapt to human food with me and drink expired blood for a long time. Over time, I knew why I felt that the expired blood would not turn my stomach. Actually, it's because the blood is not expired. From my mother's haggard face, it was malnutrition caused by drinking expired blood for a long time, while my blood was normal. After I knew it, I severely asked my mother: "Why? Why are you so protective of me? Do you know that you will die like this!" I cried. I didn't want my only relative to die. I only had my mother.
When I left home in anger, it was the last time I shouted to my mother: Mom. On the outskirts of the runway, I met a vampire hunter whose ruthless face was deeply engraved into my bones. My mother helped me distract the vampire hunter. When I found my mother, she was lying on the bed, no face is full of haggard and wrinkles, the long white skirt has been broken to wear, and the long golden hair slipped smoothly. That day, I didn't drop a tear, not a drop. I just looked at my mother's body. Little by little, disappear into disappearance.
I held the small box tightly in my hand.
Starry night, the emperor's favorite daughter, the princess in the blood clan, and my childhood sweetheart when I was a child. When I first met her, she was a sharp, outrageous and unreasonable girl. She liked me, and I knew it, but I only wanted to hear my mother's words in my eyes at that time.
She did a lot of things for me. Starry night, like her name, is as bright as the moon under the starry sky. Starry night continues to bear all the strength of the emperor and her mother, and is the best and strongest among many princes. Perfect face, long black hair, innocent smile, in all the crowd to find words, still can easily find out. Bright as a star, bright as a moon! She always calls me as intimate as her mother: Xiaoxia. I didn't feel any antipathy, and I echoed. Her smile always blooms for me, outsiders, except me and the emperor. The appearance of starry night is full of ruthlessness, including my mother and my father. She didn't even want to look at her father and me the same way. I asked her why she was like this. Starry night only answered me lightly: "Little summer, you and my father are what I want to protect. In the palace of the blood clan, there will be no true feelings, only coldness and ruthlessness. My mother was killed when I was born because she was too weak to fight the enemy. I am pure blood, and I have inherited all my strength. My mission is to protect my people from being destroyed... "I can't hear clearly behind me, and tears blur my sight. I never thought that there were so many in my heart at night, and the strong were lonely. From then on, oh, I put the starry night into my heart. I make her happy, and I want to be with her. Starry night and I often watch the sunset on the highest tower of the palace. Starry night always stretches out his hand sadly and tries to catch the sunset. When the blood clan was in trouble, she blocked the fatal blow to protect me and covered me and my mother to escape from the blood clan. She is still fighting, the last smile, the last intimate address, at that time, I only fear to let my mother I run away from myself, I left her cowardly, left the blood clan and entered the human world.
In life, the four most important people: nine-tone father and mother starry night. After all, I left them and couldn't be with them.
I am so sad that people feel unpitied. Since then, my father was desperate, and my life has gone from walking into the sad other route. I followed God's will and did not take my sad other route without resistance, until Jiang Tian sealed me.
Nine tones, I still want to ask you, do you like me? Do you love me?
Father, you just want me not to be proud, so you don't praise me, right?
Mother, Xiao Xia is proud of you. I accepted the maternal love. However, I didn't make you proud. I didn't let you down.
Starry night, my childhood sweetheart. Do you still face everyone with no expression? By contrast, I am not by your side.
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