Chapter 12

Victor and I went out drinking some coffee on the dining room balcony, then asked him Relam: - Do you feel love for me "Victor" or only because I am your companion? Victor: - I don't know, what about you Relam: - I don't know either What he said really saddened me, it means that I am not that important to him, if the meaning of what I felt, I left him and went to the toilet while I was sad. I could no longer stand still, so I sat on the cold toilet floor, my mind began to get distracted with thinking, and unwillingly I closed the communication between me and him and my mind kept repeating to me (Did I really have the illusion that I had feelings or everything we went through was only the duties of the companion to his companion), I tried to hold together I got up from the ground pulling my feet out until I got to the bed and threw my body on him, wishing to sleep, but the fragrant smell that was still stuck in the bed made my mind remember what we had gone through here, so I got up and put on a light coat, then I went out to the balcony that overlooks the forest that represents a difference Between our kingdom and the neighboring kingdom, the place was strangely quiet, which made me remember the day my father was killed. The calm was similar, and the day was being repeated again. I leaned on the glass screen of the balcony and saw "Matilda" talking to someone I can't see because he puts a black hood over his head. Color, I went back inside and put on the shoes. Pussy. Go and see what is happening. When I approached, the one standing with her ran away and disappeared among the trees. She was confused when she saw me as if she had seen a ghost. Relam: - What are you doing here? And who is this person you were talking to? Matilda: - What? I was talking with a friend of mine? Relam: - Why did he run away when he saw me? Matilda: He is an introvert and does not like to talk to people he does not know, so he ran away Relam: Well, but next time they talked somewhere far from the borders of the jungle, because here it is not safe Matilda nodded and said: - Okay When I got back to the room, Victor was standing near the bed showing anger, but because my heart was in pain, I tried to ignore him and pass the other side of the bed, but I was surprised by him, he pulled me by my arm so strongly that he raised his hand. Relam: - You're hurting me, what's wrong with you now? Victor: Where have you been? Relam: - You were down? But why bother, didn't you say you didn't have feelings for me? Victor: - This is not our topic now? where have you been ? Relam: - You have nothing to do with what I do Victor: - Rather, because you are my companion, and do not forget that our relationship is formal in front of the kingdom, I do not want to quarrel with you, but there is a wolf smell that smells from you, and I cannot pass this, I am a possessive character and you are mine only I do not know whether I get angry at what he says, or I feel happy, he has some feelings for me even if they have, but I am not a wolf that possesses someone even that I love him, I do not want to argue with him now, so I answered him Realam: - It is Matilda I saw her from the balcony talking to someone near the border of the forest, so I went to warn her that the place is not safe and she has to meet him in another place, I did not even see him, for my sister as soon as I went Victor: Well, I'm glad you didn't hide it from me, but why you're angry Relam: I'm not angry, just busy with something Victor: What is it Relam: - Nothing, you don't care Victor: - Come on, all that matters to me as well Relam: - Today is the anniversary of my family's murder He did not answer with words, but implied me to his chest, I don't know how my anger and pain went away from him. Victor: I'm sorry I didn't feel what you're going through. I should have been around you today I smiled at him with Wood, then moved as I took off the coat, I lay in the mattress wrapped in the cover, for I was feeling a little cold Victor: It's not cold tonight Relam: I feel the cold is getting more and more, I don't know why I cannot control my body temperature like other wolves He lay beside me on the bed and hugged him well until I felt his muscles and the warm touch of his body, moments and I felt a warmth surrounding me and fell asleep in a deep sleep. I don't know where I am, the place here is like hell, full of darkness, despite the flames rising from the ground, I started screaming and calling "Victor" - Victor, where are you? What is this place ? A beautiful woman appeared, whose beauty I had never seen before, her sharp eyes carrying many secrets inside Woman: - Welcome to you, I am a picture of you in some way, whenever you grow you see me in a different way, my advice is to you, do not arrogate your feelings and treat everything with wisdom Relam: - I don't understand how you are Woman: It is not time to understand me, but trust yourself and think wisely As usual, she disappeared from before me, how could I trust myself when I could not protect myself in the past, I woke up early this morning feeling the pain in my head. I got up and went to the toilet and repeated my daily routine, and when I stood in front of the mirrors I saw a glow in my eyes happening for the second time I ignored it #################################### Asmaa Nada