Chapter 35

when I got out of the canteen I went straight to the gate because our driver was waiting there while Tin was chasing me I just didn't stop because I didn't want to stay here long at school. When I arrived at the gate, our driver was already there, I immediately got in the car for a while, Tin was in a hurry to get on, maybe she was tired of running. I still don't feel good even though I got home so I called Mom to say we've been home, Tin also talked for almost half an hour, I also mentioned to her how I felt when Laurent was with another woman she also had nothing to say Mom becaus she also did not understand what was happening to me.Before dinner, Mom came home so we ate together, we also talked for a while before I said goodbye that I was going to rest but it was already dawn but my eyes were still wide open !!!! I can't sleep thinking about what's happening to me !!! !!!! I stood up and took my gray jacket with a hood and put it on, I closed my eyes and concentrated I thought of him because I wanted to see him T______T I wanted to go to him. In less than two seconds I felt cold, meaning I was no longer in my room because the aircon in my room was not that cold while the cold I felt was different, I opened my eyes and the unfamiliar room was exposed to me so then I saw the theme of the room it was gray, my eyes were fixed on the bed with someone lying down I looked closely to see his face but he was not facing me so I couldn't clearly see who he was. I slightly smiled as I stared at him. "You are very handsome up close, I am very lucky because you were given to me as my beloved, but I know you are unlikely to like me too. I know someone else already owns you." I said to him even though I knew he could not hear me. I sit down on the side of the bed and caressed his cheek.the beauty of his nose is very sharp his lips are thin his eyelashes are long and his messy hair fits especially with him. He only wears a shirt and pajamas but it still suits him. I stared at his lips again, as if someone was ordering me to kiss him, AaahhHhh !! what kind of love am I thinking of !!! "I'm sorry Laurent but I need to kiss you, you'll never know anyway." I touched my lips to his lips because I was attracted. I did not restrain myself, is this really the case with having a beloved? I walked away from him and decided to go back to my room, I immediately lay down and touched my lips I imagine his face while staring at the ceiling "You are my first kiss, in case you don't know, it's sad because I'm the only one who feels this way while you feel that way about other people, Laurent why are you still there?" I asked myself while shaking. I have nothing to do with the woman he was with in the canteen earlier and I don't even seem to be half of her beauty, I don't want to admit it but they are the right thing, the right thing so I'm annoyed I'm jealous because I don't know why !!! "Oneday you will also know that your beloved is the only one you should love,you will not feel it yet because we are not a vampire yet but when you become a one you will also know the answer of your feelings." said the voice "s-who are you !!!" I suddenly asked as someone spoke !! is there a ghost here ?? I barely felt scared. shEt! what is happening to me !! I am half a vampire but im afraid of ghosts !!! "That's crazy Gail !!" I shake and say to myself psH! I really need to sleep !!! zZzzZzzzZzzz ...