Chapter 161 Yan Zi coagulation lost his mother

Yan Zi Ning left Jin Wangfu with a broken heart. She left the silver ticket Lan Xi brought her and placed it squarely on the table in the room. This is her last dignity, and she doesn't want to lose it. At this time, she began to think about her mother. During this period of time, her mind was all on Feng Xuanrui. Unconsciously, she forgot her mother. The closer she was to the small house where she lived with her mother, the harder her heart beat. If she failed to assassinate Shangguan Yu, will her mother blame her incompetence? Will mother be angry with her for not coming home for such a long time? Seeing that the door was unlocked, she breathed a sigh of relief and pushed open the door. The room was dark. She paused for a moment before adapting to the light in the room. "Zi Ning, is that you?" There was a faint voice in the darkness. Yan Zi Ning hurriedly ran over and saw her mother lying in bed dying. She felt so guilty that she could not restrain herself. "Niang, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. I didn't want to leave you alone. I have my own difficulties." For the first time, Yan Susu was lifeless and said faintly, "Niang thought she would never see you again. Mother is very satisfied that you can come back safely." Yan Zi Ning blamed himself even more in his heart. "Mother, I failed to kill Shangguan Yu to vent my anger for you. Later, I was chased by the government. I did not dare to show up in public and came back to find you in public, but I asked my friends to come to you several times and you were not there. Niang, where have you been?" Yan Susu didn't answer her question, but said with difficulty, "Niang's time has come, and time is running out. The most worrying thing for Niang is you." Speaking of which, a line of muddy tears flowed through Yan Susu's thin cheeks, and her originally godless eyes suddenly gave off a glimmer of light. "Zi Ning, go and call Shangguan Yu. Mother wants to see him one last time." Yan Zi Ning was very surprised. "Niang, don't you hate him very much? Why do you want to see him?" Yan Susu sighed. "If you don't say something, there will be no chance." Seeing that Yan Zining was still hesitating, she snapped, "After going out for a few months, don't you even listen to your mother's words?" Yan Zi Ning did not dare to say more and had to promise to come out. It was horribly gloomy, as if it was going to snow heavily soon. Yan Zi Ning walked alone on the road, thinking of her mother's body, and her heart felt sad. My mother hated Shangguan Yu all her life. When she was dying, the person she wanted to see turned out to be him. In a twinkling of an eye, the magnificent Xiangfu was just around the corner. I don't know why, for the first time, she didn't climb over the eaves and break in by herself, but went to the concierge and said politely, "Please tell Xiang Ye that an old friend named Yan wants to see him." Seeing that she was well dressed and imposing, the concierge hurriedly said, "Wait a moment, and the younger one will report it for you." Shangguan Yu came out very quickly. Seeing that it was Yan Zi Ning, he couldn't help but wonder, "Are you the one who wants to see me?" Yan Zi Ning said coldly, "I don't want to see you, it's my mother, she wants to see you." Shangguan Yu sighed, "Your mother is finally willing to meet me. Where is she? Take me there." The groom drove out of the carriage and Shangguan Yu lifted the curtain. "Please, girl." Yan Zi Ning hesitated for a moment and sat up. As the carriage rumbled forward, Shangguan Yu asked, "Girl, your name is Yan Zining." "How do you know my name?" "I guess, the emperor's amnesty mentioned this name. Are you Yan Susu's daughter?" "I don't want to answer your question. If it weren't for my mother's life, I wouldn't even want to see you." Shangguan Yu faintly saw the shadow of Yan Susu in Yan Zi Ning. Yan Susu suddenly wanted to see him. He had an ominous premonition. It began to snow, and the carriage went forward against the wind and snow. After seven turns and eight turns, it came to a remote place on the outskirts of the city, and finally stopped at the door of several lifeless little houses. Yan Zi Ning closed his lips, jumped out of the carriage without saying a word, and pushed open the door with a creak. The musty smell made Shangguan Yu cover his nose subconsciously. He never dreamed that Yan Susu, who was proud of herself, would live in such a place. Yan Zi Ning lit up the oil lamp, and the orange light made this room as cold as icehouse warm. At the moment, Yan Susu has run out of oil, but there is more air coming out and less air coming in. Shangguan Yu burst into tears and shouted, "Susu, it's me, I'm Shangguan Yu, I see you are here." As if an invisible force was calling her, Yan Susu opened her eyes slightly. "You, here you come!" Shangguan Yu burst into tears. "Susu, I know that you are the most sorry person in my life, but why are you so stubborn? I can let you live a life without worry." Yan Susu said with difficulty, "Zi Ning... is your daughter, I am dead, she is alone, too poor... replace me, take good care of her..." Two people can't hear the words behind, only can see her lips moving slightly again. Suddenly, she tried her best to shout, "Shangguan Yu, I..." The following words finally failed to shout out, and she had swallowed her last breath with her head hanging down. No one knows whether the last thing she wants to say is hate you or love you. Yan Zi Ning didn't expect this to be the last side with her mother. Her nerves suddenly became numb. She didn't know how to cry or shout. She seemed silly. Shangguan Yu gently closed Yan Susu's eyes and covered her face with a quilt. Only then did she gently hold Yan's defects in her arms. "Daughter, if you want to feel uncomfortable, cry out and don't spoil yourself." Yan Zi Ning didn't react until this time. Her mother, who lived alone with her, couldn't wake up again. She suddenly tore her heart and cracked her lungs and shouted, "No..." This cry unexpectedly vented all her sadness and tears that had been pent up for a long time these days, and cried until the world was dark. The coachman went back and called someone to take care of Yan Susu's funeral. Yan Zi-ning stood in front of her mother's spirit, as if her soul had followed her mother. Shangguan Yu saw a heartache, "Purple coagulation, your mother let you recognize your ancestors before her death, from then on, you are Shangguan Purple coagulation. This place is remote and not the place where you stay. Come back to Xiangfu with me and let your father take care of you." Yan Zi Ning said coldly, "Sorry, my name is Yan Zi Ning. Shangguan Zi Ning has never been seen in this world. It's very good here. I'm used to living and won't go anywhere." "Zi Ning, if your mother knew under the spring, she wouldn't want to see you like this." Yan Zi Ning glared at her with cold eyes. "My mother's crimes in this life are all due to you. I hate you and would rather you never exist in this world." Shangguan Yu still has a good temper. "Zi Ning, I really didn't know you were my daughter before. Give the father a chance to make up for you." "I don't need your compensation. For 20 years, without you, I am as good as my mother." Shangguan Yu was speechless with anger. "You are very good. If your mother were not so stubborn, if she listened to my advice, she would not have died so early. Don't rush to refuse me, wait for your mother's funeral to be finished, and you can make a decision."