Chapter 81 Is she really wrong

Chuxi hung down her head. She was wrong. She should not lose herself for revenge. As she walked, suddenly a man grabbed her wrist. Chuxi suddenly turned back and saw Gu Linji's worried face. "Where are you going?" Chuxi wanted to evoke the lip angle, but she couldn't force a smile under such circumstances. If the person opposite was not Gu Linji, maybe she could laugh. "Go home." ChuXi voice is very light, light almost only breath. "I'll send you." "No, you have to attend the banquet." After Chu Xi finished speaking, he broke Gu Linjin's hand holding his wrist and left alone. "Chuxi!" Gu Linji didn't catch up, just shouted her name behind him. ChuXi high hands, waved in the air, is farewell. She went out of Aaron family alone, and the night wind made her tremble. She held her arms tightly, and her eyes were sour and shed tears. Chuxi walked straight along the road, one step after another, just walked out of a straight line. She lowered her head and stared at her eyes, unblinkingly. It was not until the tears in the eye socket gradually accumulated and condensed into a bean-sized tear that the eye socket finally could not bear the weight and let the tears burst out. The tear fell to the ground and smashed a splash. Chuxi stopped and stared at the splash. She remembered a lot of things. When she first met Mu Lanze in a previous life: "Miss, I'm really sorry, I got red wine on your dress." That was the first sentence Mulanze said to her. Chuxi just watched the boy touch his head and be dull. She suddenly smiled: "It doesn't matter, I'll just change it." Later, Mu Lanze appeared in front of her from time to time, and every time she met, she must say 'I'm sorry'. Later, how did Chuxi like Mu Lanze? Chuxi wanted to think, but how all can't remember, maybe just because of that night. Because of her skin-to-skin relationship, Chuxi has always promised. That night she was confused and promised a man to marry him. Chuxi must not remember wrong, that night's person is Mu Lanze. That's why Chu Xi poured out his heart and lungs to Mu Lanze. Does Chu Xi really like Mu Lanze? Perhaps in the past, Chu Xi was able to say it without hesitation, but now, Chu Xi is not clear. She asks herself again and again, did she really love Mu Lanze miserably in those days? Chuxi closed her eyes and now thought about it. She didn't love Lanze, or only a little love. It was just because of that promise that I poured out my heart and lungs to him? Chuxi shook her head. She denied the idea. She must love Mu Lanze. Otherwise, she would not be so stupid that her life was trampled on. In her mind, she remembered the picture of a tragic death in a previous life. Chuxi can still feel the pain from the depths of her soul. The pain made her almost breathless. She can only let the sour feeling in her chest spread bit by bit and spread all over her body through the bones of her limbs. ChuXi clutching her chest, she opened her mouth to breathe, the body began to tremble, she quickly walked to the front not far under the street lamp, holding the lamppost, coughed violently. She just wants Chu Xueer and Mu Lanze to lose their reputation and get back the Chu family property that should belong to her. Is it wrong? Why are there so many stumbling blocks in front of her? Chuxi's whole body strength seemed to be evacuated in an instant. She was unable to hold the lamppost down and squatted on the side of the road. The light shines on her, but like a ghost who can't see the light in the night, she covers her face with loose hair, and she can't let anyone see her true face. The cell phone suddenly rang, and Chuxi didn't care who called it. He just listened to the bell and was very upset. He took out his cell phone from his bag and saw the caller ID. Gu Linjin... Gu Linjin called, Chu Xi didn't hesitate, so he hung up the phone. He wanted to put it back into his bag directly, but he was afraid that Gu Linjin would continue to call, so he pressed the shutdown button. Looking at the screen lights of the mobile phone go out, Chuxi seems to have extinguished the fire of hope in his heart. She wants to be quiet... Chuxi stood up, went to the side of the road, held out his hand to stop the car, and was afraid that Gu Lin would go to the staff dormitory to find her. She doesn't want to be found by anyone. Chuxi withdrew his hand and wanted to walk alone, but a taxi stopped in front of her. "Where, miss?" Chu Xi was stunned before slowly saying a place: "Zhou Hai Cemetery." The driver's master was obviously startled: "Miss, why are you going to the cemetery so late?" Chuxi didn't want to answer the driver's question and put down the following sentence: "Will you go or not?" The driver hesitated for a long time and reluctantly agreed: "Get on the bus!" After Chuxi got on the bus, she leaned against the seat. She felt exhausted physically and mentally and didn't want to move a finger. She stared out of the window stupefied. This road is familiar to her. Since her parents died, Chuxi has come here every week to see them. About half an hour later, the driver stopped the car and looked at Chuxi through the rearview mirror: "Miss, here we are." Chuxi gave the money. After getting off the bus, he waited for the driver to drive away before turning to the cemetery. Around a gloomy, Chuxi didn't feel afraid at all. Now she is like a walking corpse, familiar with finding her parents' tombstone and standing in front. The tombstones were close together. Chuxi's eyes were not focused, but he just stared at the photos on the tombstones. Suddenly, her legs were soft and she sat on the ground. Chuxi didn't feel any pain either. The coldness of the ground touched her skin through her skirt. She held her knees and wept silently. Under the moonlight, Chuxi sat alone in front of the two tombstones. She was a little tired. "Dad and Mom, will you blame me for not coming to see you for so long?" For a long time, Chu Xi said such a word with tears in his eyes, but after a while, Chu Xi smiled sadly again: "By the way, you certainly don't recognize me like this. I am Chu Xi, your Xi Xi." "Why did I become this... maybe it was arranged by heaven." Chuxi sighed gently: "Dad, Mom, did you say... did I do something wrong?" "I just want those who hurt you to pay the price and get back the property of our Chu family. Am I wrong?" Chuxi's voice was so light that only she could hear it. She looked at the photo on the tombstone. On the photo, her father and mother both laughed so happily, but... they would never come back. "Dad, Mom, am I... really wrong?"