Chapter 4

16 I moved back to my bachelor pad in the city to live on my own, ready to dive into my medical books to delve in and be able to help more wolves in the Wolf Clan who were suffering from ailments. I went shopping, eating and sleeping alone. I was the only one in the huge house. This was also good Don't think about Jamal, don't miss the past. It's just that I've been using sugar as salt lately. I always forget where I put things. Jamal came to me for peace many times, but I didn't say yes. The only time I promised to meet him was when he said that he would bring me an very important raw materials. Knock, knock, knock. Someone was knocking at the door. I put down the medical book in my hand and opened the door. "Who is it? What's the matter?" He gave me a bag with new clothes. I froze for a moment. Oh, it's Jamal. My memory was a little bad lately. He said he needed to come and take me to the old wolf before giving me the ingredients. At the dinner, I had a good talk with the old wolf. The old wolf was also proficient in medical skills but did not seek fame and fortune. He was glad to have young female wolves like me who loved traditional messy medicine. "Heaven, you are as beautiful as your name. No wonder the great alphaking has been pestering me for a long time, insisting that I find time to come to the city to meet you." "I've always lived in the deep forest, which shows his heart for you ~" I smiled superficially. Everyone can only see his kindness to me. And only I know the harm he did to me. After dinner, we respectfully sent the old wolf to the car and left. But as soon as he left, I lost my smiling face. Because I didn't want to see Jamal. "Let me take you home." Naturally, I refused. "Thank you for today, but let's keep our distance." All an alpha like Jamal had to do was flick his scent, and there was no telling how many young, beautiful she-wolves would spring up with it. My heart throbs at the thought of it But he used to only have eyes for me. He was so rich and powerful that few people refuse again and again like me. His patience was a bit exhausted by me. "How many times have I begged for peace with you? Do you want to trample the dignity of the entire pack under your feet? What else do you want from me?" Jamal seemed to think I was just getting angry with him by ignoring him these days. He didn't feel at all that I really didn't like him anymore. This time, I met him face to face. I told him solemnly: "My dear and respected alphaking, please allow me to tell you solemnly that we have ended for a long time, and I mean it." Jamal sneered for a while, followed by fury. "Alright, that's what you said." "We are completely finished!" He slammed the car door and left. I still went home by myself. It's just that as I walked this road, something started to be wrong. 17 I seemed to be increasingly unaware of the path I have taken, and I didn't know where my home was. I walked for a long, long time, until dark. They arrived at the entrance of a huge villa. Jamal appeared behind me. His words were full of sharp thorns as soon as he opened his mouth. "What? Did you know that you came to beg me not to leave you?" I didn't understand. I didn'tknow who this man in front of me was. I didn't know what his words meant. "I'm sorry, sir, I'm lost." The smile on his face disappeared, and it was replaced by a gnashed anger. "Learn me from playing amnesia to gain sympathy, right?" He took out his cell phone and called the property. "I have a psycho here. Please get someone of you out of her." I was kicked away by security, and he didn't even look at me. I sat on the side of the road for a long time, and the cold wind beat me, trying to wake me up. I seemed to remember something, as if nothing had happened, and I finally got home. I always feel so noisy around recently. I always want to cry for no reason, and I am angry for no reason. It's just that I am a medical student myself, and I seem to faintly sense something. It's just that I don't believe it, and I can't believe it. It is difficult for a doctor to cure himself. Until the day I diagnosed myself, I struggled for a long time and called Edison. "Edison, I seem... sick." I didn't say it, and he didn't force me to say what happened. Just booked me a plane ticket. "Come back, Heaven. I'll accompany you." It's just that before I went abroad, my illness was out of control. 18 My memory goes back to the old days. I went back to the sweet and happy time when I was inseparable from Jamal. I got up early to freshen up. In my current knowledge. Today was the engagement day to Jamal! It's just strange why J didn't come to my house to pick me up downstairs today. It didn't matter, I can go myself. I took my fingerprints and went into his house myself. J was having breakfast. I grabbed the milk from his hand and took a sip. Then kissed him. Jamal's Adam's apple rolled and then pushed me away. I didn't know why he pushed me away. "Today is our engagement day. Why are you eating breakfast now?" "You pushed me away!" I pretended to be angry with him. But his reaction wasn't what I expected. Click- J smashed the cup. "Heaven, how long are you going to pretend to be crazy and act silly!" "I told you, we're done playing. You go with your Edison!" I dropped my cotton and linen slippers on my feet, and I walked towards him in unknown pain, and a chill came from the soles of my feet. Ah ~ It turned out that my foot stepped on the glass. But I'm happy Because he didn't push me away at last I saw in his eyes that I was gradually falling to the ground Seeing how he worried about me See the way in his eyes... he still loved me It's just that I suddenly woke up at night. It turned out to be a dream I have shamelessly rejected him so many times How can I still want to marry him? My brain was clear but my heart was disobedient. I struggled for a long time and called him. Beep-beep- "Hello." "Jamal, I seem to be sick." "Many things are easy to forget. I smell my smell changed." He scolded me a few words, thinking that I was trying to make him angry by saying this in the middle of the night. "Can you stop pretending? What exactly are you trying to do? Are you tired?" "If you really are reluctant to part with me, why don't you just come and beg me?" "Why do you still pretend to be sick here?" In short, no matter what I say, he didn't believe it. He just repeated a sentence over and over again. Don't pretend, memory loss was the rest of my play. Until I lost consciousness again the next day and walked to his door again. 19 I fell in front of Jamal as he opened the door to head to the tribal headquarters. Before I closed my eyes, I saw Jamal rushing towards me, who was about to fall to the ground. Just like I dreamed A flustered look and blurted out "Heaven" He should have believed me this time. When I woke up from the hospital, I briefly regained my normal memory. When I opened my eyes, Jamal held my hand and lay on the edge of the bed, sobbing quietly. I sat up, and when he noticed it, he quickly turned his back to dry his tears. Then he smiled and said to me, "You're awake." "The doctor said that you just forgot to eat and suffered from low blood sugar. You know, we werewolves can't be hungry, so you fainted." "It's okay." It's just that he laughed and cried. I comforted him. He should know everything, and this time he finally believed that I was really sick. Not that I'm pretending. "Don't lie to me. I know it myself. I can smell it. There is something abnormal in my blood smell. Don't think of fooling a doctor, a doctor with full talent points." I wanted to make a joke with him, because he really seemed so serious that I was afraid. "Isn't it just Alzheimer's? It's okay. I'm getting ready to leave the country. Thank you for today, and I won't give you any trouble in the future." He cried even harder. Jamal had everything he wanted, but he realized that I was the only one he'll never get back. "Let me stay with you, okay? Let me stay with you to atone for my sins." I didn't speak, just shook my head gently. Jamal slapped himself in the face in front of me. Alpha wolves had enough force in each slap to crack the skull of a full grown wolf, and he just slapped himself in the face one at a time. All of a sudden his handsome face was congested and swollen. "It's all my fault! I shouldn't have pretended that I lost my memory and tricked you and had someone to play you off. " He gave one slap after another. "It's clearly raining and there were wandering wolves. How can I leave you alone in the pit… Even if I have already laid eyeliner on the side, I can't..." "How could I force you to watch me kiss her…" He's a little lost his mind. Without warning, he knelt on the ground and begged my forgiveness. "We've missed too much time. Save your last time to me, will you? I want to accompany you and take good care of you." I got up and pulled him, but he hugged me. Jamal just couldn't hold his tears. And it wet my clothes again. "I don't want you to forget me." "How can you forget the memories between us…" However, I was calm, as if I were just a bystander. I comforted him with a pat on the back. "Just like you said." "We've missed too much, too much." "So now, it's even more impossible for us to be together again."