Chapter 20 Why don't you take care of yourself?

Almost all the blank spaces on the wall are pictures of Little John and me. I can see that these photos were all taken secretly. From my schooldays, when I bowed my head and smiled, to taking Little John to bask in the sun leisurely in the garden outside my house, it almost covered my whole life track from knowing Chris to now. I walked over in disbelief. Looking closely, there was a sentence written with a black pen at the bottom of each photo. "Should I confess to you?" "I can't love you anymore. She saved my life." "I miss you." "God bless you to recover." . . . . . . I didn't want to watch any longer, so I sat down on the bed. Chris hasn't left yet. He walked around the door, but he didn't dare to knock at the door. My heart is struggling, too. However, too many things separate us like a high wall, and many bumps in my heart have not been solved. It is obviously impossible to forgive him. I sighed and planned to turn off the lights so that he would leave. Turning around, I just wanted to turn off the lights, but I saw a corner of a familiar diary exposed from under the pillow. I pulled out the diary, and it turned out to be Helen's. I don't know how Chris got it. There is a bookmark sandwiched between one page, and it is obvious that Chris has been reading it over and over again. I opened it. It says Helen said she lied to Chris and made him think she saved him. The handwriting was a little blurred in several places, and Chris shed tears. I closed my diary irritably and put out the light. Lying in the quilt, I resolutely no longer think about everything. Tomorrow morning, I will call Zheng Zehui and ask him to book a plane ticket to leave here as soon as possible. I want to stay away from these worries. I don't want to see Chris again! The next day, at my strong request, Chris agreed to send us back. He looked very depressed: "I will buy tickets for you. Can't you stay here for a few more days?" I shook my head and refused him: "You can come to see Little John at any time, but I don't want to live with you." Chris moved his mouth, as if he had something to say, but in the end he didn't say anything. When I arrived at my residence, Zheng Zehui had been waiting for Little John and me at the door. Seeing us get off the bus, he hurried over, took Little John and kissed him on the face: "Do you miss your uncle?" "I don't want to." Chris's low voice came: "Little John and Dad have long since forgotten your uncle." Little John giggled. Zheng Zehui glanced at him and said nothing. Chris walked to Zheng Zehui's side and patted him on the shoulder: "Help me take care of her......" "Hmm." Zheng Zehui said: "You don't have to explain, she is my relative." After a pause, he added, "Do everything I can." I really want to turn around and ask Chris: Why don't you take care of yourself? But I held back. I went into the house without looking back. After they talked outside for a while, Chris's eyes turned to the room, as if looking around. I hid behind the curtains. Soon, there was the sound of a car starting outside, and Chris left. Zheng Zehui quickly pushed the door and came in with Little John in his arms. Seeing me standing by the window, he sighed and wanted to say something. I was afraid that he would persuade me to walk quickly and take over Little John: "Zehui, don't say anything, book tickets." "Good." Zheng Zehui said: "I will refund my ticket for tomorrow and go with you." "No, no." I waved my hand: "Go back first, I will not be a few days late at most." He stared at me for a moment and nodded his head. The air ticket was booked three days later. Because Zheng Zehui insisted on not letting me go to the airport to see him off, the next morning, I stood at the door of the house with Little John in my arms and said goodbye to him. "If you have chosen not to forgive, don't think about it all the time. The quality of your mood has a great influence on your body." Zheng Zehui told me. I didn't want to talk to him about this. I just smiled at him and said, "I know, have a good trip." Zheng Zehui shook his head as if there was nothing he could do with me. Then he touched Little John's head: "Listen to my mother." The taxi came soon. He sat in the car and waved goodbye to me: "Take care of yourself." My heart is warm. In order to take care of me, Zheng Zehui gave up his job and friends in China and resolutely followed me to a completely strange place. Everything started from scratch. He has become my family, so how lucky I am! I watched the taxi go away all the time before turning around and preparing to enter the door. Suddenly, I heard someone shouting, "This is the woman! She made us lose our jobs!" Then, something hit my back, and a sharp pain came, and I almost fell to the ground. I choked back the pain and pressed Little John into my arms. I turned away and saw several men running towards me. Although I don't know what the situation is, my instinct made me react immediately, and I immediately ran to the house. Fortunately, I didn't lock the door when I came out just now. After I rushed in, I locked the door immediately. Then he moved to the table and resisted the door. There was shouting and kicking at the door. Little John burst into tears with fear. While coaxing the child in my arms, I took out my mobile phone and prepared to call the police first. However, the mobile phone rang. It's Chris. I connected the phone, and he immediately heard the movement here. "What happened?" Chris asked anxiously. I told him everything. "Don't call the police first, I'll be there soon." He hung up the phone. What the hell is Chris trying to keep me from calling the police for? At the moment, I am not only afraid, but also full of doubts. Soon, Chris will arrive. I saw him hurrying out of the car, which seemed to affect the wound. He immediately covered his abdomen with his hand, his face showed a painful look, and his footsteps stumbled. After a while, Chris's low voice came from the door. It sounded that he not only knew these people, but also seemed to be quite familiar with them. Those people became more excited when they saw Chris. I heard them shouting, "Mr Grayson, you don't care if we live or die for this woman!" "This woman is my wife!" Chris is quiet but hit the floor. "We don't care." Someone shouted, "You just sold us all? Do you know that Gu Wenhao changed all the top and middle levels on his first day in office!" An older voice sounded very angry: "I have worked hard for Gu's family for half my life, and when I get old, I end up with such a result!" All kinds of voices outside are getting louder. After a hustle and bustle, suddenly I heard a "bang" sound, and then a man exclaimed: "People are killed!" Is something wrong with Chris? As soon as my heart cooled, I rushed to the door in a few steps. When I opened the door, the scene in front of me almost made me collapse on the spot.