Chapter17:Sienna

"Sin," Killer yells again, and I am so close to the point of strangling him if he calls my name one more time. He was up at the crack of dawn and already showered. I woke up three times during the night to feed Kaleb without any help since Mister didn't want anyone in our bedroom when the door was closed. "I'm coming," I snap trying to get my jeans up my ass. He takes me to a church with Kaleb at the back of the car. We jump out and Mercy, After, and Frost are waiting outside. My cousin looks sexy in a white figure hugging dress and black heels. Mercy is wearing a purple number and After has on a pants suit. Their hair are styled and makeup done to the 9's. I look down at my jeans and then at my boyfriend, who is holding Kaleb to his chest, also in a suit. "Don't look at me, you wanted to wear jeans." Boy does he look sexy in his shades. "Come on, the service is about to begin," After rushes us. We get into the church and I frown because it is just the people from the Clubhouse and maybe one or two other faces. I sit down next to Killer and we listen to the sermon. "Before we leave here today, someone has asked to say a few words." I look around waiting for the person to get up. Frost stands up next to me and so does Killer who hands Kaleb to Frost. He takes my hand and pulls me up, we walk down to where the Priest is standing. Killers blue eyes look at me, for a moment. And I am curious as to what he wants to say in front of all these people. "You told me you want a home, I got you one," He point behind me, "You wanted a family, I gave you a clubhouse full of members. You told me you want me, here I am Sweetheart and I'm not going anywhere." He says and looks at me, and I smile with tears in my eyes because he is going. "What is this Killer?" I ask him. He bends down on both knees and pulls up a box. His face lifts to face me, "Marry me Taylor." "If you don't want my surname I'll take yours," He says as he waits for my answer. I look behind me and see all of the guys all in the church standing up, with their leather jackets on. "One condition." He smiles and my heart fills, "Anything." "Marry me now." He stares at me, "Yeah, now sounds perfect to me." He slips the ring on my finger, and it's shaped in a sun of diamonds, with a big yellow one in the center. It's stunning. Because it reminds me of momma. The room erupts as everybody starts laughing and yelling congrats. "Any of you got a problem with me getting hitched now?" Killer asks them and if anyone did I don't think he cares. "What about mama?" Frost asks. "Video call her," I snap at Frost. "Sure thing." Killer turns to the Priest, who is smiling, and I recognize him from Liston Hills. "Father, I haven't been to church in a while but my mother raised us in a Catholic home. I have killed men, women, and even children. Some were good, some were bad, but I hope I've saved many more lives than the ones I've taken. And I probably won't be returning to church to confess about the other lives I will take in the future. But, I believe there is a God out there and that God sent this woman to my door when I was only thirteen, and I believe it was so that I could make an honest woman out of her, make my momma happy and marry this girl. You married my parents, and my uncles and my brother, I hope you will marry us Father Klirk." The priest looks as though he might cry, but touches Killer's shoulder, "You were born to be a soldier of god son. I would be honored." The room applauds, we stand in front of FATHER Klirk. "Wait," Frost yells, "She can't get married in jeans." "I don't care," I snap at Frost but she is running down the aisle in her heels. "I do, which is why I was smart enough to put a white dress on. Trust you to wear a jeans to church." She drags me away and the other woman rush after us. I take 10 minutes to put Frosts dress on and get back to my man. He is waiting for me and I stand next to him as Father Klirk gives a small speech about marriage. "Do you take Kevin Stone, to be your lawfully wedded husband through sickness and in health, for long as you both shall live?" I look at Killer and I think of him when gets older, greying hair and scowling face. And it fills my heart with so much love. Beggar was right when she said I have enough love for the both of us. "Yes, I do." "Do you take Sienna Bray to be your lawfully wedded wife through sickness and in health for as long as you both shall live?" "Yes, I do." "Then by the power invested in me by our heavenly father, I now pronounce you Mr and Mrs Stone. Son, you may kiss your bride." Killer smiles as he pulls me in and kisses me, deeply. Frost is the first one to reach us, giving me a man's ring, which I slip on Killer's finger. The others all crowd us with hugs and kisses. Beggar and Killer share a moment and he kisses her head. We leave the church, both of us insisting we spend our night together with Kaleb. Killer, Kaleb and I head to the complex the Clubhouse owned where Killer already furnished a home for us while we wait for Frost to finish her two years. We made an informed decision and Frost agreed that she'll stay with us. We never spoke about it in detail, but I felt Killer wanted us to all head home to Liston Hills to mend our bridges. A part of him wanted Kaleb to meet his family and know his uncles. But he also wanted his sister to see her parents. I wanted that too. We spend most of the morning enjoying our new place. Kaleb rolls around on the play mat while I make a snack. Frost calls us at 1pm, to let us know they were all waiting for us. I shower and slip into shorts and an off the shoulder shirt and some sandals. Killer puts on his leather pants and his million and one piercings. He gives me the deepest kiss imaginable. "I'm glad I waited," He says, "But my balls are fucking killing me." I laugh as we walk out of the house and I am still smiling once we are all in the car. We park our car next to Frost's Mercedes, Michael sent. "How are the two newlyweds, get some action yet?" Knight asks waggling his eye brows. Killer walks past him and smacks him on the head. As I get Kaleb from the back of the car. "Move your ass bitch, I'm hungry," After screams from the front door. "Then eat," I tell her. Killer waits for Kaleb and I, and takes Kaleb from my arms. He puts his free hand around my waist and we walk with Knight to the Clubhouse. Knight takes Kaleb when we get to the door. And Killer smiles, and lifts me up bride style, carrying me into the house. The calls and whistles are loud as he carries me to the lounge where everyone is waiting. I see Chadley, Venus, Whisp and Bull setting the table. Everyone is joyous. River and Hannah congratulate us first. "You finally got him wrapped around your finger," Hannah muses as she hugs me. "Well, it was about fucking time," Texas says and I am surprised. Since he hasn't said many words to me. I HUG him, "Thanks Texas." I tell him and I leave that thanks to be loaded with more than just this moment. He saved our lives 20 years ago. He touches my chin, "Look after him kid, they don't make them like that any longer." His meaning is clear and I nod my head in understanding. The rest of the club congratulates us. After gives me a gift, and tells me to open it later. A hand touches me on the back and I twist my neck to see Natasha. She is smiling but I see the sadness in her gaze as she stares at me. I hug, and my heart breaks for hurting her. I never wanted it to be this way between us. We were always close and I hope we will remain so even though I married to Killer. And that makes me selfish bitch. "Congratulations cuz, keep him happy," She says and a tear falls down her face. Killer wipes it away and my heart seizes. I say nothing, because I am his wife, he married me. We go to the table and after a few speeches and some laughs, we eat. The roast and veggies are delicious. Not what I panned to have on my wedding day but I will live. We talk about growing up and for once Frost doesn't close off, when we mention Liston Hills and her brothers, and sister, Victoria. I tell them about our time at camp, during the summer holidays, when Frost caught a snake and put it under Killer's pillow hoping to get a reaction out of him. He took the same snake and put it in Mason's bag. Conversation flies as we eat and enjoy the moment, but I can't shake the feeling of Natasha staring at me. I know she is hurting. "So ladies, it's time to ride," Spade says rubbing his hands together. "As is customary, the bride needs to sit on her haunches, Hannah and Beggar as well. No married women allowed," Snake voices as Hannah points to her belly. Beggar just ignores them, and talks to After. I smile at her no care attitude. I can see why Zero chose her. "What must I do?" Natasha asks. "You can ride with me," Killer says and my heart drops, like someone just threw ice water and woke me up from a dream. "Get that shit out of your head, I need to do this," Killer says. "What? Go fuck my cousin?" I yell, and get up walking away. I leave the table and Killer follows me to the kitchen where Mercy and Knight stand by the sink washing dishes. "What's the problem SIENNA? You have my ring on your finger, we just got married," He asks and that is the big question isn't it. What is Sienna's problem? "Maybe you married me, but she still has feelings for you, okay. Shit like that doesn't die because you decided to marry me." "How the fuck is that my problem?" He asks. "It becomes your problem when you tell her to get on the back of your bike," I yell. "It's the way things go around here, Natasha is closest to me, so she's on my back, it's the way it works. I'm not fucking her," "Oh, but I am sure you want to, because you certainly aren't fucking me either," I scream. He looks at me and breathes. "Yeah, Killer breathe," I say and walk past him. I am fuming and my temper doesn't get better when I hear the bikes rumble. I burst into tears and I have no idea why I lost my shit with him. "Sienna," The deep dry voice calls. "Here," I tell Beggar, wiping my eyes. "What was all that shit about? Why you disrespect your man like that? On your wedding day too. That wasn't cool lady." "I have known Kevin stone all my life and half of that life I have loved him for everything that made him Beggar. Knowing he couldn't give that to me made me love him more. When he put that ring on my finger I felt like I had finally come home. Because that is what he is to me, Beggar, he is my home. And I don't wanna be homeless." I cry, I do it loudly and Beggar grabs my shoulder, "Fuck, alright, Sshhh, sweetheart, Killer will be fine, it's your wedding day. He's here now, so go be with him. Don't fight about shit with that bitch. He's your man and tomorrow he's gotta go so make the most of today. TRUST me tears dry up but memories live a bit longer. So make them count" "He's gone with Natasha," I say. Her black eyes stare at me, "Yeah, he is also gone with 13 other biker's sweet heart." She holds me at it feels good to be held by a woman.