Chapter 114 Your mother has passed away

Gu Qingrong's mood is very unstable. In his eyes, he saw the urgency of grasping a life-saving driftwood after despair, and felt his breath gasping in a hurry, as if he didn't want to stay in this place where he felt pain and grief for a moment. Zeng passed and held his hand tightly, his eyes firm, and replied, "OK, I'll take you away." * Gu Qingrong was taken away by the time he passed. Take him away from the hospital, from this place where he was overwhelmed with grief, and leave. Winter has always been dry and chilly, with snowflakes falling from time to time, but at the end of winter, the weather began to warm up. When they came out of the hospital, dark clouds were already gathering outside, and the first light rain began to fall. As the rain got heavier and heavier, thunder thundered loudly, hitting people's hearts one after another, like someone chasing with a big stick and beating hard, making a dull and roaring sound. "Gu Qingrong." He was able to follow Gu Qingrong's lead. He has broken free from her hand, turned a deaf ear to her words, and still walked. Seeing that he had walked into the rain, the rain hit him uniformly, but he kept walking without knowing it. Gu Qingrong didn't know whether the rain wet his eyes or because he couldn't bear the news. He felt that his tears always flowed down uncontrollably, mixed with rain, which made people so sad and sad. How did this happen? He clearly worked so hard and trained so hard that he could one day enter the national team and participate in the competition. As long as there is this opportunity, he believes that he will be able to speak out this purpose himself in the post-match interview. He wants to see his mother. He wants to see her. As long as he stands on the top, he can certainly see her. She can also see him standing on high in the vast sea of people, then reach out to him and tell him-son, mother saw you, come down, you are very tired. However, all this was shattered. He has always insisted on skating short track speed skating. His dream of winning honor in the competition and meeting his mother collapsed at this moment... Gu Qingrong doesn't know how long he cried. He has always been as firm as a wall. No one will ever be able to break this wall. At this moment, the wall collapsed and hurt people... He remembered the moment before Gu Xueren was pushed into the operating room by the doctor covered in blood. His consciousness gradually blurred. He kept holding his hand and murmured in his mouth: "Qingrong, Qingrong... don't, don't wait, your mother... your mother is gone." As soon as this fell, he completely fainted. Similarly, he was pushed into the operating room by doctors. Gu Qingrong has no idea what he means by saying "your mother is gone". He stood at the door of the operating room with a wrong face. wait for a while looked at the light on the door and lit up the green words "under operation"... Even so, he has vaguely felt bad signs. This bad sign comes not only from worrying about Gu Xueren's life safety, but also from his obsession to see his mother. In two hours. Gu Xueren was pushed out by the doctor and transferred to the mild ward. He was not seriously injured, and his consciousness was still clear. After a while, he began to wake up. The first thing he said when he woke up was that he wanted to see Gu Qingrong. Gu Qingrong entered the ward. * The man in the hospital bed is old. In his impression, he is still wearing a pair of glasses, high-spirited and gentle outside, but now he is lying in bed, and he is likely to face the risk of paralysis, as if he is not so young. Gu Xueren was lying in a hospital bed, his left thigh was bandaged with a thick bandage, his head was wrapped around a circle of gauze, with red blood seeping on it, his face and hands were bruised, three ribs were broken, and there was a comminuted fracture in the pelvis. Yes, he is 55 years old this year, and he has reached the age close to old age. People are old and can't stand these troubles. Although he is conscious, it hurts when he speaks hard, but he seems to be in a hurry to tell him something, stretching out his hand and whining to let him hold his hand. Gu Qingrong sat next to him, staring at him closely, looking MoMo. Gu Xueren has always liked and even quarreled with his mother. The divorced woman came in. Her name is Betty. He was the object of Gu Xueren's infidelity in his early years. Gu Qingrong felt very strange. When Betty got involved in his parents' marriage, he was homeless and his parents were scattered. After Gu Xueren divorced his mother, Gu Qingrong thought he would soon marry Betty and have children. Unexpectedly, the two had been hooking up, but they never got married. Thought of these, Gu Qingrong sneered. It is estimated that even they are ashamed to get married. After all, they are all dog men and women. "Qingrong, please hold your father's hand. He seems to have something to say to you." Betty bent over and begged in her voice. Gu Qingrong didn't look back. When she heard her voice, everyone who saw her felt sick. "You don't deserve to call me by my name." Gu Qingrong chilled his voice. "Please go out." Li Xue, with tears in her eyes, glanced at Gu Xueren lying in bed, silently wiped her tears and went out. * Gu Qingrong stared at the old man in the hospital bed, feeling ridiculous but pitiful. "Gu Xueren, you are really ridiculous." He still smiled, but he had lost his coldness just now. "You have done a lot of things sorry for me and sorry for my mother. Now that you are old, no one is taking care of you by the bed." "Qingrong..." This time, Gu Xueren finally called his name clearly. Seeing that his consciousness began to recover clearly, his speech was clear and his speech was clear, Gu Qingrong began to force him to ask what he meant by what he said before entering the operating room. He frowned, looked at him, leaned over and asked tightly, "What exactly did you mean by that sentence before entering the operating room? What happened to my mother?" There has been no news of his mother these days. Now Gu Xueren knows about her? Seeing that he answered slowly, Gu Qingrong stood up, leaned over and shook his body: "Speak clearly!" "Qingrong, your mother has passed away." Gu Xueren tried to open his eyes, finally opened his mouth and made a sound. "I have been hiding from you, I'm sorry." Gu Qingrong winked tightly: "What do you mean?" "Four years ago, that is, when you were 18 years old and just came of age, she returned to China to celebrate your birthday. Shortly afterwards, I got news from her current husband. She didn't return to France for a long time. One day, she suddenly had a heart attack and went without timely rescue." Gu Xueren said very hard, "At that time, you were still young. You took her very seriously. I thought that her sudden death would make you collapse. I was worried that you would do something irrational, so I never dared to tell you." As if his head crashed down a huge thunder, which made his brain buzzing, tinnitus temporarily, and he couldn't hear any sound next to him. Gu Xueren's voice was still ringing: "I wanted to tell you when you grew up and matured. But you have always hated me and never listened to me, which makes me very frustrated. Until one day, I listen to... Kachaka..." Gu Xueren began to cough because he spoke urgently and excitedly. As soon as he coughed, his chest began to ache and he had to stop to ease. After easing for a long time, Gu Qingrong's tinnitus gradually disappeared. He looked at him, shocked and at a loss, so he didn't know what to do. He could only stare at Gu Xueren tightly, trying to see something from his face. How much hope does he have? What Gu Xueren said at this time is all false. However, he can't find any banter in his face. It's true. All this is true. "Later, I learned from Zeng Shao that it was because of your mother that I knew why you chose short track speed skating, why you wanted to enter the national team, and why you wanted to participate in the competition and appear in the media cameras of reporters all over the world. I am very helpless and at a loss. I clearly know that she has died for many years, but I still dare not tell you, worried that you can't bear it." Gu Xueren's voice is very gentle, but he is saying the truest thing. "But why do you want to say it now?" His eyes are ruddy. "At the moment of the car accident, I thought I was going to die. If I die, then no one will tell you the secret again. I can only try my best to keep myself awake..." Xu is too sad, Gu Qingrong is also trying to endure, at this time he has a nausea feeling. His eyes were forced to red, and he took a deep breath with hatred: "Gu Xueren, I hope you..." Word by word: "Never tell me this!!" Say, he turned and left the ward.