Chapter 22 Be Brave to Face Your Illness

Once passed and thought too much. For example, where did Gu Qingrong get so much money as a student? For example, is Gu Qingrong overturning his living expenses for half a year? For another example, Gu Qingrong just carried a bag of money in the past? If you want to say that you have something in your heart, you can't hide it, and you will show it on your face at once. Perhaps aware of what she wanted to ask, Gu Qingrong swallowed the food in her mouth, raised her eyebrows and looked at her, saying, "The 20,000 yuan was the prize I won when I took part in the short track speed skating competition last time." Last time? Once recalled, was it the time when she cleaned the storage room of the ice rink and suddenly met him eating in the iron cabinet? That was the semi-final of the men's 1000-meter short track speed skating competition. He won the first place. Unfortunately, he ran away when he took the stage to receive the award. "I won the first place that time. The bonus was 30,000 yuan. I spent some of it and saved the rest." He said. I have heard for a long time that Gu Qingrong is one of the best in both short track speed skating and his own architectural professional achievements. He has won all major scholarships every year, with high IQ and strong learning ability. Scholarships and bonuses won by participating in short track speed skating alone are enough for him to pay tuition and living expenses. It can be said that he is the best junior in the whole school and has a great reputation. Zeng Shao also admired his energy and mind very much. Besides his major in architectural design, he also had to take into account the training of short track speed skating and even had time to deal with things in the student union. These three-pronged approach, in addition to remarkable achievements, still keep bald, which can make people envy and hate. Think about how many days and nights she has been tortured to baldness by medical experiments, medical reports, medical papers, etc., and feel that the sky cover is chilly now. Now, the more she admires and envies him, the more she likes him. "Your usual living expenses come from these bonuses? Does your father not give you money?" After asking, I regretted it. Since I saw the dispute between Principal Gu Xueren and him in the school canteen last time, I also realized that their father-son relationship was not good. Now asking this question is undoubtedly adding to each other's difficulties. Gu Qingrong's look suddenly cooled down, and a pair of dark eyes stared at her straight, as if thinking about the questions she asked, and as if warning her that such questions should not be asked. "Yes, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked this." Once passed quickly apologize. Of course, just when he thought he meant the latter, his eyebrows suddenly loosened, his mouth hooked, and he laughed wryly. He continued to bury his head in eating a few meals and then said, "There is nothing to apologize for. You are not wrong in asking. Many people are very curious about my relationship with him." After a pause, he continued: "There is nothing curious, but the relationship between father and son is not harmonious, but it is not to the point of hatred. Of course, he would like to show me his kindness to me at ordinary times, but I don't want to accept it. He also gave me living expenses, and I refused if I didn't want it." I see. She wanted to ask something more after a while, but since she met him, she gradually understood what kind of person he was. He is usually taciturn, with a cold face. He doesn't like to say that he only likes to do it. He will fight for what he wants. However, she also knows that most people of this character have a strong guard in their hearts, just like they have built a high wall in their hearts long ago. He will not open a door for you to pass through and enter his heart until he completely trusts you and understands you. Most of the time, you are just a familiar guest outside his heart. Earlier, she inquired about emotional eating disorder, most of which were related to personal family situation and personal experience. Once people are stimulated by a more exciting emotion, they will suffer from this disease. Gu Qingrong, was he stimulated when he was a child? Of course, even if she wanted to know about his family now, he would not say so. Once passed simply shut up and ate silently. The girl didn't ask as before. Gu Qingrong was a little surprised and looked up at her, a little suspicious. Those who wanted to take out their words were swallowed deeply by him at the last second, and silently bowed their heads and ate. * When Zeng Shao and Gu Qingrong came to see Lin Zi again, her state was not as depressed and pessimistic as last time. "Uncle aunt, hello. What does the doctor say about Lin Zi now?" Once passed, Gu Qingrong and her parents stood at the door of the ward, once passed and asked. Her father frowned and said, "It has been diagnosed as acute lymphoblastic leukemia, but it is possible to cure it. The doctor team has also made a set of treatment plan suitable for her according to her personal physical condition and our economic situation. She can only slowly chemotherapy and wait for bone marrow transplantation." Lin Zi's parents seem to be only about 50 years old. Because of Lin Zi's illness, they seem to be much older overnight. Especially her father, when he saw him last time, his hair only showed a few white hairs, and only a few days later, he turned out to be full of white hairs. The two men also looked gaunt, as if they were ten years old at once. It's also a broken heart. Several people were talking when suddenly his father's cell phone alarm clock rang. He pressed the alarm clock, hurriedly explained a few words to Lin Zi's mother, greeted them and ran away. "Uncle, what is this?" He asked in surprise. "The follow-up of Zizi's illness needs a lot of money. In order to give her a bigger treatment environment, we quit our original job. When I came to the hospital to accompany me, his father went to take out every day. If I worked hard, I might earn more. If I have time, I can also come to the hospital to see the embarrassment." Linda explained. I see. "It doesn't matter, at least there is still a cure for the disease, and we will never give up." Linda reluctantly smiled. "Well, you can go in and talk to her. I'll buy you something." "No, don't bother." Zeng passed and refused. "It doesn't matter, you have helped us a lot. We don't have anything valuable to entertain, but at least we have to buy you some fruit." Say, push open the door and Lin Zi confessed, and left the hospital. After a while, they stopped it. Zeng passed and Gu Qingrong sat in front of Lin Zi's hospital bed and chatted with her. At some point, they talked about her schoolwork. She has not dropped out of school at present, but she has not attended classes because of her physical condition. Every day, her monitor sorts out the contents of the class into notebooks and takes them to the hospital to give them to her. "But this is not the way to go on, the monitor is very hard, every day to bother him, I am very embarrassed. After a while, I plan to apply to the school for suspension and good treatment." Lin Zi said. Zeng passed and nodded: "Uh-huh, that's fine." A few people spoke intermittently, Lin Zi's whole spirit was not too excited. After visiting her, Zeng got up and took out two red envelopes from her bag, one for Instructor Dong Lin and the other for herself. Zeng's father gave Zeng a monthly living allowance of 3,000 yuan, because he spent the remaining 1,000 yuan last month. Her own 4,000 yuan, she donated 2,000 yuan to Lin Zi this time, the remaining 2,000 yuan, 1,000 yuan is to support Su Xiaoman's poor girl who studied Taekwondo at the beginning, and the remaining 1,000 yuan is to make her living expenses for one month. At the beginning of this month, she will eat dirt. "Lin Zi, this is the money donated to you by Dong Lin instructor in our class, with five thousand dollars. This is mine, two thousand dollars. Take it with you. I wish you a speedy recovery and an early return to school. Come on!" Zeng passed and stuffed the red envelope into her arms. Lin Zi was stunned. After realizing it, he wanted to refuse, but he was interrupted by Gu Qingrong, who had been standing aside without talking: "I know what you want to say. We are students, and we really don't have much money. But these are all our thoughts, including our blessings to you. In any case, you must be strong, keep a good mood, and strive to fight against the disease." Gu Qingrong took out the stack of 20,000 yuan wrapped in black bags from her bag and stuffed it into her hand. Gu Qingrong's strength is very great, for fear that she doesn't want it, she stuffed the money back to them, pressed Lin Zi's hands tightly with one hand, and looked at her tightly with her eyes, full of firmness: "Don't plug it back, please accept it." Seeing that their attitude was very firm, Lin Zi stopped refusing. She didn't control her emotions for a while, with tears in her eyes, and repeatedly said thank you to them. Zeng passed a little distressed. She took the paper towel next to her, wiped away the tears on her cheeks, and said word for word: "So, Lin Zi, there are many, many people who are helping you. They all hope that you will recover soon, don't give up, don't be discouraged, and you will definitely overcome the disease in the end. It takes a lot of courage to face your illness bravely, but as long as you face it, the ending will definitely go in the direction you want. You are very brave, we are waiting for your return, come on! " On the way back to school, Gu Qingrong's words, which he said to Lin Zi, "It takes a lot of courage to face your illness bravely, but as long as you face it, the ending will definitely go in the direction you want", have been lingering in Gu Qingrong's ears. Is this really the case? On the bus, I once held the iron column next to me and looked at the scenery receding outside with my eyes. I was bored. Gu Qingrong stood behind her, holding the handrail above. He is very tall, and once stood in front of him, reaching only his chest. He looked down at this time, and could completely see the top of her round hair. Today, I didn't tie up a high ponytail, but put it down. My hair is not long or short, just shoulder-length. The hair was black and straight, like a black waterfall, falling straight down. The hair on both sides of the sideburns was pulled behind her ears, revealing small and delicate ears. Looking down from his point of view, we can clearly see the girl's white neck, like snow, delicate and shiny. "Is what you said true?" Gu Qingrong suddenly appeared this sentence. "Huh?" Once passed did not react, turned to look up at him. At this time, the bus arrived at the station and suddenly braked. Once passed the body subconsciously leaned forward, Gu Qingrong grabbed her arm with one hand and stabilized her back to her original position. The rear door was opened, and it was time for them to get off. They got out of the car and walked in tandem on the aisle. The bus drove away slowly, and the black exhaust gas spit out and flew in the air. "Gu Qingrong, what did you say just now?" Once passed to catch up, around to him, asked. Gu Qingrong was forced to stop, looked at her with thick black eyes, was silent for a moment, and said: "What you said to Lin Zi, 'It takes a lot of courage to face your illness bravely, but as long as you face it, then the ending will definitely go in the direction you want', is it true?" Hmm? Once passed stare blankly, don't understand he suddenly asked this. "Of course it's true. What's the matter?" Later, he had nothing to say again. He walked around her by himself, muttering something in his mouth. Perhaps, he is making a decision, a decision that requires great courage for him. He wanted to... agree to the proposal that Zeng had put forward before to help him cure his illness. She is right. Only when she has the courage to face her own disease can she hope to cure her own disease, and even her heart disease will be cured together. He thought, she has this ability. Zeng passed and looked at his far back, with a question mark on his face. This is not like his MoMo design. Straight men in competitive sports will ask questions.