Chapter 5 I'll show you an autopsy
Since that day, Zeng passed away and did not take the initiative to find Gu Qingrong.
She also asked herself why she was so persistent in approaching Gu Qingrong and trying to help him so that he could take part in the competition with peace of mind. Is it true that he just thinks his case is peculiar and will become the most important research argument for her graduation project? Or because I have some different affection for him in my heart?
Finally, she attributed the reason to her desire to know more about Gu Qingrong's illness, hoping to find and break through the facial swelling caused by emotional eating disease.
After all, she still did not dare to admit the last reason.
On that day, after Teacher Lin put a needle on her again, she hung several bottles of intravenous drip, and the fever quickly receded, so she could go back to the dormitory to rest that afternoon.
These days, Zeng passed away either in class or eating or dissecting frogs in the laboratory to study the internal structure of frogs.
Naturally, she goes to school with Gu Qingrong, and it is impossible not to bump into her. This time, even if she ran into him, she would pretend to be invisible and walk alone without even saying hello.
Gu Qingrong said that since she was annoyed and her previous efforts had not received his response, she should also quit and stay away from his life.
As a result, I didn't expect Gu Qingrong to take the initiative to find her this time!
One day, she was eating in the dining hall. When she was eating, she suddenly sat down in front of her.
She froze, a green vegetable on her lips, looked up and turned out to be Gu Qingrong.
Once passed grumpily stared at him, picked up the plate and wanted to move away.
"Stop!" He called her.
She was worthless and clearly wanted to stay away. As a result, he stopped in a word.
"Come back." His tone was much softer this time.
She is even more worthless, so she really went back and sat down.
I didn't want to see him after a while. I continued to bury my head in bitter eating. I had reason to leave this place after eating well.
Gu Qingrong called her back to sit down, but she didn't speak, so she stared at her tightly and stopped talking.
In the noisy dining hall, students came in an endless stream, and the bowls, chopsticks and dishes collided with each other to make a crisp sound. Only when they sat close could they hear each other clearly.
For a long time, Gu Qingrong seemed a little uncomfortable, coughing a few times and asking, "Is your body... better?"
Seven days have passed, will his reflex arc grow a little longer?
She went on eating in anger.
He suddenly bent his mouth and looked at her eyebrow eyes and softened unconsciously. Seeing how delicious she ate, he chuckled: "It seems that you are completely well."
The boy's laughter was very light and was soon drowned in the noisy dining hall. Once passed his ears, it happened that he caught his laughter which soon spread out.
She secretly looked at him and found that the radian of his lip angle had not yet been removed, and the whole person looked gentle and loving.
Hmm? How can she describe him as "loving"? !
The thoughts in my mind are too fast. I haven't finished filtering them yet, but my mouth is faster than my mind: "You smile very well, so you should smile more in the future. Don't always keep a straight face, how ugly is it?"
As soon as this remark was made, it took a long time to react to what he said.
How to do, she remembered the picture that he caught the boys scolding on the day when the freshmen reported for duty. At the moment, she didn't know if he liked it or not. If you don't like to hear it, get angry. He won't knock over her plate directly and let her starve to death, will he?
Forget it, she quickly pulled two to fill her stomach.
To our surprise, Gu Xuechang was not the legendary "cruel" person. He did not knock over her plate and had no anger on his face. Instead, he shook his head with a faint smile.
She wondered again, this is not very like Gu Qingrong.
He put a piece of fried tofu into his mouth and chewed it a few times. Looking from her side of the line of sight, you can clearly see the softness like spring breeze under each other's drooping eyebrow eyes.
She heard him say, "You are right. I haven't laughed for a long time. I should laugh more."
Once passed or naive, the first time I heard this sentence, I thought he didn't like to laugh by nature. It took her a long time to fully understand that he didn't like to laugh for another reason.
Today's Gu Qingrong is too abnormal. It doesn't look like Gu Xuechang she knows. Zeng passed and swallowed the last mouthful of rice, wiped the corners of his mouth, and said seriously again: "Gu Qingrong, this is the last time I ask you, I really want to help you, would you like to accept me?"
Gu Qingrong looked at the girl in front of her. The girl was not stunning. The facial features on a small face were small and delicate. A pair of big eyes turned round and round. The small pear vortex on the corners of her mouth could hold water. A smile overflowed.
For her persistence, he is obviously used to it: "Why are you so persistent to help me?"
Zeng passed with a smile and replied: "First, your situation is very special, and I am very interested as a medical student; Second, you helped me; Although you said that was what the headmaster meant, it made no difference; Third, you are the athlete who is most likely to pass the national short track speed skating competition and finally enter the national team training. But as you also know, even if you can hide everyone's participation every time, you can't hide the eyes of the medical examiners related to the 2022 Beijing Winter Olympics after all. If you find that you are ill but don't take the initiative, you will be expelled from the competition and will never be able to participate in the competition. Do you want this to happen? "
Speaking, she is not only helping him, but also helping a national athlete who is likely to win gold medals for the country.
She believes in him, and he has enough strength to participate in the stunning Winter Olympics feast in 2022.
What she said was true, but she ignored something after all.
He fell into darkness and said, "I have passed and I am allergic to winning awards."
The two went out of the canteen and walked in tandem.
Once passed behind him, he tilted his head, touched his chin and stared at his back, frowning and thinking.
Allergic to winning prizes? What pathological symptom is this? Is there still this disease? Why has she never heard of it?
"Gu Qingrong." Ceng passed and shouted to him.
Gu Qingrong straddled his shoulder bag with his left shoulder, heard shouts, stopped and turned around.
After several days of snow, it finally stopped today.
At the beginning of winter, the school road, which was swept away from the snow early, is still filled with a wet feeling, and the warm sunlight falls on the world, brushing away the cold feeling in the air.
The sun is shining, the light nest reaches the top of Gu Xuechang's hair, the sparse bangs fall into a faint shadow, and the long and dense eyelashes seem to be dotted with some sunlight and stars.
The star spot fell on the tear mole at the end of his eye, as if the frozen world was slowly melting and gradually showing its original appearance under the irradiation of this beam of light.
Today's Gu Xuechang is somewhat soft.
Zeng ran forward, stared into his eyes and asked again, "Gu Qingrong, would you like to tell me all your secrets?"
The girl was holding a book in her hand, and her high ponytail swung with her movements. Cotton wool leaped gently on the back collar hat of the pale pink cotton-padded clothes, and her eyebrow eyes were bright, which was even more dazzling than this day.
Gu Qingrong was stunned at the moment and stared at it. His heart seemed to have a touch of encouragement to skip.
Ceng passed and called him again, thinking he was worried about something, and swore: "I swear, I will never tell anyone!"
For a long time, Gu Qingrong nodded and said, "Good."
At noon, the school road was empty, and two people were sitting in the scarlet lounge chair.
Zeng passed slightly sideways, his right elbow propped up the edge of the chair, and asked lazily, "Gu Xuechang, tell me?"
Gu Qingrong looked ahead and said slowly, "I like skating since I was a child. After becoming a short track speed skater, my only goal is to join the national team and participate in the Beijing Winter Olympics. When I thought that as long as I worked hard enough, no one would hinder me, I was once asked to give up for physical reasons."
"Last year, I took part in the local short track speed skating trials for the first time as a qualified athlete. At that time, I won the first place, which was my first real trophy. When I came to the stage to receive the award after the competition, I suddenly became nervous, felt my body changed, and wanted to eat crazily. The first time, I could endure until the end of receiving the award, but several times later, I couldn't help it and had to leave early. "
"I tried my best to win the competition, but I was allergic to winning the prize. The heart is beating wildly, the head is blurred, the sight begins to become blurred, and when the mood is excited, there is a desire to eat crazily. I want to calm my mood, but I can't think of it. The side effect of eating crazily every time is the face becomes swollen."
He paused, retracted his sight in the distance, and turned to Zeng Shao: "Psychological emotional eating caused swollen face, which was the diagnosis result I got after secretly going to the hospital.
In order to continue to participate in the competition, he can only hide his illness and go to the competition. But every time he entered the competition, he suddenly fled from the competition field again and again, like a cowardly deserter, leaving the scene in an uproar and at a loss.
Gu Qingrong said for a long time, once passed looked at him, did not speak.
"Don't look at me with such pity and sympathy." Gu Qingrong bowed his head and smiled wry. "I am fine, not as bad as you think."
His swollen face came to mind after passing, and he said speechlessly, "Your face is swollen like that, isn't it too bad?"
"..."
"For a year, you haven't seen any doctors, and you have been hiding it, haven't you?"
"... yes."
"You don't trust any doctors, worry that they will say it when treating you, and then affect your qualification, do you?"
"Yes."
"Gu Qingrong." She took a few deep breaths and solemnly said, "I am a medical student. Although my qualifications are still young, my grandfather and father are both doctors. If you are willing to accept my help, I can find a more effective and suitable way for you to cure your emotional eating disease. Do you believe me?"
This sentence has been said to him many times. It seems that since she met her, what she often said to him is "I am willing to help you" and "Are you willing to accept it".
At first he didn't take it seriously, and even thought she was too nosy. But now, the girl's earnest appearance falls into his eyes and branded into his heart, and he begins to believe that she may be able to do it.
Gu Qingrong said very little, and her silence from time to time made her feel that she was acting and talking.
He was silent. She thought he didn't believe her professional knowledge. Suddenly she stood up and tugged at his wrist and ran to the medical room.
"What are you going to do?" He asked her.
"Let you see the body I dissected."
"..." Anatomy is not the human body, is it?
"My technology is very good, don't you believe me? I can dissect it for you on the spot."
"No, no, I think..." Gu Qingrong felt panic for the first time.
"I don't want you to think, I want me to think, listen to me, I'll show you, you have to see, you know?!"
"..." How can he refuse to avoid the upcoming bloody scene?