Chapter 18 Heavy

Lin Zi and Zeng Shao are both freshmen of this session. She is a fashion design student of the Design Institute. At the swearing-in meeting of military training that day, she suddenly fainted and was taken to hospital. At that time, Teacher Lin asked Zeng Tiao and Gu Qingrong to go to the infirmary to take stretchers, glucose and other drugs to relieve her, but after drinking glucose and drugs, her symptoms did not relieve much. Teacher Lin finally noticed something was wrong and called 120 to take her to the hospital. Perhaps because I grew up in a medical family, and because I studied medicine and participated in the rescue process that day, I was very concerned about Lin Zi's illness. However, due to recent military training, I can't leave casually at ordinary times, so I want to learn some news about Lin Zi from Gu Qingrong. Who knows, Lin Zi turned out to be cancer... After learning the news, my mind had drifted when I passed the military training, thinking that I would go to the hospital to see Lin Zi anyway. After lunch with his roommates, Zeng passed and waited for Gu Qingrong at the entrance of the canteen. Of course, Zeng passed and waited for Gu Qingrong with luck. Because she just heard that Gu Qingrong has a habit of appearing in the school canteen around 12 noon every day, and then leaving the dormitory within an hour and a half. Sure enough, Zeng passed and Su Xiaoman finished their meal. Su Xiaoman said he would go to the Taoist Temple. Shortly after the two separated, she saw Gu Qingrong go down the stairs. "Gu Qingrong!" Zeng passed and stood under a big tree at the entrance of the dining hall, waving to him from a distance. Compared with Gu Qingrong's rejection of her before, it is obvious that it is common for him to face her sudden appearance from time to time. He paused, looked at her, and then stepped up to her. "Shall we go to see Lin Zi today?" She asked with a smile. Zeng passed away and wore a blue and white cotton-padded coat today. The cotton-padded coat was covered with a thin white shirt and a pair of tight trousers. The girl's straight legs were so straight that they were exposed. With soft white cotton wool on the edge of the blue back coat, she jumped gently as she waved her hand, like a lovely Smurf. The girl's smile is bright, her eyes are curved when she smiles, and the small pear vortex on both sides of her mouth is shallow and sweet, which makes people feel the apex of her heart. Once passed, he was not the stunning one, but he was extremely cute and pretty. "Isn't Teacher Lin guarding in the hospital?" She said, "A classmate, we can go and see her together." "Classmate?" He chuckled, but he was very detailed in this respect. "I am two times higher than you, not a classmate." "..." I thought he would refuse to go to the hospital with her. I didn't expect him to finish this sentence and turn away. I saw that she never kept up, stopped and turned to call her- "Still leng? Go." "Hmm? Where to go?" "Didn't you say to go to the hospital?" "... I thought you didn't want to go." Once passed to catch up, suddenly saw the radian of his mouth curved, like the spring scenery that can make everything revive, easily stirring heartstrings. "Gu Qingrong, I think you should smile more." Instantly, he quickly gathered away the smile from the corners of his mouth and became serious. She is very familiar with this sentence, as if she had said it to him at any place and at any time. To say that Gu Qingrong is boring, if you don't take the initiative to find a topic to chat with him, then the atmosphere between you two is silence, endless silence... He didn't reply, and she didn't know what topic to find to continue talking. The two were silent for a long time until they got out of the campus and got on the bus. They were very embarrassed to find out the topic: "Alas, I don't seem to have taken this bus before. Is it the hospital where Lin Zi lives?" Gu Qingrong brushed the money collection sensor twice with the traffic card and replied casually: "Is Lin Zi in Renai Hospital?" "Well, yes." At this point, Zeng passed and was about to take out the bus card from his bag when Gu Qingrong stopped him. "It's this route." He pulled back the hand she was about to swipe her card. His expression remained unchanged and his voice was a little faint. "I have already swiped it." "Did you brush it for me?" Once passed a little shocked. He took her to the back. There were not many people on the bus, but there was no empty space. The two men walked to the back door and stopped. Gu Qingrong stretched out his hand and grabbed the armrest above, glanced at her with a low eyebrow and replied, "Hmm." Unexpectedly, Gu Qingrong is quite careful. As soon as this topic was opened, it passed away and talked more. She held the iron pillar next to her, looked up and smiled and asked, "Gu Qingrong, do you often pay for girls when you take the bus with them?" Otherwise, this behavior and action will not be so familiar, will it? I saw his eyebrows picked up inaudibly, lowered his eyes, looked at her eyes, and answered honestly, "No." "Don't pay the bill often?" "No." "Hmm?" "I didn't take the bus with girls alone." "As a student union president, you must often go out of school to do business. Don't you ever take a bus with a girl?" "There are also." Yo, it's quite disturbing her discourse thinking in terms of language. Once passed pricked up his ears and listened carefully. "Several times the department organized spring outing. When many girls came up, I took the same car with them." Poof, isn't that a boy with a department? Does this count? "Then why don't you pay for them?" Once passed along with his words asked. As a result, he called it a clean and true- "There are many people and no money." "..." Poof-- Suddenly there was a burst of laughter behind. The two men turned back and saw a young man. The man guessed that he also listened to what they said and listened all the way. When he saw Gu Qingrong looking at him, he immediately gave a thumbs up and said sincerely: "Dude, admire it!" Gu Qingrong just looked at him, said nothing, and looked no displeasure. The man said again: "I can't believe this method without taking off the order." So... He looked at Gu Qingrong and endured a smile. Therefore, Gu Qingrong's provocative behavior without knowing it is still single. Why? * Since visiting Lin Zi in the hospital with Gu Qingrong that day, both of them felt a little heavy. Lin Zi's family came one after another. At that time, Lin Zi's inspection report had not yet come out, and Teacher Lin took care of it beside the hospital bed. They were in a hurry to get back to school. They had passed and prepared for the next day's military training. They did not wait for Lin Zi's inspection report and went back to school. Today is the first day of military training. I didn't expect to receive such bad news. "No, it is because of cancer that she is weak and prone to syncope." Gu Qingrong's voice sounded again, and finally pulled back the thoughts that had passed away. Zeng passed and looked up, looking a little trance. For the first time, he heard the word "blood cancer" in his side and people he knew. "Then, what should I do?" Zeng passed and asked a stupid question. "Let's go and see her today." He said. After asking for leave with the instructor and explaining the reasons, she was allowed to visit, but the afternoon training must come, otherwise it will be treated as open training. On the way to, it is still the bus of the last route. But at this time, there are many fewer passengers on the bus than yesterday. Gu Qingrong and Zeng passed side by side, silent all the way. Blood cancer is no stranger to the past. My father, who is also a doctor, is a physician and contacts countless cancer patients every year. Therefore, at ordinary times, I can always hear a lot about cancer from my father. Most of the people in this world are poor and ordinary. Too many families have returned to poverty due to illness, separated from their wives due to illness, felt desperate in life due to illness and chose to commit suicide, and so on. There are too many examples, and only a few people get a new life from terminal diseases. Outsiders may not know the efforts and bitterness behind this, but as doctors, they know too much about the world. There were tears in my eyes, and I sniffled for a while to calm my mood. Gu Qingrong Xu was aware of her strangeness and could feel her feelings, but she didn't seem to show much sadness and compassion. Because, he is a child who grew up in the suffering of emotional lack, and may have less empathy than he once passed. "It will be fine." Gu Qingrong said, "Lin Zi will be fine." Zeng Shao shook his head: "It's very difficult, this disease is really difficult, and the follow-up treatment cost is also very high." Gu Qingrong was silent. When I came to the hospital, far away, I saw two middle-aged men and women standing at the door of Lin Zi's ward, which looked very similar to Lin Zi. There are several young boys and girls nearby, who are probably Lin Zi's classmates. When the boy led saw Gu Qingrong, he paused and shouted, "Gu Xuechang." Gu Qingrong dazed, some suspicious. The boy explained: "I am Lin Zi's monitor, and they are classmates." Gu Qingrong nodded and pointed to the ward door without saying a word. The boys soon knew, but unfortunately shook their heads, saying that Lin Zi's situation was not very optimistic. The whole corridor was empty and the atmosphere was low, making people breathless.