Chapter 19 Gu Xuechang, love you

At the door of the ward, Lin Zi's father bent his hand on the wall, his forehead on his arm, and his back was lonely and depressed. Her mother is sitting in the rest chair next to her, and her classmates are sitting next to her mother, patting her mother on the shoulder to show relief. When they saw Gu Qingrong and Zeng passed, they were stunned. Knowing that they were Lin Zi's alumni, they simply greeted each other and silently lowered their heads. At this time, what words are pale and powerless for these parents. Zeng Shao and Gu Qingrong stopped saying anything, but proposed to go in and see Lin Zi. Her parents nodded in agreement. Finally, her father said to them, "Have you eaten yet? Let me go out and buy you something to eat." Zeng passed and refused: "No, no, uncle, we all came after eating. We don't need anything you buy. We just came to see Lin Zi." Having said that, his father nodded and went out. Entering the room, Gu Qingrong put the flowers in his hand on the bedside table of Lin Zi's hospital bed. Zeng passed and put the fruits he bought at the fruit stall on it. Lin Zi knew them and said thank you. Zeng passed and looked up at Lin Zi. Lin Zi herself is a thin person. It is estimated that she can't eat well and sleep well in the past two days. Her sick clothes are broadly and loosely attached to her thin little body, and her face is pale and weak, and her spirit is depressed. "Sit down." Lin Zi pointed to the two chairs beside him. "Good." Zeng passed and pulled to the chair to sit down. He rubbed his hands nervously on his thigh. "How do you feel now? How are you?" Gu Qingrong did not sit down, but stood behind him. Lin Zi was optimistic and smiled and said, "Yesterday, the doctor gave the examination report, and the preliminary judgment was blood cancer. However, there are many kinds of blood cancer. The doctor gave us the final diagnosis this morning. I am acute lymphoblastic leukemia. The situation is not too bad and there is still the possibility of cure. But at present, the high cost of surgery is another matter, so we must do hematopoietic stem cell transplantation, but before that, we must find a suitable bone marrow transplantation for me. " It turns out that Lin Zi's parents have provided their own blood with the hospital for a long time. After many examinations, the hospital determined that the stem cells in her parents' blood did not match Lin Zi's. Therefore, she can only wait for a suitable bone marrow transplant now. Lin Zi is the only daughter in the family, and her own family conditions are not plentiful. This disease is a bolt from the blue for this family. When he came out of the hospital, he passed ahead and Gu Qingrong followed. Yan'ai Hospital is one of the top three hospitals in A city. Usually, there are countless patients in the past, and every day the hospital is overcrowded. It was 11: 30 p.m. at lunchtime. Restaurants around the hospital sounded the sound of spatula collision, and the food smelled tangy and stimulated the nasal cavity. Along the way, Gu Qingrong has been taciturn. He usually talks less, but now he doesn't say a word because of Lin Zi's illness, and he doesn't know what he is thinking. Because I heard many sad stories about the patient and the patient's family from my father since I was a child, I was able to empathize with the pain and difficulties of others. Facing Lin Zi's situation, as a student, she is powerless. In order to organize donations, Lin Zi's monitor has contacted the counselor of his class and told Lin Zi's situation again. Subsequent donation activities will be followed up and she does not need to worry about it. They walked in tandem, turned and walked into another small street. Compared with the noise of people at the gate of the hospital and the clatter of feet stepping on the ground, the street at this time looks older and full of cries. There are various stalls of vegetables, fruits and seafood on both sides of the road, and the life atmosphere is more sufficient and seems to be full of vitality. I have been here before, and I know that a few tens of meters away is a large vegetable market, which sells everything. On the green vegetable and fruit stalls all over the sky, everyone is rushing about for life and trying to live. "Gu Qingrong." He stopped and looked back at him. He stunned and looked up at her. The boy was carrying a black shoulder bag with his left hand on his shoulder strap. He heard her voice and looked up at her sight. The teenager is very tall and lean, so he stands there, like a tall and straight pine, and his whole body is very quiet. The pedestrians passing by him are bustling, as if they were isolated from him. Teenagers stand out from the crowd and can attract all eyes at a glance. "Back to school also after the meal, canteen estimates that there is nothing to eat. Do we want to have a meal?" Once passed said so. Speaking of which, it passed before I remembered that he was an athlete and I didn't know if I could eat outside. "Hmm." He nodded. Zeng passed forward, looked into his dark eyes and asked, "Gu Qingrong, what are you thinking?" Her relationship with him is very weak and flat, and she is not a very good relationship between seniors and younger sisters. But since he came out of Lin Zi's ward until he came out of the hospital, he still said nothing. Therefore, she would like to know what he is thinking and whether it is related to Lin Zi's illness. This time, he nodded directly and responded: "Well, I'm thinking about something." Gu Qingrong recalled Lin Zi's words in the ward just now- "I really want to live. Only by living can everything be possible." "You all don't know how hard it was in the three or four months before the Senior Three Art Joint Examination. I soaked in the studio every day, painting and painting, like a non-stop gear, turning over and mechanically completing the homework assigned by the art teacher." "Although very tired at that time, but at least it was my favorite thing. As long as I like it, I can have fun in pain and relieve my emotions. When the results of the art joint examination came out and the examination was better than expected, I knew that all the hard work was worth it." "I tried my best to get into A University and chose my favorite clothing design major. I thought it was a new departure, and I wanted to go on this road confidently, but in the end... I was slapped by reality and couldn't stand up any more." "Without a healthy body, no matter how hard you work, how diligent you are, and how much achievement you have, it is not worth mentioning in the face of being summed up at all times of your life." "If I don't come to the hospital and don't check, I won't know I'm sick." Lin Zi paused and looked up at Gu Qingrong. "In that case, senior, would I not have these troubles?" It's just self-deception. This is the case for many people. At the moment when they learned that they were ill, apart from being unbelievable, they thought more that they did not know that they were ill before returning to the hospital. Just like many people don't want to go to the hospital for physical examination, they have the same idea. At that time, Lin Zi was advised to have a good treatment. She suffers from acute lymphoblastic leukemia, which is possible to be cured. "What are you thinking?" The voice of the past pulled his thoughts back. Gu Qingrong gathered his eyes and looked at the girl in front of him. A noise that was about to break through the cage was about to break out. "Once passed." Gu Qingrong turned his face and solemnly asked, "Is it the nature of human beings to hide their illness and put themselves in lies that they are not sick?" Zeng passed and froze, "Why do you suddenly say this?" The two men were silent. After a while, Gu Qingrong said faintly: "Nothing." "..." This man, how come every time he talks, he says half hides half? ! * The two found a small restaurant and went in. The small restaurant is not very big, the interior decoration is unpretentious, the wall surface is pasted with graffiti Mickey Mouse and Donald Duck wallpaper, and a big no smoking pattern next to it is eye-catching. Dining tables and chairs are matched, with red rubber on the edges. The weather in early autumn is still low. As soon as you step in, the indoor heating comes on your face and warms the whole body instantly. Zeng passed and Gu Qingrong found a seat to sit down. Gu Qingrong was very strict in eating and would never eat indiscriminately, so he only ordered a chicken porridge. A big boy, only drink so much porridge, can he be full? Zeng passed and threw out his own questions to him. Gu Qingrong only said coldly: "Nothing else can be eaten indiscriminately." "Oh." In the waiting room, the two men were silent. When I was idle, I didn't expect Gu Qingrong to take the initiative to bring up a topic to chat. I had to rely on her. She thought of the picture of Gu Qingrong arguing with the principal Gu Xueren, that is, his father, in front of the school canteen that day. "Gu Qingrong, may I ask you a personal question?" Once passed whispered. "No." "... all right." She just shut up. After a while, Xu realized that his direct refusal was not very good. Gu Qingrong tried to make any noise to relieve the suffocating silence. "It depends on what you ask about." He turned his face to one side, feeling awkward. "That day you and your father... that is, President Gu..." Before she finished asking, Gu Qingrong interrupted her directly: "This choice does not answer. You choose other questions." He curled his mouth unhappily and found another topic: "When did you start learning short track speed skating?" He turned to look at her, slightly surprised. After all, for girls, competitive sports are mostly not the areas that girls are interested in. Seeing a face of expectation from her face, Gu Qingrong's mouth hooked, as if laughing. He said: "When I was a freshman." Since he became an adult, his resistance to Gu Xueren has grown bigger and bigger. Whenever Gu Xueren doesn't let him learn, he will learn. If Gu Xueren doesn't like it, he will like it. If Gu Xueren doesn't let him choose, he will choose. Speaking, he has already passed the rebellious period of youth, but every time he faces Gu Xueren, he thinks of his mother and himself most. But as long as he goes against Gu Xueren, he can get happiness from it. When the results of the college entrance examination came out, he was admitted to A University. When applying for a volunteer, Gu Xueren almost changed his volunteer to study medicine. It was his vigilance that saved him from this painful experience. Later, Gu Xueren saw that he was determined to study architectural design, and persuasion was ineffective. It was also very troublesome to change his major in the future, so he slowly agreed to his choice. However, when he agreed, Gu Qingrong learned the news of Beijing's successful bid for the Winter Olympics. Therefore, he once again ignored Gu Xueren's opposition and learned short track speed skating. Unexpectedly, he fell in love with the sport completely. Naturally, his goal is not only to enter the national team, but also to participate in the 2022 Winter Olympics, but also for some personal reasons. "Do you like it?" She asked. "Yes." He replied. "Do you go to the ice rink for training every day? When is it about?" "Go every day, about five o'clock in the afternoon. Because classes have to be held during the day." "If you have the chance in the future, can you teach me to skate?" "..." Gu Qingrong glanced at her. "Your limbs are coordinated?" "Is it in my heart?" "Can you bear to fall black and blue every day in the early days?" "..." It hurts, hissing. She feels pain when she thinks about it now. "Just learn to play, don't be too professional." She smiled and said. "The unprofessional result is-" he paused, and the radian of his mouth became more and more net-rising. There was quite a proud mockery, "falling to you to doubt yourself and doubt your life." Zeng passed and sank his face: "If you don't want to teach, just say it." "Come on! What you want is on." The boss came up with steaming food. "Well, everything you ordered is finished, please enjoy it." Say that finish, the boss turned and left. Gu Qingrong stirred the shredded chicken porridge with a spoon and looked at it with his head hanging down. His expression was rare and gentle. "Find a chance to buy a skating equipment." He said. "Why buy that thing?" He looked up, unbelievable, "don't you want to learn skating? Why, don't wear equipment, go naked to fly freely and spread flowers? Don't blame me for not reminding you when you fall to tears." Hey, did this guy agree? ! "You... really agree?" She couldn't believe it. This guy is willing to teach people? Gu Qingrong lost a smile: "Believe it or not." Zeng passed with excitement and smiled. Like a fool, his hands compared the gesture of "love" in front of him: "Hee hee hee, Gu Xuechang, love you!"