Chapter 33 Heartache

Gu Qingrong wrote down the name of the blogger who made up the relationship between him and Zeng Shao. The microblog was called "Xiao Le" and his real name was "Lin Xiao Xiao". "Thank you." Gu Qingrong looked at the fat men and thanked them sincerely. Fat man, they suddenly got a "thank you" from him, and they almost lost their chin. As a result, he got the following expressions from his roommates- Fat Zhan Xing shook his head: "It's light, it's light after all." Gu Qingrong: "???" Chen Shen bowed his head, walked anxiously in front of him for several times, then looked up at him and asked seriously, "Gu Qingrong, are we still brothers?!" Lin Yifang instantly picked up the chopsticks that had not been packed up and bit into his mouth. The traces of the performance were too heavy. The acting skill was very clumsy and sad: "Xiao Rongrong, we are in the same boat and share the same bed for so many years. How can you... how can you..." Gu Qingrong is full of black lines and has no idea what they are doing. As soon as he drew his mouth, he returned to Lin Yifang: "If you share a bed, don't use idioms if you can't use them." After a pause, he looked at the three of them and was suspicious: "Is there anything wrong with what I said just now?" The three men said to him in unison: "Yes, because you said thank you to us!" Gu Qingrong is full of question marks. "What's wrong with this?" The three men said in unison again: "If you are a brother, don't say thank you!" "..." On the third day after the competition, Zhou Xin called Gu Qingrong to the office. Because Gu Qingrong's results in the first match of the men's 1,000-meter short track speed skating provincial final were indeed cancelled by the competitors. No, to be precise, he ran away halfway, which brought troubles and inconvenience to the competitors. He didn't finish the competition, so he didn't get any results. After Zhou Xin handed him a written notice, Gu Qingrong really received the news that there was no result. The notice was clasped in his hand, and he looked at it quietly with low eyes, a little trance. "Qingrong." Seeing Gu Qingrong turn and leave, Zhou Xin finally stopped him. Gu Qingrong looked back at him: "Coach." Zhou Xin bypassed his desk, walked to the front of him, looked at him closely for more than ten seconds, and finally said all the words he wanted to say to him: "Qingrong, you are a very talented and potential child. Anyway, although there is no result this time, I believe you will be able to achieve good results in the next two competitions to catch up." Facing Zhou Xin's trust and expectation for himself, Gu Qingrong didn't feel a trace of happiness. Instead, the pressure on him was like a boulder, which made him breathless. Zhou Xin stretched out his hand, patted him on the shoulder, and went on to say, "Last time I said you had difficulties, I asked you what you had difficulties, and you didn't say it. Since it is a difficulty, it must be very difficult for you. The teacher only hopes that you can work hard, what makes you uncomfortable in your heart, and when you really can't hold on, you may as well say it. Maybe the teacher can help you tide over the difficulties." Xu was worried about Gu Qingrong's thoughts. Zhou Xin added: "But since you don't want to say it, the teacher doesn't insist." Coming out of Coach Zhou Xin's office, Gu Qingrong stood on the school road like a pine tree. Then, he walked slowly forward, walked to the rest chair on the school road, and sat down alone. In October, the whole temperature in Arial city decreased even more, approaching minus degrees Celsius. The north wind roared, scraping on the face like an ice knife. It was very cold and painful, but it was not as sad and powerless as the loneliness in my heart. The wind lifted his scarf and gently hit the right half of his face, covering half of his sight. Vaguely, he saw a bright figure running towards him. The scarf drifted with the wind and fell from his face to his chest. After the sight was clear, he saw the owner of the bright figure clearly. Today, the girl wore a long pink cotton-padded coat with a pair of black booties. The length of the cotton-padded clothes is very long, reaching her knees, wrapping all her small body. Xu is just running over, she stopped in front of him, breathing slightly. The cotton wool on the back collar of the cotton-padded coat jumps slightly with the girl's hand warming, like a smart elf, naughty and lovely. Her face is charming and beautiful, and the small pear vortex at the corners of her mouth on both sides looks at him with her, and the moment she smiles, it seems that the flowers of all things revive suddenly bloom in spring. It's beautiful, so beautiful that his breathing is slightly stagnant and his heart beats fast. He frowned and put down his hand. His face was very worried: "Are you all right?" He was suspicious. Zeng passed his eyes on the cancellation notice in his hand and sat down beside him. He followed her eyes before he realized what she was asking. Gu Qingrong shook his head and was trying to take back the notice, but she robbed him. I opened it and took a casual look. As expected, today is the day when he is sure to be cancelled. In my heart, I climbed over a stabbing pain, which made her feel like a needle. I took the paper directly, turned it page by page, and finally folded it into a small square and held it tightly in my hand. "Don't read this notice, I'll keep it for you." It seems that some decision has been made. Seeing that she was very worried about what he looked like, Gu Qingrong felt warm and smiled and said, "Do you think I will be very sad to see this?" She asked, "Isn't it?" His low eyebrows and shallow laughter, but like a clear spring water wading through the tip of her heart, let her instantly Jennifer. He smiled. It shows that he is happy and his mood is not too bad. Gu Qingrong took a deep breath and looked at her. Her dark eyes were like an abyss, which sucked her in, but gave her the most sense of security. I knew it was a bad sign, but I was willing to indulge. He said: "I have known this result for a long time. Now when this expected result comes, I have already made preparations in my heart and am not very sad." He looked at him for a while and smiled when he looked at him. He went on to say: "I didn't think about this result before. After all, at the beginning of my illness, I was looking forward to, happy, worried and afraid in every game. Looking forward to it because it is my favorite thing and something I have been pursuing all my life. I am afraid because, behind every game I know, I am endless, hard-working, forced to control my emotions and control my illness, which is not so fast. " Speaking of which, his mouth overflowed with a wry smile and looked up at the sky with some dark clouds. "I think I have to do it as soon as possible." He said, "For myself and for those who have put hope into me." He looked back, grabbed his head and looked at her. He asked, "It has passed, will you promise me?" I was stunned and knew what he meant. She did not reply and asked, "Do you believe me?" He said, "I believe in you as well as myself." She looked at him, smiled and nodded solemnly: "OK, I promise to help you cure the disease." Two people sit side by side, leaning against the back of the chair, hands on the back of the chair, wide open, looking at the dark clouds all over the sky, smiling at each other. For the first time, she felt the joy of fighting side by side with others. This kind of feeling is like poppy. Once you smoke it, you can't control yourself and put all your eyes on the boys next to you. Xu Qingrong realized something and suddenly turned to ask her, "How do you know I am here?" She felt her nose embarrassedly, her eyes dodged and faltered. "I didn't hear that the notice that your grades were cancelled today came down, and I was worried about you..." I remember, half an hour ago, she was having lunch with Su Xiaoman in the canteen. Su Xiaoman suddenly mentioned the cancellation of Gu Qingrong's grades, and inadvertently knew that she had given a notice today. She was worried that he couldn't think of it, got into a corner, and didn't let herself relieve herself, so she went all over the campus to find him. She remembered Su Xiaoman, who went to the Taoist Temple to kick her legs, looking at her anxious appearance before leaving and sighing, "It's hopeless, hopeless. After a while, I think you really love Gu Xuechang deeply, and you care more about him than his father. I think he was moved to tears when he saw you looking for him all over the school." "You don't say sarcastic! You don't understand the risks at all. If Gu Qingrong is unhappy and does something stupid, it will be the misfortune of the whole A-big and even the whole country!" "..." Su Xiao full chirp, "also you regard him as a very, very important person, people in this world, only look at your results, don't look at your process at all. No matter how hard and hard your process is, no one else will care. If you look at those people on the Internet, since you know that he escaped from the competition and his grades were cancelled, the whole school's posts, microblogs and other online platforms all scolded him. To say, he is also very miserable. How did he run in such an important competition? Isn't this just playing with the competitor as a monkey? " "Su Xiaoman!" Once passed a sound, the whole face is black. Su Xiaoman realized that he had said something wrong, patted his mouth and apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't hold the door when I talk. I shouldn't have said this." I think about how serious Gu Qingrong's slander and slander are on this network. To tell the truth, she felt very uncomfortable for Gu Qingrong.