Zero

I thought he would never show up to me again, I thought he would tolerate not seeing me. But here he is, in front of me smiling while holding a rose. Did I sleep? Is it just a dream? "I thought you were going to leave me forever." I said and ran to him then hugged him. I heard him laugh as I hugged him. "I thought you were mad at me." He said so I looked at him. "I'm just upset because you suddenly left me, when I need a partner then you disappear." I said. He hugged me again. "Because I thought, if I can't see you, I'll lose my feelings for you." He said as he hugged me. "I also thought it would be good for the two of us to stay away from you, you're the only one I think of every time." He says. I suddenly smiled. "We're the same, since you confessed to me, you won't disappear from my mind." He looked at me. "I always see you with Shadow, so it's impossible not to get me out of your mind Moon." He said, I let go of the hug and then crossed my arms. "It's not like I'm with someone else, I'm forgetting you. It's hard to sleep at night thinking about why you suddenly say goodbye like that." I said. "Because, I don't want to hurt you in the end so I left." He said and handed me the flower he was holding, I accepted it with a smile and put it in the vase where all the flowers he gave me were. I take care of them all so it's nice to see them now. "Why would I be hurt?" I asked, he just shrugged and then sat on the sofa. "I miss teasing you." He says. "Aren't you leaving again?" I asked, he shook his head. "I can't stand that you have someone else with you." He said so I laughed. "What's funny? It hurts for me to see you with Shadow." I laughed at him even more. "I'm serious." He added. "Is that why you showed up to me again because you see Shadow and me?" I ask. "YES." He replied. "He admitted to me that he liked me." I said. "I know, I heard that." I wrinkled my forehead. "How?" I will ask. "Because we're always being followed." He said. So my forehead wrinkled even more. "Invisibility." He added so the wrinkle on my forehead disappeared. "So what do you think? Is he okay? He's kind." I said. "It's up to you, it's your heart. I can't teach your heart who you love." He said and took it seriously. "Just don't love me." He says. "Why? Admit it to me, what if I want you?" I asked, he was silent. I wanted to read what he was thinking but I couldn't. something is blocking. He took a deep breath. "We can't." He says. "Is it because of the state of my life?" I ask. He shook his head. "No Moon, I don't care about the state of your life, we just can't be for each other." He said. "If so, what's the reason you're preventing me from stop loving you?" I ask. 'It's hard to explain Moon, I can't tell you." He said. I took a deep breath, it looked like he really didn't want to tell me the reason. "In that case, will you just let me love others?" I asked, he nodded. "I'm the only one who can love you, you shouldn't love me back Moon because I don't want to be the one to hurt you in the end." He says. "I don't know why you're like that." I said. He smiled. "HAHAHA as long as, no matter what happens, don't ever let yourself fall for me." He said and looked away. "Why did you just come Moon." I heard him ask. "Why? Am I late?" I asked, he looked at me then smiled. He stood up and approached me then hugged me. "Take a break, let's just meet at the celebration tomorrow." he said then kissed me on the forehead, something that made my heart beat faster. Will I be able to save myself? Will I be able to not fall for Zero if he treats me like that? The trick is that I can't like him. Especially now that he is always on my mind.