Kiss ll

**Play Ghost Of You by 5SOS** Holding my breath and narrowing my eyes I kissed Dark. For some unknown reason, suddenly my heart beat faster as I kissed him. I swallowed because only one person entered my mind as my lips touched his. I could feel the movement of his lips, but I thought of a different creature that was doing it to me. Zero. I responded to his kiss, a romantic and full of affection the kiss I gave him. Until he himself stopped. Chasing our breath our lips parted. I close my eyes and lean my forehead against Dark's forehead. I swallowed and looked at him. "Zero ..." I called the name in front of me now. My tears welled up and I felt a different feeling. My tears flowed as he touched my cheek and wiped the tears away. "Zero .... I thought you wouldn't come back to me." Full of sadness I said and hugged him. A tight hug, I don't want to let go because he might disappear again, he might leave me again. "I love you." He whispered making me cry more. How many times has he told me that. "But I'm sorry ..." He added. I hugged him even tighter. "I want you Moon ..... But we can't." he whispered sadly. I shook as I hugged him. "Tell me ... We'll make a way for us to be Zero." I said crying. "Yes I'm just poor, yes I'm just weak but Zero you said you don't know what the state of my life is." I added. he let go of the hug and I faced him. He stared me in the eye, just as my eyes were full of sadness. "I want to tell you the reason but I know you'll be even sadder when I tell you." He said and took my two hands then kissed them. "You will always remember Moon, you are the only moon that gave me light." He said and kissed me on the lips. It was fast but it had a different effect on me. He looked at me again. "And when the day comes that you discover the reason why we can't, you'll always think that I'm not the only man who loves you Moon." He said and kissed me on the lips again. A quick kiss again. "I'm so lucky with all the men around you, I'm the one you chose." He added while my forehead was close to his forehead. And again he kissed me again. But this time it was a romantic kiss that he awarded. "I love you so much Moon." I slowly opened my eyes. And the serious and emotional Dark that I saw. I slowly moved my forehead away from Dark's forehead, and almost lost my breath at the extra weight I was feeling. Gone. He left me again. I bent down and cried. I don't understand, we love each other but why can't we? He always leaves me with questions in my brain. And that question is just repeated. I don't even know what the answer is. "Your friends are over." I heard Dark say and laid out in front of me the handkerchief he was holding. I just stared at it so he came to me and wiped away my tears. He was just serious as he wiped away my tears. "Where's Zero?" I asked while looking at him. He stopped and took a deep breath then averted his eyes .. "Why did he disappear again? Why can't we be?" I asked one after another. He stood up and looked at me. "Let's go to the Castro Base." When he changes the subject. I took his hand and stared seriously into his eyes while I was still sitting in my seat. "Answer me Dark, I know you know where Zero is." I said but he didn't say a word. "I'm talking. Help me. Help me find Zero." My tears flowed again. He looked at me again and took a deep breath then sat across from me and gently wiped away my tears. "I can't help you." He said seriously and sadly, which made my feelings even heavier. "There are things that can't be returned to, Moon." He said then pulled the hair that was blocking my eyes. "Then just tell me where he is." I said. He shook his head. "I'm not supposed to say that thing. And I don't think Zero is ready to tell you the truth yet. So I have no right to tell you what I know." He said then stood up and looked around. "Come on Moon, you've seen Zero. Get up and go back to your group." he said then looked at me. "You don't need me anymore." He then smiled sadly and turned away from me. I watched him walk away from me. I was left alone here behind a boulder while thinking about the things running through my mind.