Chapter one hundred and twenty
Over and over.
How many times, Bai Mei inadvertently behaved, let Yan Emperor into the heart, she is not clear.
She also just realized that the man in front of her thought in a completely different way from herself.
Bai Mei finally had nothing to say.
She never thought that one day her defense could be her crime.
For the first time, she hated her hasty decision.
It turns out that after failure, it is not only sadness, not only death, but also the pain of cone heart. It turns out that she has died once and still cannot bear such pain. It turns out that she is not afraid of death, but she is afraid of the pain, which is extreme.
Her legs were weak, and she didn't and didn't want to insist meaninglessly any more, so she knelt down on the ground and looked up. Her eyes still looked clearly at Anping Yanxuan's eyes: "In this case, I have nothing to say. Do as you please."
Anping Yanxuan silently sighed: "What do you think I should do with you?"
Bai Mei's words clearly knocked into Emperor Yan's heart word by word. She said: "Whether it is late or cracked, ministers will only say that you are decisive; Whether it is beheading or giving death, I will only thank you for giving me a good time..."
She suddenly admired herself a little bit in her heart. It turned out that no matter how painful and sad she was, she could speak, watch and act soberly. How nice it was... In her eyes, there was no half a drop of tears, only a stubbornness approaching madness.
At that moment, she really wanted him to end her in a cruel way as revenge for this sad distrust.
One day, when he learned the truth... Bai Mei was almost excited and stiff with excitement.
In the final analysis, she is willful, willful to the extreme.
Anping Yanxuan's face began to pale with these words, and his fingertips were cold and trembling.
He knew he couldn't hurt her like that. He never wanted her to die, even if he decided he was the most injured victim.
He protected her, guarded her and indulged her, but did she always think he would kill her? It's impossible.
"Bai Mei, I won't kill you. I always keep my word. I said I would give you peace in my life."
She continued her long parallelism sentence: "… whether in custody or imprisonment … whether in exile or expulsion, the world will only praise your kindness; No matter..."
The tremor in her voice was almost imperceptible, and she gradually calmed down from the vacant pain.
His voice trembled: "No, not at all. Bai Mei, I also promised you prosperity. Bai Mei, Jiang Di has no owner. I give you the title of Hou in the fief. You can restore your real name and move to the fief today... The arrow, in any case, is blocked by you, the adopted daughter of the King of Peace... You can't go to Beijing without calling. As long as you don't fish the people and don't intend to rebel and do stupid things, I will give you a lifetime of dignitaries. "
Bai Mei's eyes stared at him darkly.
He also looked down at her: "No matter how much Chen Guo gives you, he can't give you titles and power. You should know yourself and respect yourself."
She has calmed down and looked away...
I don't want to die, and I don't want revenge.
She raised her lips and laughed coldly.
Mid-Autumn Festival in mid-August. In the middle of the night.
Bai Mei held the wine jar in one hand and dragged Anping Yanxuan in the other until she stayed at the moon pool and under the osmanthus tree.
"Have a drink with me for a while, will you?" Bai Mei asked.
Anping Yanxuan nodded quietly, then shook his head: "You will hit the road later, don't drink."
Bai Mei looked at him sideways. His eyes were inexplicably dim. He shook his head, then nodded and raised his hand. The wine jar filled with fine sweet-scented osmanthus fell into the pool with a "plop" sound, smashing the moon that had been floating quietly on the water.
Emperor Yan was stunned, and then a small voice said, "You are always like this, doing things without considering the consequences."
Bai Mei lowered his eyes and smiled: "I can't even keep it now. What else should I do with the consequences?"
Emperor Yan looked at her with unspeakable sincerity in his tone: "Don't do anything you shouldn't do, no matter what, I will always keep you safe all your life."