Chapter one hundred and seventy-seven
"The dearest plum blossom, I will cut down all those corrupt officials and make amends to your emperor. Can it be done?" Don't ruin but shy face asked.
Bai Mei gave her a cross look: "No need, let's make a bridal chamber on the wedding day."
"Good."
"When you give birth to a little Momo, you are not allowed to hide it from others."
"Certainly."
"Also, if you really marry him, treat him well."
"Nonsense! Otherwise, why should I marry him?"
"Hmm?"
"Not nonsense, not nonsense, plum blossom you said is the truth is the truth is..."
Bai Mei suddenly dropped half of his tea and got up: "I won't talk to you blindly. Xuan Xuan has almost finished approving the passbook. I want to see Xuan Xuan."
...
It's so quiet that you can hear sparrows shaking their wings outside the window because of the first snow in spring.
Quiet may be normal, but it is obviously abnormal to be so quiet where Bai Mei exists and where Bai Mei exists awake without sleeping.
Xuan Xuan glanced at Snow and Snow raised his lips and smiled.
Xuan Xuan turned around and was about to continue to approve the passbook with a pen, but suddenly he stopped and suddenly turned around. He still saw Snow smiling at him with his lips hooked.
Xuan Xuan frowned.
-Bai Mei's eyes are dark and faint, still gentle, but there is no smile at all.
"What's the matter?" Xuan Xuan asked.
"What's the matter?" Bai Mei is actually asking herself, her mood has suddenly become dull recently.
Xuan Xuan was choked by Bai Mei's innocent and stupid rhetorical question to stunned and changed the subject: "How are you getting along with Yongyan these days?"
Bai Mei blinked: "The child is as willful as me and as serious as you."
"... what do you mean?"
"The child is really our own child! The more you look, the closer you are!" Bai Mei held his face and suddenly became happy and intoxicated.
Anping Yanxuan was speechless and turned to continue wearing his passbook.
-Bai Mei will also be in a bad mood? That's purely a misunderstanding. If she is really upset, I'm afraid she will only go back to evil. How can she be depressed alone?
Bai Mei sighed gently, behind Anping Yanxuan, so light that the sound could not be heard.
...
"Mei Hua Er," Mo Shang Ran sighed, "How long have you not cared about those people in your White House who regard you as their master and rely on you for survival?"
"Why do you feel uneasy, because although you have been happy recently, this happiness is empty and is based on ignoring many things."
"One day you vaguely remember other things, how can other people still feel at ease?"
"You are with the man you like. You are young, beautiful, powerful and capable. You can not care about other people's comments. However, you still have your relatives and your children-even if they are not your own, they are still your nominal children after all."
"The person you like doesn't care about your power, he trusts you won't threaten him-we have the right to assume that he really trusts so much. But there are still too many women. What will the too many women who don't know your identity think when they grow up? And what will the officials up and down the court and the people inside and outside the imperial city think?"
"Su Yan, I know, you are good enough for him, but, have you ever thought about what he should do? Is it just like this all one's life, keeping this nominal identity and running for you? Or should he have his own happiness? He is also a human being, a young man, who needs not only children, but also to live."
"Your happiness is too selfish." Don't ruin Ran said.
"But in fact, we all want you to live a selfish life." Feng San Yi interrupted Mo Shang Ran's words and socket way.
Don't stare at her, but Feng Sanyi still insisted with a wry smile: "Sister, you live too hard. What if you relax and be selfish? You don't owe anyone, do you?"
Mo Shang stamped his foot severely and looked at Bai Mei, who was especially at a loss.
Feng Sanyi is still continuing her opinion.
"You have paid a lot, you deserve happiness. Neither love nor the pursuit of happiness is a sin, but a blessing given to everyone by God. No one has the right to ask you to sacrifice the happiness you deserve."
"You are my sister, so I say so, you are not, and I will still say so." Feng Sanyi paused and smiled as if a little easier: "As for others, they have their lives and should not be your responsibility."
Bai Mei was stunned: "You are right, Momo, sometimes I am really selfish, and this selfishness is really bad."
"As for the hard work is not hard... in this world, how many people live not hard? I also have my life, but at the beginning you... "Snow hesitated, stared at Feng Sanyi, and continued:" Third sister, you and fourth sister still have to try every means to find me, don't you work hard? Hard work is not a reason to abandon partners and family members, but an excuse to shirk responsibility. "