Chapter one hundred and sixty-eight
In fact, Qing Yan cannot avoid customs.
The premise is that as long as there is a chance.
She didn't know that King Ping an was red-eyed and trying to kill her, but she didn't dare to expect that she still had hope of living.
She can imagine that Bai Mei will definitely not let her go.
It's not that she doesn't regret it, but if time goes back, she may still make the same choice-abandoning Bai Mei.
She still can't believe why Anping Yanxuan dotes on Bai Mei so much, and why Bai Mei can change from feminine and weak in those days to smart and capable now so quickly.
Five years.
She always remembers that in the garden of Linguo Court, Bai Mei wore a long skirt, skewed on the rocks, carried a small hip flask, sketched the delicate eyebrow eye, smiled, and got drunk with the flowers in the garden.
At that time, in fact, there was some disdain in her heart. Although Bai Mei was gentle, considerate and enchanting, she always looked too vase and naive.
Bai Mei didn't know how to argue or defend herself. Such a temper must be the end of someone else's stepping stone-she thought so at that time.
I think so, so I missed it completely with Bai Mei.
In recent days, she has no intention of taking care of political affairs. Chen Guo is on the verge of extinction. The mistake is that she picked the wrong monarch to support. The mistake is that she indulged Qingxian's foolishness for a while. She is suffering from the consequences.
She felt that she had nothing to complain about.
However, I always think of the short time I spent with Bai Mei. I just wanted to pretend to be intoxicated with debauchery, but I didn't want to slowly, but I almost indulged in Bai Mei's focused and gentle eyes.
There is a person, in his arms, looking at you with trust and saying interesting and boring words, which is a very happy experience.
But she chose to give up the warmth.
After giving up, Qing Yan began to cherish Yin Qinghong's breath, which was very similar to Bai Mei's feeling.
But Yin Qinghong is calmer, independent and silent than Bai Mei... Although he is more obedient, he is also more tasteless.
Although she knows that Yin Qinghong looks at her eyes, has a deeper lingering attachment, has a deeper loyalty without regret, and often makes her feel a kind of satisfaction, but she will still think of Bai Mei's smile and Bai Mei's tears at night...
She knows very well that Yin Qinghong is not Bai Mei.
The only kiss between Bai Mei and her was cold, which made the hug between them hotter, not lust, but seemed to be a kind of dependence.
She couldn't say what Bai Mei relied on for her, but the more she recalled, the clearer she became. She relied on the naive and pure feeling brought to her by Bai Mei.
-This kind of feeling, can't come back.
She knew that the person who could insist on refusing to surrender the book and must destroy such an order from the royal family of Chen State could never say that she was the little girl who was scared to hide in people's arms when she saw the dog.
It was not until Yin Qinghong was personally sent away by her that she realized that Bai Mei was not Yin Qinghong either.
Although Qing Yan has been secretly contacting Yin Qinghong, hoping to get some information, she never thought that Yin Qinghong would really give everything for her, regardless of her family and life experience...
All the news, as long as Yin Qinghong got it, was sent in lower case with the fastest speed.
At first she had some surprises, but later she got used to it. She naturally wanted such a convenient and reliable news channel.
She thought that although she had occupied Yin Qinghong's body, it was just a temporary joke. What she really cared about was the benefits Yin Qinghong could bring him. Yin Qinghong was just a tool.
Release desire, or exchange for convenience, or simply give up.
Until-Yin Qinghong suddenly lost the news.
The people she placed beside Yin Qinghong were chopped off by the King of Peace, gouged out their eyes, cut off their tongues and threw out.
Things come to light-this is the only possibility.
Her first reaction is not that there is no convenient channel to get news in the future, but what will happen to Yin Qinghong?
King Ping an may loathe to give up his daughter, but it is hard to say whether such a man who has fought for half his life will be covered in murderous look and will do anything drastic in anger.
Bai Mei will definitely not let go of Yin Qinghong, who has old bad blood. Whether it is to suppress the power of King Ping an or to concentrate his own rights or just to purge personal anger, he should not let go of her.
Qing Yan suppressed his uneasiness and pushed open the door, only to see the cloud glass standing outside the house.
Yunli bent down: "Your Highness, you have been sitting in the house all day, which worries us all."
Qing Yan looked at the setting sun in the west and smiled wry: "It's time to go out for a walk. I don't know how many days I can look at the scenery and talk freely. In short, I'm afraid there are not many."
"Your Highness..."
"I am sorry for you and have failed to live up to your trust..." Qing Yan sighed: "First, Bai Mei Yin Qinghong, and then you... and all those who trust me..."
"... His Highness is also helpless and can't blame."
"That's why I'm even more ashamed. Look at Qingxian today. I'm drunk in the harem every day. I always stick and kill servants. I'm clearly waiting for death... I don't care about the dignity of the royal family... Chen Guo is finished."
"Your Highness, if I say, it is still possible to save one's life and wait for a comeback?" Cloud glaze hung down his eyes and suddenly said.