Chapter one hundred and eighty-two

She doesn't believe it. This is not because there is no warning of sudden. She knew that she had cared too little about Su Yan in recent years, and her two children knew more or less. She didn't know what Su Yan was actually busy with, thinking and doing. Therefore, there will be an abrupt ending, and she has already prepared for it. Of course, it's not because of how bad Chen Yun is-Chen Yun is handsome and lovely, clever and clever, gentle and delicate to children, and safe in doing things and speaking. If you want to live a small life, such a man is indeed very attractive, at least for those who yearn for peace. However, Bai Mei looked at Su Yan on the left and Su Yan on the right. He did not see where Su Yan had a tendency to fall in love with the same sex. Su Yan woke up and did not confess to this. Bai Mei was not able to ask directly for a while. He watched Chen Yun pour tea for Su Yan every day and was so anxious that he just wanted to scratch the wall. Su Yan, do you like Chen Yun or are you just too lonely? Bai Mei sighed, looking at a big gray magpie suddenly falling on the windowsill, flapping its wings and quacking, and suddenly he was upset. She felt that if she went on like this and found out the adultery between Su Yan and Chen Yun, I'm afraid it would become her obsession. Don't shrug his shoulders and don't care about Bai Mei's little troubles: "Why don't you call Chen Yun to ask, he still dares not answer as a servant?" Bai Mei sighed deeper and deeper: "How to ask?" Ask Chen Yun if he really likes Su Yan. Is it possible to finally Su Yan? Or are you just greedy for money or status? Bai Mei did not dare to ask. She was afraid that she would accidentally hurt Chen Yun and annoy Su Yan. She felt that she did not have the right to question other people's feelings. She was not mature enough for feelings and often made mistakes. An Ping Yan Xuan is easily annoyed. Bai Mei thought-last night, Bai Mei said love to an Ping Yan Xuan, but the result was that an Ping Yan Xuan did not say a word to Bai Mei. This directly leads to the fact that Bai Mei's mind is not very much on Su Yan, It's not that she doesn't want to care about Su Yan, Is really limited energy, so she would rather believe that Su Yan is very clear and clear, can handle his own emotional life, and coordinate the relationship with the two little Snow at the same time-in other words, Changsheng Chang'an seems to like their uncle Yun very much, but I don't know if I can continue to be so calm and intimate when I get older. Bai Mei was worried about the stubborn emperor. She intuitively felt that she had made another mistake. Why doesn't Anping Yanxuan talk to Bai Mei? Anping Yanxuan is worried that he will say the wrong thing and stimulate Bai Mei. Bai Mei's words always gave him a very bad feeling, reminding him suddenly that more than five years ago, before he drove Bai Mei away, he decided to give up Bai Mei-he also kept saying to Bai Mei that he loved her. Love Yu Anping Yan Xuan is actually a very desperate word. Only when you are desperate can you not help but export it. When sweet, he will be shy and happy, but he will not think of staring into each other's eyes and telling each other that he loves her. Therefore, Bai Mei told Anping Yanxuan so seriously that she loved him. Anping Yanxuan's first reaction was that he must have done something wrong, which made Bai Mei not generally uneasy and disappointed. This is a really maddening thing, when he once deeply realized that he loved deeply, but he couldn't get a hopeful response. So Anping Yanxuan was also uneasy. This uneasiness directly led to Bai Mei's dinner on the second day becoming extremely rich. Bai Mei was dumbfounded. Facing a table of chicken, duck and fish, she couldn't eat a little. Ping Yanxuan blinked and felt sad. With him, even eating became so reluctant? Barely smile, only to find that the corners of the mouth are stiff. Snow did not know it, but exclaimed, "Xuan Xuan, why are your hands so cold?" Catch the past, rub and rub, and put it in my arms, take it out and eat a lot of tofu. Anping Yanxuan feels a little better, at least the man in front of him still cares about himself, doesn't he? But still uneasy, still sad. Dare not toss and turn surprised Bai Mei, closed his eyes and meditated for a long time to barely fall asleep, but woke up in the middle of the night. When I woke up, Anping Yanxuan was even more frightened to find that the other side of the bed was empty and cold. -Where is Bai Mei? ! A cup of green tea, a few red candles... Bai Mei yawned a big yawn, looked at the files piled up in front of him distressed, dipped the brush in the ink stone in his hand, broke down, and then the pen was placed in front of Bai Mei's eyes. She opened her eyes wide, grabbed the thin wolf hair that was about to fall with her fingertips, and gently pulled it. After thinking for a while, she continued to move her pen like flying, filling in the gaps that need her to make decisions with delicate and pretty words. She misses the coffee and electric light, the sign pen and ballpoint pen, but she can't miss it. At least for the time being, she has no interest in inventing such things as ballpoint pens or quill pens and pens. There are too many things to do, and she actually doesn't want to change the development of history too much... Of course, more importantly, although she was cured by Anping Yanxuan for the most part and by Xiao Snow for the less than half, her laziness has never recovered. In some ways, Bai Mei is still the lazy guy who can be lazy. Now that you have practiced calligraphy, why bother to pour out some other pens at sixes and sevens? But refreshing coffee, maybe...