Chapter 91

Bai Mei seems to be unaffected, and calmly explains: "Half a year is enough for me to repay you for your kindness to me. What's the point of living more? Seeing that the emperor refused to raise me as an idle person to eat and drink in vain, the civil and military officials of the Manchu Dynasty were also very annoying... Since they could not live a happy life of eating, sleeping and eating, it was nothing not to live... At that time, it was useless for you to want me. Why did you care whether I was alive or dead? If you die, everything will be clean. Anyway, I have long been a damned person. " Bai Mei pulled his finger, word by word. She said it very seriously, she really thought so. If you die, everything will be clean. Anyway, I am already a damn person. But every word is like a sharp knife, poking people's hearts to bleed. Mo Shang felt dizzy and could not help loosening his hand. Ren Baimei sat back. "Why, one year, half a year?" "Because, just need half a year, probably enough to repay..." "Who wants your reward, you should..." Live well... Bai Mei was very considerate and did not distort her meaning. He went on to say, "I am very grateful to you for wanting me to live well, but what is living well? I have no ambition and don't need any great wisdom. One day, I will earn one day. If I don't, I will die. How happy is that? It's rare to have no debt. How nice?" It's not good at all! Mo Shang said in his heart, but he knew that he could not find a reason at all. "Of course, I have accidentally owed you, and I will definitely repay it... I'm sorry, obviously I didn't want to live long at the beginning, but I haven't told you, now I just..." Bai Mei hung his eyes guiltily. "I have no relatives, just a person, and these servants around me are also theirs, so there is really no need to use so many brains, isn't there?" Mo Shang thought for a moment and said, "But I don't understand. I also have no relatives. I have few friends since I was a child. I have been controlled almost all the time. I have only had myself in recent years, but I never felt that I could die and there was no need to live..." "That's different." Bai Mei smiled. "That's different. Your heart is at least alive, and I gave up as early as ten years ago. When the heart dies, there is no need to live." Mo Shiran said, "You said you were only a person, but what if you still have relatives?" Bai Mei wants to say that having relatives is at most this body, not her soul. But instead, it suddenly occurred to her that, in fact, in addition to this Mo Shang Ran and others, she still seemed to owe her relatives in this body. After all, it takes up somebody else's body and the chance to live... Also, if you die, at least the girl who once hugged herself and called herself Xiao Jiu seems to be the elder sister of this body. Is it sad to know? That awakened his voice, hoarse but gentle, if he decided so... Bai Mei's face was a little dignified. Then she said slowly, "You can check it, if there is..." "There must be, so from now on, they will check, I will guard you, and you are not allowed to fool around again!" Don't grind your teeth and say, "Don't you fool around again!" Bai Mei turned his head and looked into her eyes very seriously. Suddenly he asked, "Momo is so kind to me, shouldn't he like me? The somebody else can be a woman oh ~" Don't look livid, hit the table heavily and shouted: "I am serious, I am not joking with you!" Bai Mei shrank his neck and acquiesced in everything, but his heart became heavy. She knew that Mo Shangran was serious. Even, she knows that Anping Yanxuan is serious. But the problem is, she really doesn't know how to force herself to take it seriously. I didn't know until I tried that she could be the best lover, but she couldn't love anyone anymore. I won't love. It's not that I don't want to. But she instinctively runs away and distrusts. Therefore, she did not even dare to stand in front of Anping Yanxuan seriously and said, Give us two a chance to stay together. Because of this, she herself did not dare to believe it. She knew that Anping Yanxuan did not believe her and she was angry, but at the same time she knew that she had never believed him. Love at first sight, such a romantic thing, shouldn't happen in her world. Sauvignon Blanc is easier than staying together for a long time. She can't say to the emperor, give me a chance to make an experiment with you. Therefore, she chose the stupidest, most dangerous and least in line with her character, bypassed the problem for the time being, but did not dare to think further. Just like ever. Instinct and habits, as well as the things you most hope for and fear, collide with each other. It's really bad! Bai Mei wry smile. I don't know if I can pay off my love... The debt of gratitude is the hardest to pay back. And that stupid emperor... The stupid emperor Bai Mei thought was staring blankly at his hand at the moment. Shi Qin stood aside for a long time and finally said, "Your Majesty, I think she is somewhat sincere. Today she has picked it out again. Why are you still unhappy?" An Ping Yan Xuan clasped his five fingers together and opened them again. He said, "Yes, I got everything I wanted, but it was still... Shi Qin. Do you think this is what they said... even if Qi Mei was cited, is it really hard?"