Chapter 33 Lindsay is awake.

'Jonathan!" Lindsay was grabbing his arms, widening her eyes, in pain, saying, 'Plwase help me, Jonathan......Help......" Jonathan stopped looking at Yolanda and soon got Lindsay on the car. For his last look at Yolanda, Yolanda was laughing like she was completely crazy...... The car rushed away in front of Yolanda. Yolanda was laughing , but tears were running down. Jonathan should be sad. Could Lindsay still survive this time, so luckily? If she was dead, Jonathan, I would make you feel that despair again. This time, I hope you will never recover from it...... So.....So that I could die in peace! 'Yolanda!" Timothy ran over, taking her knife. Yolanda saw dark and dark only. These days she had been being brave and now she could no longer do that. She broke down. ...... Yolanda had been locked up for a week. Timothy didn't want this to happen, but he had no choice. She admitted that she killed Lindsay with certainty. She offered no excuse. 'Is Lindsay dead?" Every time he went to visit her, she would ask the same question. Timothy answered truthfully, 'She is not awake yet." Yolanda smiled coldly. That was not bad. It was good to let Jonathan to stay with a vegetable forever. 'Timothy, don't come here again." 'I can't just leave you." Timothy's attitude was obvious. He said, 'I'll get you the best lawyer. As long as you cooperate, you can come out soon." Yolanda smiled disdainfully. Why would she want to get out? It was cold outside, and it was warmer here. 'Yolanda, you cannot keep being like this." Timothy felt that something was wrong with her. At first, he thought it was because of her mother's death so she was too sad. But now, she dad some serious mental problems. Or to say, she locked herself up at a certain corner and she did not want to come out. 'You just go." Yolanda said, holding herself tighter, 'Don't come again." 'Yolanda, you did not lose everything, you've got me." Timothy looked at her carefully, saying, 'I've been waiting for you. From the day I met you, I knew that you are the one that I will spend my life with." Yolanda knew. She knew this whole time and that was why she finally realized that feelings could not be forced. If she could realize that earlier and get out from Jonathan's life earlier, would she end up differently? But it was too late. What is done can't be undone. She got her parents killed indirectly. Even if she was dead, she could not make up for such a crime. She did not want to live anymore. It was so tired and exhausted to live. She did not know what she was living for without parents, love, child. She wanted someone to give her the answer. But she couldn't. She was still loving Jonathan, which made her hurt and suffered the most. She knew it was wrong, but she just could not forget about him. She was almost driven crazy by herself! 'Timothy, I don't deserve you anymore." 'You are still you who has always been in my heart, Yolanda." Yolanda did not make any response and left. The next few days, Timothy still came. And then one day, his answer changed. He said, 'Lindsay is awake." Yolanda broke down completely. She felt her heart was cold. The last energy that was supporting her was drained. A few days later, Lindsay came, siting in front of her, laughing proudly, saying, 'You wanted me dead, but the God did not le that happen. Yolanda, at last you lost anyway." Yolanda smiled miserably. Even the God was so unfair? 'I'm here to tell you that crime of intentional homicide, you will need to be imprisoned for at least five years." Lindsay leaned forward a bit, and raised her eyebrows provocatively, saying, 'When you come out, my child will grown up. Then, how will you fight against me?" Yolanda clenched her hands, saying with her red eyes, 'Lindsay, You are going to get your retribution!" 'Retribution?" Lindsay laughed loudly, 'I never believe in any retribution. You know what? Five years ago, the Field's abhorred my menial status, and didn't allow Jonathan to marry me. So I had to make an accident to make Jonathan feel guilt. Ha, he thought that it was his parents's compulsion that made me suicide. I knew him well so I bet my five years. Five years later when I come back, all I need will be just a lie to make him believe that it was actually an accident. And also because he didn't want to get married for five years, so his parents got worried and didn't disagree him on marrying me. Yolanda, you know well about what I did to myself. Lindsay put her injured part of her face forward, saying, 'To make Jonathan forget about you completely, I would use half of my face to make her feel deeper guilty for me and to make you become enemies. Ha, but don't......" Yolanda was shocked to see her unveil the half of the gauze. Lindsay was satisfied with her surprise, laughing, 'When it's time, I'll tell him that my wound is completely recovered, then I can stay beside him perfectly. And you, is just a murderer." 'Lindsay!"