Chapter 45 I'm here for you, always.

Jonathan didn't wanna stay in the hospital so he went home to rest. He insisted at Yolanda's disapproval. He hoped that the last part of his life would be spent with her. That night, Jonathan held Yolanda tightly until she felt choky. She got up to the bathroom, but was dragged by Jonathan. 'Yolanda." He was afraid that she would not come back after she left. Yolanda clapped his hand, 'I just wanna go to the bathroom. I'll be back in two minutes." Even if she said so, Jonathan was still afraid. He went with her hardly. Yolanda felt that he was a child. Jonathan always stuck to her no matter what she did for the next time. He must looked at her to make sure that she was in his sight, so that he could feel at ease. When Yolanda made breakfast and he waited aside, he would turn his eyes on her without seeing anywhere. 'Yolanda." Jonathan suddenly asked , 'do you still hate me?" Yolanda stopped working and took a deep breath. Hate? Once she hated. She hated him into her world, destroyed it, and finally left, leaving her alone miserable. Even this time, she came back with revenge. When she knew that he was not getting married with Lindsay, and what he did in the past year, she clearly should relieve. But she did not understand what she really thought. Later, she knew from Timothy that he was dying. Only then, did Yolanda realize that her world had completely collapsed. No matter what the final support for her was either love or hate, she knew it all came from Jonathan. She wanted him to fall in love with her, and then she ruthlessly abandoned him. However, at last, it turned out to be the one she had never thought of. Yolanda brought breakfast to him and smiled slightly, 'have breakfast." Jonathan wanna continue to ask, but the doorbell rang. It's Jonathan's parents. Since knowing that Jonathan had cancer, the attitude of Sean changed dramatically. They came almost every day. 'Jonathan, this is a diet made for you by myself. I have consulted. It's good for your health." The eyes of Winnie were swollen for her cry during this time. She looked for counseling everywhere and Sean also contacted experts in this field at home and abroad. 'Your mum got up early to cooked it, no matter whether have an appetite or not, have a little." Sean was strict as usual, but his tone was obviously kinder than before. Jonathan drank the soup a little with a cold face. Winnie held Yolanda's hands and tears streamed down, 'are you Yolanda? You're not..." 'I did come back from the gate of hell. I'm not dead." At that time, she really wanted to die. But Timothy saved her and told her that if she died like this, it would be really worthless. So later he declared her death to everyone, which was contrary to doctor's rule. The body that Jonathan thought it was Yolanda was not Yolanda at all. It was just a woman who had a similar figure to Yolanda. Maybe Jonathan was so heartbroken that he didn't suspect. Or maybe it was because blood covered face that he made him have a mistake. Timothy changed her identity, covering all traces. Then he spent a long time with her before she finally recovered. Winnie didn't ask anymore, just feeling that it was a good thing that she could live well. She also blamed herself for not accepting Yolanda at first, which led to this series of tragedies. How could Yolanda care about it? The two women chatted while Sean coughed aside. He wanted to apologize, but didn't know how to say that. Finally, the relation eased. Seeing off the parents, Jonathan held Yolanda's hands. He was a little cold, but still trying to warm her. Without any words, Yolanda felt unprecedented comfortable. Jonathan went abroad for treatment and Yolanda planned to go together, however... she's pregnant! This made her ecstatic! 'Are you serious?" Yolanda once again assured to the doctor. The doctor nodded, and congratulated, 'in fact, you are very difficult to conceive, but you are pregnant indeed." Yolanda went out of the hospital and wept with joy. She looked up to feel sunshine and thanked God for his care. Finally, Jonathan left something in this world. The child... was enough for her to remember Jonathan all life. When she returned in the evening, she told Jonathan the good news. At that time, Jonathan was lying in bed, and his health was very bad. But hearing the news, he was excited to get out of bed and held her in his arms. Yolanda could feel his excitement through his trembling body. 'It's wonderful, Yolanda." He whispered, voice mixed with self-accusation and happiness. 'I've always regretted it. Now, at last, it's done. I can leave peacefully." 'No." Yolanda buried head in his chest, 'Jonathan, don't give up, will you? Maybe there's another chance. I wanna you to stay with me for a lifetime. Don't leave me alone." Jonathan closed eyes, put his jaw on her head, and said in a low voice, 'I'm too selfish." Then he added, 'at first, I only thought about myself. I believe it's a burden for you to have a child. I know clearly about my dad. He'll rob the child to train him to be a person like me though he doesn't recognize you. I'm too selfish. I just wanna stop these but forget to think about what you wanna do." He planed everything except his feelings. So he couldn't regret when Yolanda was dead. 'It's all over." Yolanda said softly, 'Jonathan, do not mention the past. Let's have a new life together, okay?" Jonathan bowed to kiss her, 'yeah." Then he has been abroad for a long time for treat. Yolanda lived carefully every day, and waited for him. She thought it would take a long time. Her belly was getting bigger and bigger day by day. She waited for his message with trepidation every day, for fear of hearing something bad, and fearing that one day... he would never return any more. On the day of giving birth, she was pushed into the delivery room. At that time, her mood was very complicated for a new life was about to be born. But the father of the child was not around. Yolanda didn't expect Jonathan could be around. So when he suddenly appeared, she incredulously looked at him, 'is it you?? 'It's me." He clenched her hand and replied. The hand was warm and real. Though he was still haggard, he seemed to be better. Auntie Field told her that Jonathan was very active in the treatment and the condition has been very stable, but... the present medicine could not completely cure him. He could only live by his own will. Fortunately, the condition was stable. Jonathan said, 'I'm working hard to live. Yolanda, I will work harder. I promise you," Yolanda gratefully grasped his hands tightly, 'Jonathan, don't leave. Stay with me. I'm afraid." 'I'm here for you, always."