CHAPTER 35

ROD AZRAEL'S POINT OF VIEW I looked at the sky. The skies were as blue as the ocean. The sun was as bright as the stars as the night. The birds were flying freely in the sky. Some birds were chipping happily on the tree. I took a sip of the orange juice that I was holding. After I took a sip,  I put it on the table beside me. "Blaike?" I called him because he was staring in a pointless direction. He seems thinking of something very important. But what is it? "Ha?" He asked me. "Nothing!" I answered. He then looked at me with a confused expression. "Could you repeat your question?" He asked me. I just shook my head and smirked at him. I sat down properly on my chair and looked at him. "You seem thinking something important. Does it disturb you so much that you can't even remember the words I just told you? Come on! You can tell me, " I replied to him. He then looked upon the sky... I was waiting for his answer... I was taking a sip of my orange juice when he spoke up... "I remembered everything!" He blurted out. What is he saying? What does he remember? There were a lot of questions keep appearing inside of my head... "Wha-t?" I asked him,  while continued drinking my orange juice. "I remembered Amelia! I remembered who I was. I remembered the memories that I had lost. Amelia was the person why I was doing this all. She was the person that I loved the most,  the most precious gemstone that I had in my life. She was my lover, " he explained. Hearing those words that came out of his lips. I almost spat out the orange juice I was drinking. So I stop drinking the juice and put it on the table beside me. Everything that I heard was making me curious about Blaike's past life... I mean--- I was been with him for almost four years. But he never mentioned anyone that he loved before. This was the first time he told me anything about Amelia. Wait! Did she say Amelia was his past lover? The person he once loved? Or The person he still loved? Does that mean he knew everything? How could I tell this to our superiors? I was supposed to keep Blaike away from everything that could trigger his memories back. But how could he remember everything? How? And when did it happen? Our superiors were gonna killed me if they found out about this. Because they didn't want to lose Blaike until he still did not finish his mission. "What-t are your plans now?" I asked him in a stammering voice. I wanted to make sure that he would finish his mission first. Before he would reconcile with Amelia. Because if not, I would be the one in danger. Once I did not stop him from leaving the underground society while he still did not finish all his mission. "I wanted to finish my mission first before I leave this organization. So that I could be with Amelia. And spend the rest of my life with her, " he stated. That made me breathe a sigh of relief hearing those words that come out of his lips... "How about Ayeisha?" I immediately asked him. Because we both know that Ayeisha was madly in love with him. But he also know that I loved Ayiesha from the first day that I met her. "You can have her all by yourself. I wanted to kick her out of my mansion,  but I can't since I can see through your eyes that you were in love with her. I was making distance from her,  while she was heartbroken because of me. You can use that opportunity to be by her side. Sooner or later she would be fallen in love within a snap, " Blaike stated. He is such had been a great brother figure to me. All he cares is about me,  even though I hated him before for being harsh to Ayeisha. Now it all came to me that he was doing that to make Ayeisha hate him and unlove him. I took a deep sigh and breath... "I would go now! Rod. Make sure to make Ayeisha fall in love with you. I wanted to finish my last mission to be with Amelia, " he happily told me. I just nodded at him... I just looked at his back while he was walking away from me. I get the glass of orange juice on the table beside me. And drank it,  until it was out of juice. I wanted to go and find Ayeisha... ************************************** These last few weeks were awesome. Ayeisha and I hang around and I didn't see Blaike around the mansion anymore. Maybe he was busy doing the mission. Ayiesha was starting to move on from Blaike. I would like to make sure that I am the one that was on his side by the time she had moved on. Maybe all my efforts would have some great blessings someday. And I would wait for that day to come even if it would take some months or years to happen. Ayeisha was the first person that I loved since the day that my former lover died 5 years ago. And I didn't want to remember that past of mine. Today,  I was preparing the clean cloth that I would on the grass so we could sit down here. I am planning to have a romantic picnic on a starry night. Just the two of us,  when all of the people us already sleeping and no noise could ever bother the both of us. It was not so romantic,  but  Ayeisha loved this kind of setup. That is why this is the thing that I was preparing for us. After I lay the cloth on the ground. I also put the food on a clean cloth. And then I heard Ayeisha walking towards my position. "Rod, what is all this?" She happily asked me. I could see a smile form on her lips. The smile that was formed almost gets high on the clouds. "Dont you like it?" I asked her. "No! I love it, " she happily replied. I took a deep breath and sighed... I could finally have a sigh of relief... Imagine this was the moment I have always been waiting for this. This was the time that I've been wanting to be alone with her. I've been calming myself down. Because I want to make myself calm as I was talking to her. I don't want to be seen as nervous around her. I looked upon the sky the moon was shining above like the sun. There were thousands of stars twinkling in the skies. The bright moon gives us the light to see our surroundings. The cold winds touch my skin,  which almost makes me shiver. I looked at Ayiesha that wore a crop top that almost pop-out her big chest. That makes her skin reveals a little. "Are you cold?" I asked her since she was not wearing any jacket. I was about to grab the jacket to hand it over to her. "No! I am okay. Thank you!" She stated. I then put the jacket beside the other jacket that I also brought. I bring two jackets,  one for me,  and one for Ayiesha. So we have something to wear and use in case we needed it. "Are you hungry? We could start eating, " I recommended to her before the atmosphere became awkward because we are both becoming silent. I stared at Ayeisha as she was talking a spoon of graham and putting it inside of her mouth. She had dark brown eyes,  thick eyebrows,  and long eyelashes. Her pointed nose makes her face shape even more attractive. Her pinkish lips that anyone would desire to kiss. The length of her straight long hair flips as the wind blows. "Is there something wrong?" Ayiesha blurted out. But I was out of myself like I had my world that is why I can't respond to her. "Hey! Rod, " she called my name and tapped my shoulder. "Wha-t?" I immediately responded when I came back to my senses. She already finished eating and I was too. But she seems to notice that I was staring at her gorgeous geek face. I can't stop myself from admiring her. She was too gorgeous and my heart can't stop admiring her. Even though I looked away,  my eyes still wanted to see her and looked hee her face. I pinched myself secretly and looked away. "Do you want some wine?" I asked her as I changed the topic because I don't want to make the atmosphere awkward for us again. "Sure, " she replied. I opened the glass of wine and handed her one glass that was full of wine. She gladly accepted and took a sip of it. From now on,  I would not stop myself from loving Ayiesha. I would pursue my feelings for her. "Thank you for always being there with me. I don't know what I am gonna do without you,  Rod. Thank you so much!" Ayeisha thanked.