Never Ends

'What are you doing here?" I ask as I don't remember him saying he would come here today 'I just want to spend my Saturday with you. You don't want me here?" Sebastian asks 'I do, it's just that I'm surprised that you still have time for me" I say as I leave him on the door 'Kristen, Baby." He says sadly 'No, its fine. Come in" I tell him and he sighs as he follows me wherever I go 'I'm not sure I'll be able to spend time with you today, I have house chores" 'It's fine. I could help you" 'Are you sure you don't have anywhere to attend to?" He shakes his head and carries the laundry basket. 'Nope. Just you and me today" Then we started doing house chores. We were quiet working around, no talking, then my phone rang. 'Hey Mathew" I answer and look at Sebastian who was glaring at me 'Oh no it's not Mathew, it's Kyle. My phone died and I wanted to check if you're busy today? Can I come over?" 'Oh Kyle. Uhm, I'm on house chores" I say apologetically 'I'll help just like old times" he says 'Uhm, Seba----" my phone was taken away from me 'It's fine. I'm here" Sebastian says I don't know what he said but they exchanged a few lines before hanging up. Sebastian puts down the phone and stares at me. 'So, he helps you with house chores?" he asks 'Yes. I don't see any problem with that" I tell him as I walk past him. 'I do have a problem with that. We've been dating for like 3 months now, and every week you do house chores, you do it with him?" 'Yes. I always try to call you but you keep turning down my calls every time I do. So, I didn't bother your precious time with your friend" 'Kristen, I don't receive calls, no messages either" 'Well, then maybe---" he cuts me off 'Here we go again. She wouldn't do that" 'Then if not her then you? That's the only choice. You or her." 'How many times do I have to tell you, I don't know what you are talking about." 'Then it's a ghost then?" I ask 'I don't know but she wouldn't do that and I would have picked it up" 'Then I'm lying?" 'It's not what I mean" 'Then what?" He sighs and hold me. 'Look, I don't know what's going on but I will find out. The next time you call, I will pick it up and whenever you send me a message I would reply. I promise" he tells me He hugs me and I hug him back. 'I don't want to ruin what we have. It's special to me but if you keep hurting me this way. I don't know what would happen to me" I tell him as tears came running down my face 'You helped me get through my fear of the rain and I don't want to lose you" I tell him 'You won't. I'm sorry if I keep on hurting you. I didn't even realize I did. I will make it up to you and tell you the truth no matter what happens. Me and Bianca are just friends, if I did like her, we never should have broken up" he explains I nod. 'I trust you" 'Come on, let's finish work and do whatever you like to do today." He says as he shows me that he is turning off his phone I smile. 'I'll show you how to do laundry without a washing machine." He raised his eyebrows. 'It'll be fun. I promise." I tell him 'Fine." He says and I chuckled Then I started showing him how. 'You get it now?" 'Yeah, I think so, but this hurts my back and my poor hands" he says and I laugh I accidentally, soaked him with water. 'Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry!" I tell him as I laugh He looked at me, 'Really. It's not funny" He looked serious, then I felt sad. Then suddenly, he picked up the bucket full of water and poured it to me. 'Ahhhh" I shrieked 'How could you!" I tell him and he was laughing 'You started it!" he says 'Okay then" I say and we played with the water. Well, so much for doing chores today We played with water for a while then, when it was getting cold, we went in and used the washing machine instead. Not long we finished laundry and other stuff we need to do today. I took some of Ian's clothes for him to wear and I also changed mine. When I was done, I found him on the couch, with popcorn and some dvd's He tapped the sit beside him and I sat down, I got cozy with him. I kiss his lips lightly. 'I hope this never ends" 'It won't, as long as we stay with each other no matter what happens" he says We got to watch the whole insidious movies, we were both focused on the story because it was a little bit confusing but then when we reached the end, we finally got it. 'What if one day, I'll tell you, I don't want to be with you anymore?" I asked out of nowhere He lets go and looks at me raising one eyebrow. 'Why would you ask that unless you're planning to leave me?" 'It's not like that, silly" I laugh slapping his chest 'It's just….what if I tell you that? Would you let me go?" I ask 'Is there something wrong? Did I do something again? If it's about Bianca…." I cut him off 'It's not about anyone. I'm just asking you stop being over dramatic" I laugh 'Then no, I won't" he says and I snuggled to him. I wanted to hear that but at the same that, it was the answer I was afraid of. We stayed silent for a while then he spoke. 'When the first time I saw you, I fell in-love with you. Then later when we got together, I thought it's just another relationship where it would end, me getting tired of this shit, but I didn't think you'd be this important to me. I don't want to lose you and I also hope this never ends" 'We both won't lose each other. As long as we choose to stay. Everything is a choice" I tell him and found him smiling at me 'Yeah, everything is a choice" he repeats and kisses me passionately We were making out and just loving the moment when Ian decides to disturb us. 'Gosh, how many times do I have to catch you chewing my sister?" he says dropping his bag 'And in my clothes" he points out 'You could learn how to knock" I tell him as I pick up the dirty dishes on the table and put them in the sink. 'Well, we had fun. Kristen, I'll go back to grandma's. See you tomorrow?" he says and I nod He kisses my forehead and stole a peck. He laughs and runs towards the door. 'Bye, Brother-in-law" he shouts and Ian slams the door. I chuckled. 'You're back" I say 'Yes, I am. I'll be staying here for a while. They keep on fighting. I don't even understand what they are talking about" 'That's fine. You're always welcome here" I tell him He stayed quiet for a while. 'Are you sure it's okay for you to stay in a relationship, with your condition still----" I cut him off 'As of now, I am cured. I want to live like a normal teenager. Please, just let me" I tell him 'I'm just worried about you. You tend to keep secrets from me, from everyone else" 'I won't keep anything from you, from now on. So, please trust me just this time" 'What if he hurts you?" 'Then you decide for me" I tell him, he didn't say anything at first but later on he agreed. After dinner, we decided watch a movie. I asked him about his lovelife, because it's seems pretty boring. 'Why don't you go out on a date?" I ask him 'I just don't want to" he answers 'You're old. And still no girlfriend" 'I want to make sure you're okay first and then after maybe I would. I don't want spending so much time with her, how about you then?" 'I love you too, Ian" I tell him and he rolled his eyes 'But you need to at least find people you can go out with. Enjoy your life" 'I will but not now maybe soon…." Then he paused and I looked at him 'I would get a girlfriend, if…" 'What now" I tell him as I don't like the look on his face 'If you come home with me and tell dad everything" 'Hell no, I'd rather see you be single for life than letting him know" I say and got up 'But" I cut him off 'No buts! Good Night, my dear sweet brother!" I yell and close the door behind me I took a deep breathe, not in hell I would let him be a part of my life again. Not again.