Not a Villain

Sebastian's POV 'It's been what, 3 months. Are you sure you can find her? Because I can clearly see that you can't-----" He cuts me off 'What you think I'm not trying? And just I am playing with you just so you could stay here?" 'Yes" I tell my dad honestly 'Look, I am trying, and whenever we have something, its like she disappears. She doesn't want to be found….by you. Isn't that clear enough for you? Can't you just move on?" he says 'No! I will never let her go!" I shout 'Don't tell me to move on because you never once experienced losing someone you love and if you tell me now that you loved my mom, don't. Because if it weren't for you and your busy fucking schedule, she wouldn't have ran away with my sister and got into that accident" 'She didn't ran away. How many times do I have tell you that? Yes, she was mad at me for not having enough time for our family but that day, she went out because……" he pauses 'Because what? You're just going to lie to me again" 'Nevermind, no matter what I tell you, you won't believe me anyway." He says I just scoffed and we both went silent. Then after a few minutes, he cleared his throat. 'I have a feeling, that they are hiding her from you. From my people" I raised my eyebrow 'Who?" 'Who else? Her family. Do you think I can't find her if she's alone and no one goes out for her groceries? That's impossible. Even deliveries none" Come to think of it. I haven't seen Ian in awhile and when I do, he's doing fine. He's not even worried about her. I stood up ready to leave. 'Where are you going?" my dad asks 'Where else. To their house" I say and left without waiting for his reply. I went to my car and found, Bianca there standing waiting for me. 'What are you doing here?" I ask 'I haven't seen you in a while. I'm just worried about you." She says 'Come on, I'm going to take you home" I say When we both were in the car. I took a few minutes before driving away. 'Where are you going? I want to go with you. I---I don't want to go home" She says 'Something wrong at your house again?" I ask 'Yeah" she says sadly I held her hand while my other hand is on the steering wheel. I squeezed It reassuringly. 'Okay but no matter what happens, don't go down from the car. You wait for me here" She nods 'Where are you going?" 'To Kristen's. I want to know if she's there" 'Oh, you haven't given up yet" 'No. And I will never give up, not until she faces me. Even though she doesn't want to see me. I haven't heard her say she loves me, and I'm not going to stop until I hear it" This time, she squeezed my hand in a comforting way. Bianca's POV I squeezed his hands. And gathered every strength I have. I love you" I say and looking at him, waiting for him to say something 'Yeah I know. And I love you too. I will always be your friend and your one call away" He answers He looks at me and I forced out a smile. He will never love you the way he loves her. He will never do the things he does for her, for you. You're just his friend. And no matter how hard you try, he will never be yours. I tell myself. When the car stopped. He went down and reminded me not to go down. I look at him and he was shouting outside her house. Begging her to come out. A tear left my eye. 'Why can't you just love me? I have been always there for you. Not once did I ever try to hurt you. Why can't it be just me?" I tell as I watch him talking to her brother. I ruined their moment every time, they always fight about me because he abandons her because of me. But still he always loved her. Whenever he comes to me, he never fails to mention her. Kristen here, Kristen that. I needed to pretend that there's something wrong at my house just to see him. My dad even told me to stop using that trick. But still, I can't help it. Then when he was pushed down and was punched. I immediately came down to see him. 'Sebastian!" I shout and ran towards him. Her brother scoffed. Ian was his name if I remember correctly. 'You ran here, caused a scene and everything. Do you really want to apologize to her? Or did you just came here to show off your relationship with her?" He says I glared at him. 'He went here to apologize, I was just here to help him and be there for him as his friend" I say 'As his friend" he repeats in a sarcastic way. 'Then tell your friend that my sister is not here. She's been gone for almost 3 months because of what you both did." He spat and turn around to walk away Then he stops. 'Bianca, is it? I suggest you tell everyone the truth as soon as you can, it might ruin you and your relationship with your friend" he says and I froze He went in leaving us both on the ground. 'What was he saying? Are you hiding something from me?" Sebastian asks 'I don't know what he was talking about" I say confidently 'Are you sure? Because it seems like you were hiding something" 'C—Can we just go home. I do not feel well after that commotion" I say He sighs and I helped him up and went to his car. 'I told you not to go out. It caused me more trouble" he says as I put ice on his cheek 'I---I'm sorry. I just couldn't just sit there and do nothing while you were being punched" 'Even if they'd kill me, I would accept that. Just to make them believed I am honest and sorry for my mistakes" 'You'd do anything for her do you?" I say as he took the ice pack 'Anything" He says as tears falls and he leans on the couch, trying to prevent the tears from his eyes from falling I felt an ache in my heart. I've been trying to convince him to get back together in these 3 months but still, he still wants her. 'I'm going home now. You better treat that, okay? Call me if you need anything." I say 'Thanks again Bianca. You're a good friend" I smiled and nod. I went out and started to drive away. When I got home, I immediately went to my room and sat on the edge of my bed. 'Thanks again Bianca. You're a good friend" I recall his words. Now I even feel more guilty. I should've listened to my dad, I shouldn't have trick him. 'Sweetie" my mom's voice rings in my ears 'Mom" I whisper and tears fell down immediately She hugged me. 'I never should've trick him, now I'm guilty. I don't even know if I still can see his face" I tell her She sighed 'It's my fault. I gave you that idea. If only I knew it would still end the same, I never should've pushed you to do that" I shake my head 'It's my fault mom. I did it. But now I realized, no matter what I do, he's never going to love me more than a friend should" 'Oh sweetie. Someday, you'll find a man who's worth every tear you shed and sees your worth." She says and hugged me 'like dad?" I ask her and she nods 'Like your dad" she repeats and we just stayed there until my mind got off of the problem. 'Mom, I think I should apologize to Kristen, don't you think?" I ask 'If it would make you feel better then I support you on it" 'But no one can find her" I say sadly 'We'll just have to wait. For now, just be there for Sebastian, he needs a friend now more than anything." My mom says and I nod Soon after, we ate dinner with dad. It was nice and peaceful, it was the first time, we have laughed so hard and just smiling at each other. I held their hands. 'I love you both" 'And we love you too sweetheart" my dad says and I stand up to hug them both I will apologize to the both of them, starting with Kristen first. For just everything. Even if it meant losing the man I love.