Is this it?

Sebastian's POV "I waited for you every fucking day. I love you still but you don't, you just left me here without nothing to do but to wait and wait. Why did you leave me?!" I shouted the last part She balled her fist " I left because it was the best for the both of us, not because I stopped loving you!" "You love me?" out of all she said, that's the only words I wished to hear, and after a year, I finally heard it Her lips parted and closed again. She also cannot believe what she just said. I didn't expect that either. She licked her lips and bit her lip then said "you know what, let's just stop whatever this is" and she walked away but I grab her and hugged her from behind. "You just said you love me and now you're walking away from me? How could you?" I whisper and feel my voice breaking " I love you and I meant it" I whisper to her then she turns around and looked at me with anger in her eyes. "You made me believe this stupid lie that you love me!" she scoffed and laughed sarcastically "You know what? I was just stupid to believe you. This..." she raises her hands "this is all just a lie, a fantasy I kept telling myself." She continued. "Give me another chance and I'll show you that I have already realized what I did wrong. I'm so sorry I trusted her…I'm so sorry that I didn't believe you then. you can slap me or punch me but please just don't leave me again" She shakes her head 'How dare you ask me not to leave you. How dare you demand something you can't even do in the first place. Choosing her over me, that moment, it was the same as leaving me" 'I know what I did wrong this time but please, I beg you, give me another chance" I beg She shakes her head again but stayed quiet, She's looking down and I was just staring at her caressing her arms. Neither of us talked. then the door opened. "I was looking everywhere for you. Don't you know how worried I have been?" he said taking her away from me "I'm sorry. Let's just go back outside. Did dad call yet?" she asks. "Yes, we were worried about you...Now come on" they were talking like I wasn't even here. "We were just talking" I say She went out first and he followed her. but before he could leave... "We just talked" I said again " I don't care. You can't be near hear and touch even a strand of her hair, after everything that you did, I don't think I could ever forgive you for it" he says and walks out slamming the door. Then my mind went off to what happened earlier. FLASHBACK "Are you okay?" I asked Bianca "Sebastian, she didn't push me. I fell down on my own. I was apologizing and telling her what happened before. How I tricked her" she says "Trick her?" I asked "I'm sorry Sebastian. I texted her to come here then to see you with me. She was right of all the things you thought she accused me of. I did it all. So she would back off and leave you..I didn't think straight. I was selfish then. Please. forgive me" "What?" I say not finding my voice to talk more. I stare at her disappointed, hurt and angry. "You fucking set me…up before and she told me but I didn't believe her. I was fucking stupid to believe you" "I know. I'm sorry. I didn't know this would end this way. I explained everything to her that's why she was so mad but even though she was…She didn't hurt me. I fell down on my own" She tries to hold me but I backed away. "Don't you ever let me see your face again" And then ran away to find Kristen the I saw her leaning on a wall holding her chest eyes closed. I pulled her in a room. END OF FLASHBACK. Anger filled me. I want to punch something, someone, or just anything. I went to find Bianca again and found her with her friends, she was crying. I slammed the table 'Oh stop with that fake crying!" I shouted at her 'Sebastian, you can talk to her later, not now" One of her friends says 'All of you leave us!" 'No, we won't leave her with you, now that you're angry" 'I don't hit girls. I just want to talk to her" I say gritted teeth 'It's fine, girls. I'll be with you in a minute" Bianca says and they sighed and left us I sat opposite to her. 'Stop pretending, it's not going to work anymore" I tell her as calmly as I could 'I'm really sorry this time" She says sniffing and wiping her tears I scoffed 'I assume all that breakdown before were also part of the act" 'Yes and I'm sorry. I wanted to show her no matter what she does, I'll always be the one you choose and I thought I could get you back. I'm sorry" 'You got what you wanted, happy now? I can't believe I trusted you. Everytime, she sent me a message, called me, she told me it was you who ends them and deleted them, all this time she was telling the truth" 'I'm sorry Sebastian, I'm so sorry. I realized now that it's her that you love not me. I want to help you" 'No. I won't ever trust you anymore. Do you think your sorry now, changes anything? I don't want to see your face, I fucking hate you. I suggest you find new friends." I say and stood up and leave her there I went to Abby and Darius. 'I told you, she had done things like that but you didn't believe me" Darius says 'I was so mad at you. I couldn't find her. But then after 3 or like 4 months she called me, I knew where she was and I didn't tell you because I don't like you for her" Abby says truthfully 'I know I messed up big time and if I could turn back the time----" 'But you can't" Abby cuts me off 'You can't do anything to make this right. All you can do now is either make her forgive you or let her go completely. Like what she always tells me, everything is a choice and I bet she also told you that before" 'I know" I smiled 'That's why I choose to not let her go. I would go through hell everyday just to make up to her. Even if it takes me years just so I could have her back. Hell, even if she gets married, I'd steal her away" Abby smirks. 'I don't know how will you do that but be my guest" 'We should make a bet babe. I bet they'd get back together" 'Well, I think they won't. A relationship with no label, yes, they would end like that" Abby says 'I can't believe you two are making a bet over this." I say 'Well, you should go to her now and try to persuade her family first, because I think, they want Kyle. And now, they are going to have dinner with him, at their house" 'How will I do that?!" 'Well, your grandma, went there this morning, I heard. I think you could take that as an opp---" I didn't let her finish. I only I knew, Grandma was talking about Kristen this morning I would have beg her to let me go with her. I should, talk to her first about that.