Hide n' Seek

Sebastian's POV I didn't even know I fell asleep. I need her. No, I want her to be with me, I need her to be with me, I love her. 'Who the fuck is it?" I shout at the door, someone kept knocking 'It's me! Open up!" a voice, I can't seem to recognize I groaned and stood up to open the door. Bianca. 'What are you doing here?" I ask in a cold voice 'I came to see you. I know the break up didn't go well. I'm your friend, I should be there for you" I didn't answer and just let her be. I went to the bathroom to shower and change my clothes. 'Let's go. I don't want to wait for my Dad to scold me" I tell her and went out, not even looking back if she was following. 'So, uhm, I thought we could go on a vacation to get your mind off of it" 'I'll win her back, so no" I simply say and continued driving 'Oh, uhhh Okay" she just answers and the drive was not long but it seemed long. I didn't know where to go but Bianca dragged me over to their table. I was not listening to any of their conversation as it does not interest me. My mind is just wandering off to Kristen. The words she said and how hurt she was. I run my fingers through my hair frustratingly. I was hoping I could see her today and just beg forgiveness. I will never stop until she forgives me and be with me again. I have never felt so in-love before, I am never going to let her go just like this. Then the announcement bell rang, the moment I Abby's angry eyes met mine. ---Good Morning students, this is a sad news. Unfortunately, your President Ms. Kristen Miles will not be able to lead any school activities anymore and will be replaced by Ms. Abby Martins. She opted to be home schooled due to personal issues and reasons. That is all for today, enjoy the rest of the day--- She just stared at me the whole time. And her eyes went for Bianca and the anger in her eyes turned into flames. Flames that can never be extinguished. She strides over and startled everyone with her hands slamming the table. 'What the f-----" She cuts Bianca before she could swear 'I dare you continue. You're not the one I need so better shut your mouth you spoiled bitch" I was supposed to say something, but my mind and heart says no, let her talk. 'What did you do to her!" Abby asks 'I----I---" I don't know what to say, and I really don't know how to defend myself this time because it's really my fault 'What cat got your tongue?" then she glares at me 'Don't talk to him like that, he's also sad about this" Bianca tries to defend me 'I told you not to talk. This is between me and him. One more word from the fucking mouth and I'll kick you right here" she threatens 'Don't tell me your sad about this. She's the reason why you got messed up, why your relationship ended and now I see you with this bitch sitting down here like nothing happened!" 'I will make this right." I just manage to say, disregarding the other things she said, because I really want to make everything right 'Make this right? Where will you find her then? At her house?" I scoffed 'Well tough luck, she's not there anymore. Congratulations for ruining her life" She says and walked away. 'Abby wait!" I holler at her but she didn't turn around. What does she mean? She's not there? What? I stood up and ready to leave when Bianca stopped me. 'Where are you going?" She asks, I didn't answer her and just brushed her off I ran to my car and drove away as fast as I can to her house. Only to find, Ian and other guys carrying a bunch of stuff out. I got down and guys passing me buy with boxes. 'Ian" I say but he pretends not to hear me 'Yes, everything. But except those right there, she will be using those when she gets back" he says I felt relieved after hearing she will be back. 'Ian, please just talk to me. I need to see her" I say 'You don't need to see her. Stay away from her, she doesn't need you anymore" he says as he walks and doesn't look back 'Please Ian, I beg you. I will make this right" I beg He turns around and sighed. 'Look, no matter where you look for her, you won't be able to find her. She left. Here read this. Even we don't know where she is, she just instructed me here" he says as he hands me a letter 'She doesn't even mention you after disappearing, so I suggest you stay out of my way and leave her alone." He scoffs and then walks away I open the paper and indeed she instructed everything that he was doing right now. No part in the letter, even my name wasn't mentioned. I watch as the movers drives away, I screamed at the top of my lungs, then suddenly it rained so heavy. Now I know crying the rain feels like. With so much pain in your heart, it really does something with your entire body that every part of you shuts off. 'Sebastian" I look up to see my grandmother, Melody holding an umbrella for me. 'Grandma" I say feeling my voice breaking 'I---I really lost her this time. I lost her grandma" I whisper crying She stoops down to hug me and holds the umbrella. 'Let's go in first. I don't want you to get sick" she says I can't feel anything anymore, I feel so numb. But I managed to stand up and follow her to her house. She hands me a towel and we both sit down. She cups my face and hugs me tight. 'Oh sweetie" she says and I just cried like a baby 'She called and said sorry that she couldn't keep her promise" she says and I look at her 'She called? What promise? The number, can you give it to me?" I ask 'She did, two hours ago. She couldn't keep her promise to stay with you because she told me she couldn't stay with a person who can't choose her" she says and my heart that just broke into million pieces, broke again. And I never knew it was possible to break an already broken heart. 'Why can't you believe her?" Grandma suddenly asks 'Don't say that you do because like Kristen told me 'He chose her twenty fucking times over"" she says repeating what Kristen told her over the phone 'It's not that. It's just crazy, no matter how crazy Bianca is, she wouldn't do that" I say 'Well sweetie" she says standing up 'When the truth comes out, you'll regret everything you did and everything you told her. I know a liar when I see one, believe me, I have experienced a lot in this lifetime" I didn't answer. There's really no way she could do that. Can she? 'You should go to your room and rest. I can sense you'll be sick after that tantrum you had in the rain. Chop, chop!" she says I stood up and dragged myself into my room. I changed my clothes and just stayed in my bed. My phone kept ringing. I knew it's Bianca, I left, and didn't care about the classes I would miss. Why would I care about those, I should be thinking on how to find her. Then an Idea found its way to my mind. I know I shouldn't, he'd be happy that I called but then I still hate him for what happened to my mom and sister. But he's the only way. I fish out my phone and stared at his number. Should I? I should. As soon as I dialed his number, he immediately answered. 'Dad" 'Uhm, Oh, hey son. I'm sorry. I'm so awkward, it's my first time picking up a call from you" 'There's something I ask of you" 'Tell me anything, I could give it to you. In one condition" 'What's the condition first?" I ask, I know it would be living there with him, but if it's the only way to find her then I will 'Live here with me" he says See? I rub my forehead and rested my elbows on my legs. 'Fine. Then I need your help" I immediately say 'What is it?" 'I need help finding my girlfriend" I say and pause 'I need your help to find Kristen" 'Consider it done" he says As soon as he said that, I hung up. He better find her, as soon as he does, I'll leave his damn house again.