28- All Emotions

Red shut her eyes, losing her senses in an unfathomable allure, losing her mind and letting her emotions take over as she couldn't control herself and this happened. Red moved her lips upon his, holding him tightly as her last support. Lucifer, who was too staggered to move, remained still. His heart stopped the peculiar moment when she pressed her lips upon his. His mind went blank, and couldn't grasp her abrupt intentions. Red realized what she was doing and pulled away immediately, flushed and made an almost crying face with a gasp. "Lucifer... I.. didn't m-mean to... It.. it was u-unintentional.. I-" Before she could speak further, Lucifer moved closer and lifted her waist, wrapping his free hand around her neck and kissed her again! Lucifer kissed her passionately, moving his hand to her hair and pulling it, making her moan. Letting out his overflowing urges which were ignited by Red's one action and Lucifer lost himself in the incomprehensible temptation. "Lucifer..." Red moaned, holding his shoulders tightly. "I didn't mean it." She said breathlessly. Lucifer growled, tightening his grip over her, Red quavered making a disquiet face while lowering her head in shame. "You started it yourself and I will end it myself." He scowled, letting go of her waist and wrapping her legs around his waist as he pulled her as close as he could and kissed her neck intensely. It wasn't unfavorable on their sides to pull away but knowing it shouldn't happen as the guilt could break everything was clear and there's nothing they can do because the enticement took over and they can't pull away from it. 'Please stop me.' They both thought and Red mustered the courage to do it. "Please stop, Lucifer." She whispered. "Why would I?" He hissed, holding her fiercely. "Because I want to stop." Red said, averting her gaze. "And what if I don't?" "And what if I do?" She asked with an apprehensive gulp. Lucifer growled and let her go walking out. Red came after him, calling him. "Lucifer, I am sorry. I swear I didn't mean to trigger anything." Lucifer stopped and turned to her. He grabbed her arm harshly and pulled her close. "Don't you fucking dare to touch me again." He snarled and pushed her away, leaving her all alone in penitence. "Lucifer, listen to me. Please! I am sorry!" Red shouted but he left. Red cursed under her breath and scowled, pulling her hairs as she sat under a tree, holding her knees close to her chest. "What have I done!? Why did I ruin our smooth relationship?! Everything was going so well." Red said as she began to cry when the droplets of rain began to fall mixing her tears with the water as she continued to cry. Not knowing the way back and her mind was frozen in repentance so she didn't bother to go anywhere and continued to cry in the rain. Lucifer came back to the villa and was looking at the rain in extreme fury, "What does she think of herself?! Kiss me whenever wherever she wants!?" He growled under his breath. "If I am not saying anything that doesn't mean I won't do anything and what is wrong with me!? Who told me to kiss her?!" He shouted, losing his mind. "How can I give into my desires and show what I actually feel- both of us can go to hell! WHO THE HELL TOLD ME TO KISS HER AGAIN!?" Lucifer punched the wall, frustrated and growling, pacing around, cursing himself and Red, wanting to get it out of his mind and not affect it but it clearly did. He was lost in extreme fury, wanting to eradicate his memory from his mind and pretend it never happened so it won't affect his bond with Red because he cannot afford losing it. After an hour of trying to calm his anger, Lucifer went to Red's room. Thinking she might have come home and they would sort the matter out by talking but she wasn't there and it made him worried to not find her in the villa anywhere as he began to look for her. "Red? Red!" Lucifer got an umbrella, looking for Red in the heavy rain. "Red!" He called her looking desperately for her. "Red! Where are you!?" "I swear I won't be angry or let it affect our relationship, Red! Please!" Lucifer shouted, dreading for her and ended up coming where he left her and saw her crying under a tree. "Red! What are you doing here? Why didn't you come back? I was so worried about you!" He scolded, shaking her a little to drag her from her thoughts. Red sniffed and looked at him and hugged him quickly, "I am sorry, Lucifer. Please forgive me. I didn't mean to do it. I-I have no here, p-please don't be a-angry with me." "I don't want to be left alone... I promise I won't do anything of this sort again but please forgive me." Red cried loudly. Holding his shirt desperately, letting out her tears. Lucifer hesitantly let go of the umbrella and wrapped his arms around her and rubbed her back. "R-Red... Don't cry." He whispered. "It's okay. I am not angry at you. I am also at fault, I am sorry too." He held her close as she continued to cry in his embrace, "Please don't leave me alone. I have no one here." "I will never leave you alone, Red. I promise I will send you back to your home, don't worry. It's okay, let's forget it." "Y-You are n-not angry? Please tell me you are n-not." Red asked with her trembling lips, soaked in the rain. Lucifer cupped her cheeks and whispered, "I am not. Let's go back." Lucifer passed her a faint smile. Red sneezed and he noticed her condition. "Red you are soaked completely." He said worriedly, snaking his arms around her and picked her like a bridal style and she continued to sob softly in his chest. "Red, don't cry... please." Lucifer said reassuringly, taking her back. "I am afraid of being alone... T-that's why I came here... I-I was terrified, I was alone.. It was scary... I-I don't want to be a-alone again." Red shuddered, telling about her fright. "I won't leave you alone, I promise." "Lucifer... I am scared to lose you like I lost my father..." Red said, holding his shirt. Lucifer looked at Red sympathetically. 'How come I never noticed my worth in her eyes before?' He thought, holding her close. "I-I waited for him... but he never came back. Please don't be like him.. Please don't leave and never come back." "Red, why do you think like this? I would never leave you, there's nothing to be afraid of. It was a talk of a moment, let's forget it." Lucifer said softly, taking her back. "Tell me no matter what, you will come to me." Red said, holding him tightly, desperate, breathless, anguished. "Red. I promise, I will." Lucifer passed her a smile, providing her reassurance. They didn't talk after it and returned home. Red washed herself while Lucifer set the fireplace for her. When she came, Lucifer glared at her, he gave her a cup of hot chocolate and made her sit near the fire. "Are you crazy? What if something happened to you? Why didn't you come back? I was worried sick about you!" He shouted. "Millions of thoughts roamed in my mind, what if something happened? What would I do then?" He continued worriedly. "I went to your room to sort out this matter and found the princess is not home. Do you have any idea how frightened I was?!" Lucifer scolded her. 'I would never forgive myself, If a scratch appeared on your skin because of me.' "I.. didn't know the way back." Red whispered innocently, looking down. "Red fights and anger aside, I can't let you go. You are my responsibility and I can't let anything hurt you." "Thank you, for caring so much about me and coming back." Red smiled, holding the cup tightly. "Of course I'd come back, what if you get hurt?" He said, concerned. 'Please don't force me to think: Why does someone like you but not you?' Red thought and bit her bottom lip nervously. "..- Or else The next headline would be that Iris Grave froze to death." Red chuckled when she heard it but Lucifer glared at her to shut her. She put her index finger on her lips and passed him a faint smile. "Okay, I get it you took my first kiss but that doesn't mean I will be angry at you forever." Lucifer said. "Wait a minute, was that your first kiss?" Red asked in disbelief. "I never had a girlfriend, remember?" He shrugged. "How can you be so good at it?" "Enough. Let's pretend it never happened." "So... you forgave me." "Of course!" Red grinned and hugged Lucifer. "Yay! I love you so much! You are the best." "Okay, okay. I guess that's enough." Lucifer sighed and pulled her away. "By the way, Mine didn't hold any meaning." 'Maybe.' Red said. "Mine too." 'I poured all my emotions'. Lucifer smiled.