Chapter 046

"You're stubborn, she knows that her finger has a wound. Do you see this? Vienna, it won't get better," he said, annoyed. I stared at him, it's a good thing he didn't see me. Is he concerned? But why is he mean to me? Hmmp! "Why? I just want to help," I replied and he suddenly looked at me. "You helped but your wound won't heal. It should be fine on Monday, when I check it again and it still doesn't heal, you're dead." "Are you concerned? And you're scaring me? I'll punch you there," I replied annoyed but he just laughed at me. This is his laugh again but I'm not happy, I'm annoyed. He started treating my wound and I couldn't help but smile because of what he was doing. Even though he's scolded me, he is still concerned about me. "Sebastian.." I called his name. But he didn't look at me and just seriously treated my wound. "What you said in the cafeteria, is that true?" I asked, then he looked up at me. "Which of it?" he also asked. "The one you said that you like me," I said softly. Why did I ask this? I just want to know if what he said is true. If he likes me because I look like his ex-girlfriend. "Is it because she looks like me? She's not just your friend, is she?" I added and suddenly his forehead wrinkled. "What do you mean? Did Britt tell you?" he asked seriously. Me and my big mouth! He's angry, he's very sensitive about it. "Yes but don't be mad at him, he just answered my questions," I replied. I just bowed down, it's annoying! I hope I didn't mention that. "Don't think about what I told you in the cafeteria, just forget it. I'll go to my room for a while, we'll practice again when I get back here," then he left. Why was I disappointed in his answer? Shouldn't I be happy because I finally found out that he doesn't like me? But why does he seem to be ordering me to just forget about it? Suddenly my phone rang, it was Mother Selda. It's a good thing she called me, I really need to talk to her. "Hello, Mother Selda," I said after I answered her call. (Vienna, I called because Armando said you were looking for me and you wanted to talk to me. But you're not here at home, your brother said that you're in the orphanage) "Yes, I need to talk to you, Mother Selda." (What about it, Vienna?) She asked. "Regarding my past, I know you know the whole thing before I had an accident and amnesia. We have been with you at home for a long time and you know the people who have been a part of my life. Mother Selda, help me, only you can help me. I'm bothered by something, it's a heaving of feeling when I know that something is missing in my personality. Mother, I want you to tell me the truth and everything you know. I'm begging you, please help me," I said. (I'll help you, my daughter, don't worry. I'll tell you everything I know before you have an accident and lose your memory) My tears are already dripping. I'm right in my suspicion that they are hiding something from me. They hid from me everything that happened before, I could not believe that they could bear to hide everything from me. "Please don't mention this to mom, we will only know about this." (I promise, my daughter, I'll wait for you here at home and take care, Vienna) Then I hang up the call. I wiped away my tears because Sebastian might come suddenly. I'm nervous about what Mother Selda might tell me but I hope I can accept it completely. Time Check: 3:05 pm Sebastian and I are currently having a break after two hours of practice. He was on the couch, sitting and focusing on his phone while I was here in a corner and sitting on the floor. "Vienna, why are you sitting there? There's a sofa," he said suddenly. I didn't look at him, I don't care about him. "Do you have a problem?" he added but I didn't answer him. "Vienna.." He's annoying. I turned to and looked at him. I also removed my earpads from my ears. "I'm quietly sitting here and then you mess with me. What do you need?" I said in disgust. "I'm just asking if you're okay, you've been quiet there since earlier. Just say if you're tired, we won't practice anymore," he replied. "I'm okay, just thinking," I said then stand up and sat down on the other couch. He also fell silent but after a minute, I heard him play the guitar. Smile is the title of the song, that's one of my favorite songs by the band Scrubb. Why would he sing that? He looked at me as he said those words. I couldn't help it, I just looked and stared into his eyes. As he ended the song, he smiled at me so I just smiled at him. But it didn't take long but at least I saw him smile again and that's okay with me. Why does there's so many girls who like him? It's just because of how he looks? Or do they have some other reason besides that? Because if I'm the one to be asked if I'm in love with him, it's because of his personality and not what he looks like. That's how it should be when it comes to love, isn't it? Yes, looks matter but what's the use of being handsome if you have a bad attitude. Sebastian is nice, caring, and generous but he is afraid to let others feel about it. But why all of the women out there, she's only kind to me? Is it because I look like the woman he loved but it was just a reason to hurt him? But shouldn't he have to avoid me and not talk to me? Why he didn't do it? What exactly is his reason? I want to know but I don't want to meddle in his life anymore. I think it's already enough what I discovered about him. But I can't help but wonder at his actions and words. What am I to him? What does he really feel?