Chapter 072

I arrived at the university and as soon as I got out of the car I saw a lot of students coming from different schools. They grab my attention because of the uniforms they wear. There are also booths on display for every course and I can already hear the music. I went to the venue of the show which is located in front of the College of Music building. When I arrived at the venue, there were a lot of people waiting, led by Sebastian's fans. I already see banners but it's just sad that the person they admire is not able to appreciate it. Someone went up the stage, it's Sister Sheene and Brother Dim. I think the show is about to start. "Good morning everyone! Are you all excited?!!" Everyone was screaming and shouting when Sister Sheene said that. But they only shouted Sebastian's name. "So I think everyone is excited, let's start with our first performer. They are both from Music Club, please give a round of applause to Ms. Cheska Madrid and Mr. Sebastian Ruiz Angeles." But suddenly the crowd became quiet and I didn't know why. It was filled with whispers and wonder was visible on the faces of the students who were watching. "I thought it was Vienna?" "Yeah, who is she?" "I heard she's Sebastian's friend but why is she there? Where is Vienna?" They didn't notice my presence but I ignored them and just looked at the guy in the middle who didn't care about the people around him. After a minute, they started playing but everything was still silent. I don't know but it hurts me to see them together and stare at each other while singing. With each utterance of the lines, you can feel the emotion they give. All I can say is.. they suit together. Before my tears could flow, I left and walked away. I don't know where I'm going but I want to get out of here. I just kept walking until I bumped with someone and my head hit his chest. My tears which I had been holding back, automatically flowed. "Miss, are you okay? Are you hurt?" I faced him and then I found out that it was Britt, the guy I bumped into. "Vienna??" he looked at me in shock. I bow and covered my face. But I suddenly felt Britt's warm hug and I couldn't even stop myself from hugging him. *** After what happened, he took me to the cafeteria, and fortunately, not a single student noticed or recognized me. I was just silent while facing Britt, I couldn't speak because of the looks he had been giving me since earlier. "Drink some water first, Vienna. Are you hungry? I'll buy it," he said but I shook my head in response. "It's okay Britt, there's no need." "How are you? Are you dizzy? Did I hurt you earlier? Do I have to take you to the hospital?" he asked worriedly. "I'm fine Britt, don't worry about me." "What happened earlier? Why are you crying?" Should I tell him about it? But what if he told his friend? "I think... I'm in love with .. Sebastian," I said softly to his surprise. "I don't know when it started and when I felt it. But all I know is, that I like him. I was hurt earlier when I saw him together with Cheska. I'm jealous and hurt because I should be the one with him. But because I was hospitalized, it didn't happen." For the second time, my tears flowed again. I already like him because if I don't, I won't be hurt and I won't cry. "He called me yesterday, he said I will avoid him and I acted like I didn't know him. He was in the wrong timing, why did he say that when I already like him? I can stop how I feel but I can't do it. In all men in the world, why I fall on him?" I covered my face but my tears continued to flow. I felt Britt come in my direction and he sat down next to me. He suddenly hugged me and I couldn't stop myself from leaning on his chest. "Don't cry, you don't have to be jealous of the two because they're just friends. But I understand why you're jealous and hurt. Vienna, you can't teach your heart who you should and shouldn't love. There's nothing wrong if you like him. Sebastian is my friend and I know him. That's the way he makes everyone feel but he's a kind, caring, and responsible man. And when you like someone, don't give up right away but when you hurt too much, you'll learn to let go even if you still love him. Just cry, I'm just here and I won't leave you. I'll be with you until you'll feel better." I didn't expect that I would hear this from Britt. He's just like my boy best friend who's been there for me every time I'm in pain. I wish that I would have someone like him for the rest of my life. Britt accompanied me until I felt better. He told me stories just to make me laugh. He also told me about his embarrassing moments and of course about his life. "Vienna, don't you have any plans to tell Therese that you're here?" he asked. "No, I don't want them to be angry or worried about me. My doctor said I should rest all day at home but.." "You want to watch Sebastian," he added making me silent. I sighed and avoided looking at him. "Yes .. so I left the house without telling my mom just to watch him." "So, let's go? Maybe they haven't finished playing yet." "No need, Britt, just next time." "Is that so, okay Vienna but where do you want to go? I'll go with you." "I'll just talk to Professor Lozano and then I'll go home." "All right, I'll come with you, let's go," he said and helped me to stand up. The truth is I was dizzy again 'cause my head hit his chest earlier. But I didn't tell him because he might be worried and he would take me to the hospital right away. Britt and I were about to leave, but were suddenly stopped because of the two men in front of us. We stared at each other, but I was the first to avoid it. "We've been looking for you for a while, you're just here in the cafeteria. Sebastian's band will play later and I hope you can watch." Enzo didn't recognize me, he looked at me but he suddenly ignored me. "I'm sorry, something just happened earlier so I couldn't watch. I just accompanied Vienna because no one was with her," Britt replied. "It's Vienna, I'm sorry I didn't recognize you. How are you? Are you okay? And why are you holding her, bro? Did something happen?" Enzo asked worriedly. "Umm, nothing bro, Vienna is just dizzy but she's fine." 'How did Britt know I was dizzy?' "Are you sure? Vienna, are you okay?" Enzo asked again. "Yes, I'm fine. Let's go, Britt," I replied without emotion. "I'll take her to the clinic first and if ever you talk to Therese, don't tell them that Vienna is here." "All right, bro," and we passed them. But again we stopped when Sebastian spoke. "Wait.." His voice was cold and almost all the students here looked at him. I didn't look back but I could feel his presence. ‘What else does he need? This is what he wants right? To avoid him?' But I didn't even realize that he was next to me and looking at me seriously. "Why Sebastian?" Britt asked. "I'll take her to the clinic. Don't worry, I won't hurt her," he replied seriously while looking into my eyes. And I just felt Britt slowly release me. "By the time you hurt her again, I'll forget that you've been my friend," Britt said seriously. I couldn't understand what he meant but his voice was tinged with a threat. Did he and Sebastian fight because of what happened to me? I was surprised when Sebastian suddenly lifted me up and not only was I surprised but also all the students here inside the cafeteria. I think they already know me because no other girls that Sebastian was talking to but just me. I'm sure it will get to Michelle and I'll be doomed when they find out I'm here at university. We went out of the cafeteria and I just clung to his neck but I couldn't look at him. I just looked at the people who were wondering while looking at us. The students we meet look at us, now that there's an event and a lot of people. I'm sure the high school students already know him because of the show that happened earlier. Why did he do that? He said I would stay away from him and pretend that I didn't know him but why is he giving me an excuse not to do that? Why did I go with him? Why am I stupid when it comes to this guy? "I won't hurt you anymore, that's a promise," he said. Because of what he said, I looked at him but I didn't think that he was looking at me too. I could see no emotion in his eyes but I could feel sadness and worry in his voice. "I like you, Vienna." I suddenly remembered those words from him but I'm not sure if until now, he still feels that way. "I like you too, Sebastian," my mind said but my mouth can't tell.