Chapter 067

SEBASTIAN'S POV Because I did push her yesterday, I never thought that she would be hospitalized. I didn't mean to do that, I had no plans to hurt Vienna. But because of my anger, I did something I will regret. "Sebastian." I turned around when Dad called me. He knew what I did in Vienna yesterday that's why he got mad at me. I feel that until now he is still angry. "We're going to visit Vienna so later after lunch you'll go to school. Let's eat first, the food is ready," he said and turned to leave. "Dad." I chased after him. He faced me immediately but he looked at me without emotion. "I know I disappointed you but I hope Dad you'll believe me that I didn't hurt Vienna on purpose. Please forgive me, Dad," I said while looking down. He came in my direction and tapped me on the shoulder. "I understand you, and I believe in you. I know you can't hurt Vienna. But son, how many women do you have to hurt to release the anger in your heart? They are not to blame, and not all women are like your mom. I hope this doesn't happen again. I don't want to receive news from your school that you've hurt another girl. Sebastian, if I could forgive your mom, I hope you can do the same. You still love Vienna, right? Then do it for her." I couldn't answer Dad, I just kept quiet. It was as if the truth had slapped me because of what he said. It was all my fault and I regretted what I had done. I hope Vienna will forgive me for what I did to her. 'I'm sorry for everything I've done Dad, but I can't promise you that I'll forgive mom for what she did. It still hurts when she leaves us but I wish I could see her.' VIENNA'S POV It's already 9 am, I underwent an x-ray test and CT scan earlier, and right now I'm just waiting for the results to come out. I want to get out of here, I just remember the bad things that happened to me every time I was here in the hospital. I am now with Mom and Uncle Lucas, my brother and Tine already went to university. I just sat quietly while Mom was preparing the food for me to eat and Uncle Lucas was sitting on the sofa doing something on his laptop. "Sweetie, this is your food, will I just feed you?" Mom asked after she prepared the food on the small table. "It's okay mom, I'll eat later, I'm not hungry yet," I replied. "Okay, my daughter, just tell me when you want to eat. By the way, we've already passed all the requirements that will be needed for Billy's adoption. We'll just wait for your Uncle Joey's call." I was happy with what she said, I thought they forgot to do it because they were busy with work. I can't wait, I'm excited to be with Billy in the same house. "Mom, thank you for helping me," was my only reply. I'm grateful to her because she helped me with Billy's adoption, but I can't hug her because of what she did. "You're always welcome, my daughter. By the way, Michelle and Therese will come here. They didn't go to school because they prefer to watch over you," she said. "Okay, Mom." "I'll go out first, I'll just go to your Aunt Vickie. I'll be back," I nodded in response. Aunt Vickie is Mom's youngest sister, she's my doctor but I am not close to her and I don't talk to her either. I suddenly thought of Sebastian, does he have any plans to visit me? Does he feel sorry for me or not? Last night, I was thinking a lot and it was all about him. The first day I met him, the day I first heard his voice, and all the wonderful things he did. He made me feel that he was concerned and he made me feel that I was important in his life. But the worst thing that he has done to me that I couldn't imagine he could do to me was to hurt me physically and emotionally. But despite his flaws, I always cared about him and always thought of him. I may not know him for so long but I know he is a good person. He's not that bad to avoid, he's kind and that's what everyone doesn't know. I stopped thinking about him when the door suddenly opened. It was Michelle and Therese with Brother Dim? "Good morning, friend, how are you?" Michelle said as she got closer in my direction. Therese put down the paper bag she was carrying. "Good morning Uncle Lucas," they both greeted uncle, he just smiled at them. "Good morning, sir, good morning too, Vienna. How are you? Are you feeling well?" Brother Dim asked when he got near to me. "I'm fine brother, I'm just waiting for my test results to come out. Why are you here?" I answered. "Vienna, we're from the university but all the teachers are busy and the board declared that there is no class this morning because of the event tomorrow. And Brother Dim, we have seen him in the parking lot so we accompanied him because he's also going here," Therese said. Then why his here? He should be at university and preparing for the event tomorrow. "Do you have to tell me something about me that's why you came here?" I asked. The three of them looked at each other and I think Michelle already knew the reason why Brother Dim came here. "Yes Vienna, it's about the event tomorrow," Brother Dim replied. "What about it?" I wondered. "Professor Lozano will no longer allow you to perform tomorrow with Sebastian." "What?!" I was shocked. Suddenly my head heats up but I think I already know why. "He said you just rest and we will find someone to replace you that Sebastian can duet with tomorrow," he said. "I'm fine brother, I can sing tomorrow and I feel fine. Shouldn't I be the one to decide? Because I'll be the one to sing tomorrow," I replied annoyed. I hate him, he's not my dad but he decides what I should do. I hate him! "I'm sorry Vienna, he talked to Dean and he say sorry for you earlier. We've done nothing but follow your uncle's orders. That's why I'm here to tell you in advance." "Does Sebastian already know that?" He shook his head for response. "He hasn't arrived yet at university but Professor Lozano will take care to talk to him." "It's not just about the event tomorrow, is it? But also what he did to me?" Brother Dim fell silent, he couldn't answer immediately. Why didn't he even let me know before he decided? "Who will replace me?" I asked. "Cheska." I couldn't answer, I just kept quiet. Why her? Why not someone else? "I won't be long either, I'm leaving. Have a good rest Vienna, don't even think about the event tomorrow and we'll take care of it. I'm leaving, Uncle I'm leaving." "All right, I'll just take you outside," - Uncle Lucas. "All right, I'm leaving Vienna." I remained silent until Uncle Lucas and Brother Dim came out. Michelle and Therese looked at me confused but I just ignored them. There's a lot that could replace me, why she? "Vienna, are you okay? Don't worry, someone will replace you, right? The event won't be ruined because of you, just trust them," Therese said. "I trust them but I can't stop myself from regretting it. Why am I still in the hospital? Why did this happen to me?" I sadly said. "Vienna, I hope you understand our professor, he just did that thing for you and not because he wanted you to avoid Sebastian. You need to rest Vienna, I know that you're not fine and you just said that for them to allow you," Michelle replied. I couldn't answer, I just kept quiet and calmed myself. Michelle suddenly sighed and immediately sat down next to me. "Vienna, this is a serious question but answer me honestly, okay?" Michelle said. I just nod as an answer. "Do you like Sebastian?" she asked making me nervous. I suddenly avoided looking at her 'cause I didn't know what to say. "You won't react like that if you don't, you can accept it directly but you're not and you are fighting for what you want. Then when you found out that Cheska will replace you, you fell silent and you ignored Brother Dim," she added. Is it because I like Sebastian that's why I said that?