Chapter 086
SEBASTIAN'S POV
Those lines that came out of her mouth caused me to destroy my hope that I could bring back our old relationship. Because of what happened today, I know that it will not happen anymore.
I know that we will end up like this, that when she finds out about me I will hurt her and we will hurt each other. I'm afraid, I'm afraid that maybe this incident will be the reason why she's totally not with me forever. I don't want that to happen, I can't allow it anymore.
"I have to follow her, maybe something bad will happen to her," said Tine but Vince stopped him by his arm while looking at me badly.
"Don't follow him, let my sister go," he answered.
"Let her? What if something bad happens to my friend?!" Britt shouted angrily.
"When something bad happens to my sister, blame your friend!"
"And why should Sebastian be the one to blame? Shouldn't it be you? You and your mom? We wouldn't have come to this if you had confessed to her earlier," Enzo said. I wanted to leave here to follow Vienna but I couldn't. Now that everyone knows about me, the situation will only get worse.
"Shut up Enzo! You don't know anything about what happened so just shut up."
"I'll keep quiet? Vienna is also my friend, so I have the right to be angry with you. You don't even know what we went through, what Sebastian went through during the times you kept it a secret from him, to us about what happened to Vienna."
"Bro, that's enough, don't pay attention to him," Britt said but Enzo still didn't stop.
"I told you to shut up! What don't you understand about what I said?" Vince yelled angrily as he came toward us, but his friends stopped him. I don't have the strength to stop Enzo anymore, I'm getting weak because of what happened. All I want to do now is follow Vienna and explain to her everything.
"You have no right to command me! Be thankful, you are Vienna's brother because if not."
"If not what? You're going to punch me? Go ahead and try."
"Guys, that's enough! You're only making the situation worse. Are you going to add to Vienna's pain? You don't feel sorry for her. Can you set aside your hatred for each other and you should think about Vienna first? Guys, that's a girl, weak, and nothing against you. Why didn't you even think about that?" Michelle shouted angrily and caused them all to be silent.
"Brother Vince, that's your sister and you're just going to let her go? And when something bad happens to her, you're going to blame Sebastian. Well, you're both at fault, you hid from her and made her look like a fool. Can we just find Vienna first before you continue that?" Michelle added as she left. I also decided to leave to find Vienna. I ran to the parking lot hoping to catch up with her, but her car was gone when I arrived.
I will find you, Vienna, and I hope you will forgive me.
VIENNA'S POV
What did I do for them to do this to me? They made me look like a fool for three years. It's painful, I can't accept that the people I love were able to keep it a secret from me. I didn't think that Dad would keep a secret from me about him. I believed and trusted him because he was only on my side but he did that thing to me. What did Sebastian do for them to keep me away from him?
"She's Sebastian's first best friend, first love, and first girlfriend."
"They also lasted about a year and five months. But all that was ruined when my friend left him. She left without saying goodbye and he didn't receive news of where she went. The pain that he felt was been doubled during those times. Because on the exact day that the person he loved left him, his mom also left him."
"Actually, he's not like that, Vienna, Sebastian is a funny and cheerful person. He's very different from the Sebastian you met today. Vienna, he's only afraid of one thing, falling in love with someone and eventually leaving him. That's how he deals with women, but with you, it's very different."
Because I was the girl he loved 3 years ago. I was the woman who ruined his life. It's my fault, it's my fault why he's hurt and it's my fault why he's hurting women. It's all my fault but I can't apologize to him.
"Britt have you had a girl friend before?" I asked. He stopped and looked at me, I was surprised.
"Yes, there is, but right now, she doesn't remember us," he answered sadly.
That's why Britt is so kind to me, that's why he and Enzo were so surprised when we first met because I was the only female friend they had but I just left them. But I got hurt because they didn't admit it to me earlier.
"Because you look like Sebastian's friend before, I'm sorry again hija."
"Vienna, have your parents and Sebastian's parents known each other for a long time?"
"When Uncle Kristopher and Sebastian arrived, your mom stood up in shock."
"If they've known each other for a long time, your mom and dad have known Sebastian for a long time, especially your brother. And Sebastian's parents also have known you for a long time."
"Isn't it possible... you know them too and you just forgot because you got amnesia?"
I stopped the car suddenly and immediately hit the steering wheel because of the events that were coming out of my mind. I hit my head on the steering wheel, but I don't really remember anything about him.
I just now found out the reason why my family has a connection with his family, it was because of us. I'm stupid, why didn't I even understand the situation from the beginning?
Therese is right, I just forgot about them because I got amnesia. I wish I had believed her so I didn't get hurt so badly.
I don't know where I'm going and I want to get away from them, especially from him. I'm not ready to face him even though I really want to talk to him. I know that he has a reason why he hid his true identity from me and why they hid from me about him. But as I said, I will find the answer.