CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE

Avilla's pov I slammed my car door shut so hard the windows rattled, I was so angry at myself, everyone and the freaking car! I was really pissed off, I stormed to the door and I unlocked the door. There waiting for me was Camilla with her legs crossed. "You sure took your time getting here" she said snidely. "Oh bite me!" I snapped at her. She jumped in surprise at my outburst and was even more shocked when I didn't look on her direction twice before stomping up the stairs. "Avilla, what's wrong?!" She asked as she hurried after me. "Nothing!" I answered back, I got to my room and dropped my bag on the floor, tossing my keys on the table carelessly. "Avilla!" She demanded my attention. "What?! What?! What?!" I shouted back. My head was all over the place, I was angry and confused at everything. "What is going on with you?!" She asked a little more gently this time. I sank down on my bed, I was suddenly tired and exhausted from today's activities. "Sorry, I am feeling off" I told her. "Wanna talk about it?" She asked. "Yes, just give me a minute to recollect myself and I will call you" I assured her. I took deep breaths to calm myself, I didn't know if I wanted to tell her, she would flip and I didn't need that right now. I turned to face her so I could recount my story. "I was dressing up to meet up with Rohan again today, we have been hanging out a lot lately. He has been really sweet and he paid a lot of attention to me. I wanted to talk to him about me being a werewolf but I decided not to. I think it was better for us to get to know each other before we get into secrets. Besides you know I still hated him a little for causing me pain. He called me begging to get me to meet up with him but I refused because what hanging out all of lately and I do want to get confused about my emotions. It was overpowering my common sense and I didn't want to let it cloud my judgement about him but it was too complicated. We were hanging out today too and I wanted to look pretty. I was dressed in my gown that I save for special occasions, I think this was the perfect time to wear it, I was in the middle of curling my hair when he called me to cancel, I was very mad because he was the one that wanted us to meet in the first place. I wore my dress like that to go grab some lunch. I was sitting alone in my booth eating lunch alone when I saw Ben, I wasn't ready for company so I didn't do anything to attract his attention but he found me anyways and approached my table. "Hey Avilla" he greeted. "Hey Ben, what brings you here?" I asked him. "Well, I came to grab lunch" he said. I nodded at him but it was half assed, I wasn't in the mood to deal with anybody. "What's going on with you?" He asked me when I didn't speak to him for a while. "I am just not in the mood right now" I told him snippily. "Want to talk about it?" "No thanks, I will be fine" I assured him. He nodded but didn't say anything, I ate my food slowly because I wanted to stay out a little longer. "I have been meaning to talk to you for a while now" he said. "Oh yeah, what about?" "We have been hanging out together lately and I wondered if you have changed your mind about us going out?" He asked. "Um ...I told you, Ben. I don't think so" I told him. "Right, will this change your mind?" He said right before he planted his lips on mine. "WHAT?!!" Camilla shouted. I shrugged, "yes, he kissed me right on the lips" "He really did that?" She asked. "Yes, he did" I sighed out at this, I was so tired and confused at Ben's actions. I knew he liked me but not enough to kiss me in public. "So what happened next?" She encouraged me. "Why did you do that?" I asked him when he pulled away. "Because I wanted you to feel the chemistry between us, we are so good together." He said. "Ben! I told you that we weren't you going to date, hanging out like friends was just a way for us to build our friendship" I told him. "He shook his head at me and he left angrily from the restaurant, leaving me there staring at his back. You should have seen his face, he was so furious with me." "Why would he kiss me?" I asked Camilla, who by now had her jaw dropping to the floor "I have no idea" she said. It took a while for the words to sink in, the look on her face went from confused to anger in two seconds. "I am going to kill him!!!" She spat venomously. She really was mad at Ben. I hate to be Ben right now. "I forgot to add something" I said sheepishly. "What?!" Camilla asked with urgency in her voice. "Rohan saw the whole thing" "Rohan saw you two?!! She asked. "Yes, he was sitting at a table with a girl and staring at me with this pissed off on his face" I said. "He was with another girl but he stood you up?" She asked again. "Yes, crazy right? And he had the nerve to be angry with me" "You are in a mess, do you know how possessive males get about their mates? I put my head in my hands to soothe the headache forming in my head right now. I was in the middle of telling Camilla what I thought when the door banged open and an angry male shouted. "Avilla!!!"