CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT

Rohan's POV While driving back to the pack house, I couldn't help but think about how Ben and I's friendship has come to an end. He knew betraying me like that would make me not to forgive him. He threw away eighteen years of friendship and all because he couldn't stay away from my mate. Telling me he saw her first, why does that matter? She is destined for me and it didn't matter if you saw her first, this was the one girl that I could love for the rest of my life and you wanted to jeopardize that? That was seriously messed up. I am sure Camilla wouldn't believe this even if I told her, I am sure Avilla would tell her by the time this night is over. I was supposed to be perfect so she would understand that I am not human when I finally tell her but I am such a dumb fuck. I couldn't bear to see anyone right now in my state, one wrong move and I would have their hearts in my hands. I wouldn't want to go on a killing spree. I drove in the direction of the lake, Camilla and I used to go to. It's the only place that could make me calm and cool enough not to go back and kill Ben. When he said all that earlier, the look in his eyes wasn't the Ben that I knew, he was talking like he didn't know who I was and he didn't care that he was talking about my forever mate and not some random girl. He said all those things to me without considering my feelings even once. What the hell was wrong with him? I could feel my wolf getting angry again and I took a deep breath to calm myself. I got to the lake and parked my car. A nice swim would do good to cool my head right about now. I took off my clothes and got into the water to take a good swim. The water was cold and good just the way I liked. I was deep in my thoughts when I heard a car drive up and park next to mine, by the scent it was Camilla. And by the waves coming off of her, she was not happy. "Hey Asshole!!! What the hell is wrong with you?" She screamed at me. I calmly got out of the water in my briefs and wore my clothes back, I knew this was going to get messy pretty quick. "I asked you a question" her voice was cold as she neared me. "What do I want?" She asked me and her fist connected with my jaw. "You have the nerve to ask me that? What do I want? Ever since that girl got here to heal from her parent's deaths, you have caused nothing but pain to her." She said. I deserved that punch and Camilla punched better than Ben. Probably because she has been training with me. "Okay, I deserved that" I told her. "Damn right you did, you deserve it and this too" she said right before she kicked me, sending me flying into the water. "I am sorry, okay." I shouted. "I am not the one you should be apologizing to, you should be telling her that but she never wants to see you again and for a minute I agreed with her. I know you are my brother but right now, you are the asshole causing my best friend pain. And it makes me so ashamed of you because I never assumed you would be the type to hurt someone who could mean so much to you forever. So stay away from her" she told me venomously. "You mean that?" I asked her in surprise, I was shocked to see that my sister has turned her back on me. "Yes" she nodded. "After everything I have done for you?" I asked her. I was being supportive and trying to help her look for a way to keep her human mate. "Oh zip it! You rejected her, I was in the same situation you were and I didn't reject my mate. You had the option of going to dad but instead you took decisions into your own hands and now she is suffering from it because of your inability to stay true to something. You were selfish and you know the main reason was because she was human. You don't deserve her, I promise you that" she said. "Oh" I said dejectedly. She hit a nerve and she knew that because her face fell when she realized what she said but knowing Camilla, she would rather hit me than apologize. She was too proud and right now she was the angry girl defending her friend. "I am not going to apologize for telling you the truth, she is going to find someone else and when she does that, I don't want you to go disrupting her life. Do you hear me?" She said looking at me pointedly. "Yeah" I said even though I didn't mean it "Now, I have to go see Ben and give him a piece of my fist. Both of you are assholes and are to never go near Avilla again" she said right before she got into her car and drove off. I wouldn't want to be Ben right now, Camilla packed a mean punch. I rubbed my jaw feeling an ache there. There was absolutely no way I could not see Avilla again, she was mine and we were meant to be together. Even though I have been an ass that was not enough reason for me to make myself scarce. I was going to find some other way to win her back and prove to her that I am worth giving a third chance. The thought of letting her go was not an option that I was willing to choose.