CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX

Rohan's pov I screamed on top of my voice prompting her to run downstairs with my sister. Great! Camilla is here. Just what I wanted, for her to see me raging mad. "Rohan, what the hell is going on?" Camilla asked me from where she stood on the top of the stairs. I ignored her and instead directed my question at the fuming girl In front of me. "What the hell was that?" I asked her "What was what?" She said glaring at me with her chin tilted up. "I come to beg you for forgiveness and you go ahead to kiss be in public?" I shouted. I saw her wince and I wished I hadn't used that tone but I was really mad. "Excuse me?" She asked back. "What were you doing with Ben?" I asked again in a lower tone this time. She stared long and hard at him. Her left eyes was twitching and he was willing to bet that she was busy planning his death in that head of hers. "I would give you a minute to apologize to me, right now!" She told me firmly. "Apogee to you? Why would I do that?" I asked her in surprise. She was the one going around kissing guys when she should be with me. Camilla stood one on one side, watching the drama with narrowed eyes, I could feel the glare from her eyes directed at me. "You asshole!!! Pull your head out of your ass, you idiot! You called me to go out with you, no, no. You begged me to go out with you, I agreed just for you to stand me up because you were meeting with some girl? And you have the nerve to come down here and scream at me?" She screamed at me. I stood still staring at her, she was angry with me? Yes! I was with some girl and yes, I was hiding her hand but it didn't give her any right to kiss Ben. But I figured how the scene must have looked for her after I called to cancel our date. "Um..." "You have nothing to say huh?" She said. I was sure I looked shocked, I realized that coming here and yelling at her was probably not the best way to handle this whole thing in the first place. "Listen..." I tried to tell her. "Get out" she told me calmly. "What?" I asked, was she really asking me to leave her house? "I said GET.THE.HELL.OUT.OF.MY.HOUSE!!!" She repeated again, this time with added emphasis. "You are asking me out of your house?" I questioned. "Yes and I would appreciate it if you and I stop deceiving ourselves with this whole thing about being friends. It's never going to work out. Please go" she said. I could see the unshed tears gathering in her eyes and the look on her face screamed of exhaustion. "You don't mean that" I said more quietly. It occurred to me that she was tired of all my nonsense and this was her way of calling it quits. It was already starting to hurt bad now. "Yes and don't call me anymore" she said right before leaving Camilla and I right there. Camilla glared at me for a second. "You fucking asshole! You think she is going to wait for your forever because you are a supernatural. Wait till another wolf claims she and all her attention is gone for you, then you realize that you are such a dick." She said before going up after Avilla. I closed her front door behind me and sat on the porch. What have I done? I asked myself. I stood there and stared at nothing in the air for minutes, I was trying to feel sorry for myself but all I could do was get angry at myself and at Ben. It was mostly my fault that this was over quickly before it started. My father was going to kill me especially when I tell him that is was over, I blew it. God! I was such an idiot, I asked her for one chance only and when she did, I blew the whole damn thing over. To be honest, I was a little surprised that she has not done it sooner, I was possessive of her and jealous when it was just the both of us hanging out and I would flip out when she tells me about any incident that included guys. She would look at me strangely and I would brush it off by telling her how beautiful she was. I was such a damn fool!! I sat down there for close to an hour and I could hear her crying in her room and asking Camilla, what was wrong with her. There was nothing wrong with her, she was perfect. I was the idiot who was wrong and stupid to take her forgiveness for granted. This is going to take years before my wolf talks to me again, that is if I haven't gone crazy by then from being mate less. I couldn't lose her not now that things were beginning to get good again for us. Ben! That motherfucker! I told him to stay far away from Avilla, I told him that she was my mate and we were working things out. Of all things I expected him to do, I didn't think he would kiss my mate right there In front of me. It was very disrespectful and stupid of him to do. He still went after my girl, after I told him not to? What kind of best friend was he? This was why I didn't want to tell him anything but I had to because I didn't want him catching feelings for her and getting disappointed at the end of the day. The more I thought about it, the more furious I became. I got into my car and drove off with the Intent of confronting him...