76- A Mesmerizing Date

~ Sebastian ~ 'Her love became my blessing. She revived me. My last cure, my deepest desire.' Ever since Eileen entered my life, my life got back on track. Things became beautiful. I found a new meaning to live. She bestowed me with life. It was Sunday, we were getting ready for our date. I took a shower and came out in my jeans only to find my beautiful wife leering at me. 'What? This is not the first time you are seeing me without a shirt." Raising my eyebrow at her reaction in amusement, I grabbed my shirt to wear it but she held it first. 'You have no idea how desirable you are." She smirked temptingly, bringing her fingers close to trace them over my bare chest. 'And all mine." Winking, she traced her finger over my chest making me chuckle. 'All yours." Pecking her head, I took the shirt and wore it before sitting next to her, staring at her with my purest emotions. 'I'm bad at expressing but I wish you could look into my heart and witness what I could never place into words. You mean the world to me, my deepest, darkest, strongest, desire." Taking her hand, I kissed the back of her palm, finding my ethereal treasures scattered in her laps. When my eyes fall upon hers, I find all the reasons to live there. 'Okay, Okay, leave some compliments when I will get ready." Laughing a little when I went a little overboard with my praise, she got up, taking her dress to get ready to leave. 'All of my compliments are for you and in fact, why would I give you one?" Shrugging my shoulders, I smirked, gaining her attention at my statement. Grabbed her wrist, my voice deepened, going affectionate. 'Isn't the way I look at you enough to know how deeply and madly I am in love with you?" Her eyes widened as a visible blush rose to her cheeks. Her delight brimmed on her face, my words made her exhilarated. 'You know what, Sebastian? When you say you love me, I found my world in your words." Whispering, she kissed my hands. I merely released a chuckle as she had no idea what words and emotions were stacked in my soul and I doubt I could express them into words or actions but I will try my best. For the sake of the life she always imagined to have. 'You should get ready now." Whispering, I kissed her hand as well before leaving it. Grinning, she left and got ready. In my opinion, whatever she wears, they look as if they were made for her. She was getting ready as I snuck behind her and held her midsection. 'I am so glad I stole a fairy as yourself from this world." Murmuring, my lips latched with her neck, kissing it tenderly. 'Which do you like more? Your angel or your fairy?" She giggled, she gave me her earrings. Smiling, I took it and secured it. 'You are both my angel and my fairy." Humming, I helped her to wear her earrings and bangles. 'Choose one." 'I don't know." 'Okay. Let's go then." Not thinking much about it, she shrugged as we turned to leave but I held her, 'But, before we leave," 'Hmm?" Moving to the side table, I took out the rose which I promised to give her and tugged it behind her ear, scanning her features to wonder my fate which brought us together. How fortunate I could be? 'There you go. I have fulfilled my promise of tugging a rose behind your ear on our date. Now, you look perfect." It was a fake rose so it would never wilt and she could keep it with her forever and enhance her beauty forever. 'Thanks." Blushing, she looked down. Immense felicity flashing in her eyes while I continued to stare deeply into those compelling eyes with mesmerization. Grinning, I wrapped my hand around her shoulder, trapping her in my arms, 'Now, we can go." 'Let's watch a movie first." She demanded. 'Yes, Milady." We went to watch the movie, it was great. To be honest, my eyes were affixed on Eileen the whole time. Her hands in mine, the gleaming gaze, it was attracting me to forget my world and exist in her. Was it a reality or a beautiful nightmare? Why a nightmare? Because I'd be frightened if I ever wake up from it. It would scare me to death to realize what I am experiencing was nothing but a dream- No, it can't be nor will I let it. After the movie, she stretched her arms, having a great time with me. 'Ah, it was great." 'Are you hungry?" 'I am starving." Giggling, she nodded as we left to have lunch at her favorite restaurant. After ordering our food, she was talking to her mother, telling her about our date as I kept staring at her intensely. My elbow rested on the table, hand over my cheek to place all my emotions in the way I look at her. '-I'll talk to you later." Pausing, she cut the call, putting her phone down after noticing the way I was staring at her. 'What? Why are you looking at me like this?" My smile grew wider, taking her hand in mine, caressing it like how one touches a treasure they cherish more than their life. 'Nothing. Only pondering whether I deserve such a beautiful life or not? How could I be so lucky? Am I truly smiling? Is it my imagination?" She chuckled at my vague thoughts. For someone who never intended nor fathomed to receive such a life, it was unbelievable. 'You are not dreaming, Sebastian. We are here because we are meant to be. Our fate has been tied for eternity now." Murmuring, she gave my hand a tight squeeze and brought it near her desirable lips, kissing my knuckles. My eyes widened for a second but soon I relaxed and closed my eyes to indulge in the moment and ignore unwanted thoughts. 'I see. Glad to hear it." Humming, my soul found it's lost solace when my fingers intertwined with hers. The warmth of her hand was causing my heart to pound madly. 'You cannot fathom my love for you. My feelings for you, you are the most important person of my life, Eileen. Even if I try, I can't tell you how desperately I need you in my life." These words were not enough to explain, they could never be enough to express her value and my perspective. ‘I couldn't tell, My love. Just know by the way I look at you.' 'And I will always be there for you. Nothing can pull us apart. I have gained you after countless prayers after all. It took a lot for me to take that place in your heart." She whispered, tilting her head, staring back at me with the same intensity and love I was giving her. But, the fact after all what did and happened, she was still here for me stung me. Things might not be beautiful but the fact we were still here made it. 'I am sorry for all the pain I had given you." I apologized sincerely for my actions. I knew I couldn't redeem them nor change them but I could apologize for it. 'Don't say sorry. Don't recall those scars." Her smile faded, moving her thumb across my skin to tranquilize me. 'I don't see them as scars. These are my marks to remind each pain I had given you and make sure this never happens again, to return it with my love, loyalty and affection." Exhaling, I told her my perception of those marks on my back. They were my reminder to know what a monster I was and neglect all her sincerity for my selfishness. 'It is my honor, my fortune that I have you," She whispered, I couldn't grasp properly what she was thinking but the smile she reflected soothed my soul. All I needed was that smile. Soon our food came, we had lunch outside and I took her for a round. We talked, spent a lovely time together, a moment we should have spent with each other. This date marked our new start, our new life.