58.2- Madness

'Let me go, dammit!" I yelled, trying to push him off from me but he threw me on the bed, stiffening me in dread to greet the fury gleaming in his eyes, locking his senses and focusing on further hurting me. 'Shh… Look into my fucking eyes." He growled, grabbing my jaws to ensure I stared back but my soul refused to. It was unbearable to withstand the burning breath grazing my skin, to subdue the stare freezing my soul. His eyes had craziness in them. 'See my madness," His voices went lower, deeper, putting his one knee in between my legs, his other hand began to unbutton my shirt slowly. I began to take booming gasps, shaken by the fatality of the grip which imprisoned me as his prisoner in his domain for eternity. His tight grip left marks. It was not satisfactory, I was frightened. 'See how crazy I am for you." With the final whisper, he began to kiss me roughly. Shutting my eyes, I tried to resist but his grip on my jaw refrained me from denying his touch. He bit my lips harder, making them bleed, forming a cut on my lips which never happened before and it was hurting. He had lost his mind to wildness entirely. Closing my eyes in defeat, a tear rolled down my cheek, he was restricting my voice, he didn't allow my voice to reach him. The sensation of his lips felt cold, it was unwanted but he had no intentions of stopping, pouring his enticement in his action. He was unable to stop, not until he would satisfy the envy inside him and ensure I remained his. 'Do you think I would let anyone take you away from me?" He hissed, breaking the kiss, ripping my shirt, forming goosebumps over my body when it greeted the cold air I gasped for air, releasing a soft sob when he pulled away, unbuckling his belt and taking off his shirt as well, to display his toned body, determined to imprint his marks on my skin. 'No one is taking me anywhere, please, believe me." I whispered, bringing my hand to caress him to make him understand but he slammed his hand on my either side. 'He will! Just like he took Ruben away! He would take you so far from me!" He yelled outrageously, making me gasp in appall. My voice struck in my throat at the intensity of his fury. He clutched the sheets between his fingers, ire shone perfectly in his assertive gaze followed by a constant growl. With glistening tears, I held the sheets out of terror and for the first time, I saw madness in his eyes. A glimpse of hysteria I had never seen before, amplifying my horror. He had lost the boundaries he created for me, he wanted to cage me in his imaginary abyss. 'But, I won't let him take you away too." He mumbled, taking off my clothes roughly, making me wince by his rash actions, not parting my blurry vision from his mindless expression. 'S-Sebas-" My trembling voice called him, bringing my hand closer but the moment I cupped his cheek he gripped my wrist and kissed it, looking here and there furiously but weirdly. 'You belong to me, you are my fate… I.. I won't let you leave me. You will stay… you won't leave me like Ruben… I won't go there again.." His voice trembled, looking around like an unstable person but before I could take action about it, his malevolence struck him again. "Never!" He yelled, cracking my ability to speak before his hysteria. A shadow darker than before came when he grabbed my throat, bringing our faces dangerously closer, trailing his fingers from my jawline, drawing them down to my shoulder to my sides. It felt entirely different than all other times his fingers had run down, it was more like owning. His hands probed the inches of my skin as his possession, smirking sinfully as he leaned down, biting down my neck, sucking my weak spots. Making me mewl involuntarily as his hand from my throat intertwined his fingers with mine, curling my toes, my back moved upward, brushing our bodies together. 'Sebastian, please, don't do this…" My voice came out barely audible but it failed to reach him as he bit harder on my neck, making me moan his name loudly. 'Sebastian-" I tried calling him in a crack voice but his fingers trailed down to the edge, making my body tremble in unwanted thrill. 'Look into my eyes while I please you." He growled, pulling away, panting by the marks he left. "No-" I tried to close my legs but he gripped my thigh roughly and pulled them apart. 'Don't you fucking dare to resist again." He threatened, leaning down and kissing me again roughly while his fingers rubbed at a fast pace. "P-Please…" I whimpered, inhaling to gain my posture, hoping he would at least go a little slowly or gently but his mind had lost his grasp and he was following the flame of hatred. 'Only I could do this. No one. No man in this world can touch you here, no one can please you like I do." He whispered, pulling away a little to undress after licking his index finger with a dangerous smile. 'Sebastian, please, stop." I sobbed a little, trying to squirm away but he gripped my ankle, not allowing me to leave. 'Stop your damn whining because we both know no one is coming to save you this time, Darling." Chucking seductively, he didn't like my action of trying to leave him. Losing his breath, his eyes were covered with thick lust and possessiveness I had never noticed nor seen in his eyes before, manipulating him. 'Sebastian, please…" My voice was muted before it could reach him, the alcohol had awakened the beast inside him, his envy of Asad fueled it further. 'Shh, shh, don't open your mouth." He whispered temptingly, holding my chin, pressing his thumb over my lips as he positioned himself. Scared, I nodded a little, praying at least he won't go ruthless and take his fury in the form of lust.