5.2- Monster

They should have known long ago what I would do to her. They thought I would kill her- No. I won't. 'I want to break her." Enunciating my intentions, breaking their heart by my choice of actions, I moved back, turning to leave but Mama held my hand desperately. 'Sebastian, my love, Please." She whispered, getting up, holding me firmly. With an emotionless expression, I glanced at her over my shoulder, narrowing my eyes but she gave my hand a tight squeeze. 'Please don't be a monster." She begged but it brought a smirk to my lips as I rested my hand over hers. I removed it slowly, moving to her ears, whispering heartlessly, 'But, I am." Leaving them horrified to fathom what they gave birth to accompanied by the sound of my menacing laugh echoing in the air as I left for work. I was working and during work, distractions are my biggest resentments. I cannot bear it and when I received a text from Eileen that she is coming to see me, I lost my tolerance with that woman. 'Damn this woman." I cursed under my breath, weary of her constant attraction towards me. Can't she just stay quietly at home and mind her own damn work? 'Elyna." I called my assistant, taking my phone, rising from my seat. 'Yes, Boss?" She asked. 'Bring Eileen's ex lover here and if she comes, take her to me. I cannot stand this woman anymore." I muttered, frowning deeply, going into the lift with her following me with flabbergast plastered on her face. 'But, Boss. You wanted to wait, you wanted to hide your identity from her then- In just a week?" She asked, trying to comprehend. But it was not a worry for me but for Eileen. She was shredding compassion for her. 'Do you want to be in her lover's place?" I asked seriously, glancing at her which made her breath hitch in appall. 'No, I am sorry." She immediately said, moving away in fright, shaking her head. 'Then shut up." I hissed, not wanting to hear anything from anyone. I know I am the one who demanded a woman with no lover but hers was a juvenile bond. A college love but none of it matters to me nor I care personally. But to show her how I am, that man has to be my offering. If I care this much about life, I wouldn't be here. 'Here is him, Boss." My right hand man, Dave said, pushing him to the front with his hand tied behind his back. If there's anyone I trust the most, it's Dave and his Brother Jacob. My two most important men. 'Please, let me go. What did I do wrong? Who are you guys?" He sobbed, struggling to get but there is something but a human's suffering which entices me. It excites me whenever I see someone crawling under me to beg for mercy. It reminds me I am not among the saints, I love each whimper I gain from my victims. 'Please, I beg you, let me go…" He sobbed, trying to get free but I only glanced at Elyna. 'Go." She nodded, making a disquiet face, leaving us alone with the poor ignorant soul. 'You didn't do anything wrong." I replied, lips curling from one side darkly, bending to his level, moving my hand to Dave. He gave me my special dagger, I love how sinfully it was carved, it fits perfectly around my fingers as I traced it around his throat. 'Ah, don't move or else it will glide in smoothly. Trust me, It will." I whispered seductively, moving my dagger to his neck all the way up to his tears, smearing them over his face. I was indulging in his misery but a sudden thrill evoked in me and I couldn't control my body anymore as without a warning, I stabbed his shoulder, making him scream. 'Is that all you got? With this decibel, not even these walls could hear you." I chuckled, well aware of the excitement I gained from his pain. Dying to hear more of his screams. I don't remember how I gained this bloodlust but I live to die for it now. I can never have enough of it. 'Let's gain more." An atrocious aura surrounded me, I tightened my grip on the dagger and dragged it down, making him scream more. 'HELP!!" Laughing at his useless attempts, I rose from the ground as his blood flew uncontrollably, staining my expensive shoes. I gave Dave the dagger and took out my gun to have more fun with him. 'LET ME GO!" Arching a brow, I turned my head to the side, not expecting Eileen to come here directly but ah well, there is no going back anymore. I want her to fear me. To realize she had to live in my terror from now on. That her life was ruined the moment she said ‘I do.' My blood pumped, the imagination of her horror gave me electrifications and then she came. Only to find none other than her beloved husband with a gun in his hand, pointing it at the first and last boyfriend she ever had. ‘Ah, how magnificent.' I thought after seeing her soul quivering before me, utterly trapped. 'Sebastian…" Whispering my name, fear brimmed in her eyes. Taking a step back, finally realizing that I am not what she thinks. Her fairytale ended terribly before it could start. Tch, tch, poor soul…. I love it. I gradually lifted my dead eyes from this man to her, indulging in every drop of fright, dropping from her aesthetic features. 'Please… Don't…" Shaking her head in denial, a tear rolled down her cheek but I smirked hauntingly. That is what I crave, I needed more of her fear. With an intense eye-contact, I shot her lover without a second thought. So she could etch this fact in her soul for the rest of her life that she married a Monster.