9- Rage

'He closed all my doors, I became his favorite toy." ****** My whole being trembled, releasing gasps from my lips. I didn't mean to go against his orders but his very presence made me shiver. I couldn't act, I couldn't fake emotions. It's not my fault that I am frightened by his one look. That I wanted to run away. Growling, his steady steps approached me. With tears brimming, my lips parted to plead him for some mercy but to no avail. 'Sebas-" Before I could speak further, he gripped my throat. "You-" He growled, forcing me to look dead into his dominantly burning gaze. 'I fucking warned you, didn't I? Do you think you can get away after pulling some shit like this?" He snarled. Trembling, my vision blurred, trying to remove his hand on my throat, restricting my breaths. My heart was already thumping abnormally and his action of choking stopped my breaths. 'Did you see now how easy it is for me to end your breaths in this very second?!" With a whisper-yell, he brought his face dangerously closer to mine. A tear rolled down my cheek, gagging for air but to no avail as my senses began to feel like a blur. 'It won't take me a second to end you, your damn parents and annihilate your whole bloodline." He snarled, staring gravely to etch this in my mind to never disobey him ever again. 'Huh?!" Pushing my face away, I gaped, coughing for some air to fill my lungs with tears taking away my vision. Tapping my chest to regain my senses but before a single hint of warmth could graze my skin, he gripped my hairs again. 'If I provide you with some leniency, it doesn't mean it will last forever." He growled in my ears, gripping my hair. Unable to bear this overwhelming power, an unwanted but faint sob escaped my lips. 'Sebastian, please, let me go. I-I can't act.. I didn't mean to.. " I cried, hoping he would understand. 'Then learn, dammit. You're going to need it if you want to survive with me" He hissed. "You better not test me again, Eileen." He growled, making my body tremble at the sound of his breath blazing my soul by the intensity of his presence. "I didn't mean to, I swear." I cried, hoping he would listen. Tightening his grip, he forced me to lock his stern orbs with my tense one, to look him in the eye and never forget this look. 'Now listen up here, Eileen." He began to say in a growl. 'I thought you are a smart woman who knows what could happen with a wrong step but in case you need actual words. There, I will provide you." His hot husky breath threatened me openly. Disappointment flashed in my eyes but none of my dejection mattered to him, his amusement, his orders, him- That is all what existed in his sinful world. Shutting my eyes, I tried to turn my head away but he didn't let me. Breathless, furious, low voices showing me nightmares in reality. 'If you dared to disobey my command again. I will kill each and every person you cherish in your life right before your eyes." An uncontrollable shiver emerged from my spine. My body shook in fright, blurring with tears. Dying to fight him but my efforts were futile. 'No, You c-can't.. I- You.. no.." Stammering, I cannot make a proper sentence which pleased him to witness this fear. 'Yes, I can. All of your lives are in my hands now." He whispered huskily. "You please me and I will ensure you and your family lives." He offered seductively but it was the worst offer ever. He basically wanted me to be his toy, to hurt, to drive me insane for his amusement but what can I say when I am trapped in an unknown world? The disgusting side of this world I had never seen. 'And believe me, My dearest wife, I would love the tears you will release." He whispered seductively, brushing his lips over my neck, hovering over my dainty form, clasping my body in his strong arms. 'I would ravage you beyond repair if you provoked me. You should know that is what I love doing anyways." He said breathlessly, crawling up to me, pinning me down to the bed. Sniffling, I glared at him with repulsion, dying to kick him but he has perfectly closed my body over his. 'You are a beast." I hissed, turning my head away in disgust. Hating him from the bottom of my core. 'I am. Consider yourself the unluckiest." He chuckled darkly, nibbling my earlobe, pulling away a little and getting back. 'How could you? Just for your pleasure you married me? What reason did you have to destroy my life?" Crying from heart ache, I tried to move back but he held my unharmed ankle. Pulled me down to trap me under him, pinning my one hand beside my face with his one hand. With a dark smirk, he licked his lips, eyes following my body from top to bottom. Loving the shivers I emitted only by his intense eyes, enhancing my breaths and heartbeats in the quiet room. To the point nothing but my breaths were echoing in the room and he was wallowing in the distress I displayed. He loved my display of weakness. 'Why, Sebastian? Why did you enter my life?" I cried, losing my strength to fight him anymore. Because no matter what I say, my words won't make a single difference. Devils don't hold feelings. 'Because I want to destroy it." He laughed menacingly, gripping my face possessively, bringing his hand down to my waist, pressing me down on the bed. 'I found a pure rose. How can I control myself from tainting it?" Raising his brows perfectly, he moved closer, holding my shirt. 'Leave me, you animal. Don't touch me." I growled, slapping his hand away from my shirt but my resistance wasn't to his liking. Scowling, he held my throat, pinning me down. His dominant aura sent fatal omens to my core, indicating my course of action was a terrible choice. 'Don't you fucking dare to resist me again, Eileen. I can be much worse than now." He growled, holding me down. Emotionless eyes not caring for my request, only focusing on his pleasure and desires. To gain what he wants and I knew, I cannot do anything. 'I don't want you to touch me." I whispered with a tear rolled down but it replaced his rage with bewilderment, narrowing his eyes. 'Why? I held you exactly like this when I took your virginity. Where were these words before? Nothing changed." He shrugged, tilting his head and moving upward. 'Except my feelings and perspective for you." I hissed, turning my head away. 'Don't give me this crap, Eileen. A little sparkle of lust and you will be begging me to continue." He scoffed, removing his hand and taking off his shirt, revealing his tempting body. My heart stopped functioning for a bare heartbeat, trembling with a dried throat when he took off his shirt, leaving him only in his casual trousers. 'See?" He smirked at my reaction, pressing his thumb over my lips, pressing me down on the bed and moving himself over. 'Lust is a strongly uncontrollable emotion. And you, my dear, cannot control your emotions well." Humming, he began to lift my shirt slowly as I trembled, trying to move but couldn't. 'That is another reason why I adore you this much. You cannot hide your feelings. Your emotions are scattered all over your beautiful face." He whispered seductively, biting my earlobe as he removed my shirt slowly. 'No… Don't." I whimpered, shaking my head in denial but the rush of crimson on my cheeks was clear, he was inducing lust to drive me insane. And I knew if I resisted too much this time, he might even tie me to the bed and take me by force. 'Don't?" Asking temptingly, he brushed his fingers over my body, causing me to moan involuntarily and arch my back in unwanted pleasure. 'See." With a suppressed laugh, he moved to my face, tangling his breaths and heated body over mine, igniting flames I didn't desire but they burned my core to go blind. 'Your mind neglects me but your body needs me as much as it did the first time." He spoke the undeniable truth. I wanted to move my legs but my foot hurt if I shifted it. I didn't want this but he was doing something to my body that I couldn't resist him either. He didn't hold me roughly like before. 'See, I can be extremely gentle, how I was on our first time. Only if you don't fight." He whispered, pressing his lips slowly over mine, moving them possessively but gently over mine. I didn't move an inch as he kissed me briefly but with a slow passion before pulling away, liking my subjugation he asked, 'Now, are you going to listen quietly?" He asked temptingly. With a tear, I held the covers firmly, shutting my eyes, unable to witness the upcoming moments anymore as everything faded to black. All my mind could comprehend before giving in was- I cannot fight him.