26.2- Unwanted Thoughts

Nodding, she looked down timidly, sitting on the other side of the bed, tugging her hair behind her ear, maintaining a fair distance. 'Is everything okay?" She asked faintly, not daring to look at me. Nothing is okay ever since you came. 'It's been four months of our marriage, Eileen…" I began to say, putting my phone down to give her my attention, looking at her with a dead expression. 'So?" She asked, not understanding where I am leading this conversation. 'So I want you to do a pregnancy test." I replied impassively to which she reacted as if I had said something extremely wrong with wide eyes and repulsion. 'What? Why are you acting so surprised?" I asked, arching a brow at her reaction. 'N-No, it was rather… abrupt…" She cleared her throat, looking down again, tensed. Indicating there is something but I don't recall her going out in the first place so it can't be anything I might not prefer at least. 'Obviously it's going to happen anyways. We're married and I believe in all things, I have taken good care of your sexual needs." I shrugged my shoulders, narrowing my eyes in suspicion at her. 'But, I.. don't think I am ready, Sebastian." She whispered, fidgeting her fingers around the sheets, frightened of my reaction but it only made me laugh mockingly. 'Eileen, Don't you think it's too late for that? I don't recall pulling out ever. You should have done something before." I smirked, amazed at her innocence but it thrilled me to pull her down and pin her under me and show her how reproduction works. 'You are already marked both internally and externally." I smirked victoriously, her eyes widened in dismal, almost appalled by something which wiped my smirk. There is definitely something and her reaction shows I wouldn't like it. 'Is there something you want to tell me?" I asked, arching a brow. 'No." She lied immediately, looking away, biting the inside of her cheeks. 'You better tell me now, Eileen, or else you will regret it. You don't want me to go rougher than I already have once. Trust me, I don't." I warned her but she remained silent, not lifting her head. I don't know why but I don't like giving her physical pain. Maybe because she is fragile or her emotional breakage is more desirable. I don't know. But, I don't want her to do anything which would force me to punish her. "Say it." I arched a brow at her mien but sighed, not in the mood to make her spit it out for now. 'It's.. nothing…" Her muted tone came, not daring to raise her voice against me even. I glanced at her for a second but sighing, I ignored it and went to sleep. The following week was hectic. Eileen's parents came over and I had to manage the situation since my wife is unable to act like a proper damn couple. Then they invited us for dinner, which I obviously left hanging by reason and now when it was holiday, I thought of making Eileen beg me to allow her to go to the dinner. The sound of her pleas would satisfy me to no extent. Glistening with sweat under me only to request me to allow her the breaths I have restricted for now. Ah, how beautiful it would be but no. My plan was ruined as my parents decided to come over and it was doing nothing but to test my patience. 'My parents are coming over. They will stay for the night." I told Eileen nonchalantly, entering our room, using my phone, growling which scared her. 'O-Okay…" She trailed off, setting something in her stuff which I ignored for now and plopped on the bed, using my phone. Soon they arrived and we greeted them. Eileen rushed to my Mother as if she was her savior which I didn't like in the slightest. Rolling my eyes, I was about to pull her back but I heard my Father saying, 'Do you have my will?" He asked seriously. 'Yeah, what do you want to do with it?" I asked nonchalantly not to remove my eyes from Eileen who tried to not look back. 'Ruben wants a picture of it. He wants to claim his part." Father replied but it made me snicker and almost repulsed. 'Oh, so now he wants his share of the property after letting you work your ass off in his stead." I taunted, definitely not liking this. "Why? Is he bored after being a dog for those damn Sheikh Brothers- especially Asad, huh?" I mocked, rolling my eyes. Resenting Asad for- leave it. It doesn't matter anymore. 'Whatever it is, he has his fair share of heritage and you must give it to him. Now, bring me my will." He told me sternly but sighing, I couldn't care less and muttered. 'Fine." Not bothering to think about it much, I went back to my room. I just threw it in the wardrobe and now searching for it is a hassle. I searched my side but couldn't find anything. Must be in Eileen's so I began to look through it as well. Searching for a paper I have no interest in. In fact, I don't want Ruben to come in the first place. Why can't he just stay in Dubai with his so-called friends? He is not one of us. His everything is that fucking Asad anyways. With a scowl, rage began to take over me blended with frustration when I cannot find it. I was becoming enraged, losing my patience. And to augment my fury more, my eyes fell upon something else when I was searching. I found some pills and I am no doctor to know what those are for but they are certainly not pain relievers. Intrigued, I searched online to know and for a split second, I was vexed to think what caused Eileen to take medicines for no reason. Is she okay? But, no, this woman always has to hit where I lost my forbearance and ended up losing my mind. Looking it up, I found those were contraceptive pills and I have enough of her testing me now. You are so dead, Eileen.